Since seeing the two-handed script of my Mom and Dad arguing, I’ve been watching my moods, my inner chatter. (1) I’m seeing that the impact on me of watching their heart-breaking conflict, day in and day out, or whenever I ventured out of my room, (2) was way beyond what I’ve seen so far. For […]
Huge Commitment to the Work
Seeing the script I have playing – and the discoveries that it’s leading to – is like an earthquake in my life. (1) And it’s led to numerous aftershocks. It’s opened the door for me to complete the cycle of domestic abuse that occurred in our household. It’s led me to see the identity I […]
An Almost-Near Near-Death Experience
Now that my parents’ two-handed card game of arrogance and depression is up to awareness, I’ve been observing how often it operates in me. The number of times I wince in a day is large and that wincing is me imitating my Mother’s reactions to my Dad. I hate the wincing. I feel like I’ve […]
How the Process of Growth Work Goes
As the chaos swirls outside, the chaos swirls inside as well. In this article I process a residual feeling state. Doing this, I hope, allows me to do a better job in post-Reval roles. And of course every one I can dissolve frees me and elevates my space, which is a contribution to Ascension. It’s […]
Cognitive Dissonance Dispelled
This is a deep stretch of cognitive dissonance I’m going through and it bears looking at because many of us may find ourselves in a similar circumstance at some point. I’m knee-deep in editing a manual on restorative listening so perhaps I can also ask for your listening here to help me process and release […]
Drinking the Poison, Hoping They’ll Die – Part 2/2
(Concluded from Part 1, yesterday.) I had such a classic example of old programming going off this morning, exactly as I was working on this article. I have to relate it here. A friend phoned earlyish in the morning and asked me a favor which was at the limits of inconvenience. I said “no,” but […]
Drinking the Poison, Hoping They’ll Die – Part 1/2
I’d like to make a distinction between objective fact and subjective interpretation. The worst I ever did was steal a chocolate bar. OK, a tin of rock candy too. For both of which I was caught and disciplined. That’s an objective fact. Apart from those cries for help (my father was hitting my mother), I […]
Rivers of Truth
June 18, 2021 Something wanders among the mountains, Something ripples along forget-me-not fields, Something cries when birds go south, Something curves its golden sandbar Like the handle of a purple sword. If I speak strangely Do not wonder: Something is looking for a castle Made of seaweed, shells and coral, Where the sea curls Under […]
Come Out! Come Out! Whoever You Are
If I have it all already inside me, if all of this is a process of remembering, if the only obstacle is what I put in my own way, then come out! Come out! Whoever you are! I will stop blocking your way. I am no longer afraid of standing here as I am. I […]
The 5Cs of 5D
by Jennifer Hoffman https://tinyurl.com/yfu5vc2u There are specific energies in the 5D paradigm that are replacing the 3D energies that we find so hard to deal with, such as competition, control, domination, greed, and separation. These are what I call the 5Cs of 5D – community, connection, creativity, collaboration, and co-operation. We don’t have to work with […]
Any New Social Initiative, to be Lasting, must Leave No Residue
Any new social initiative, to be lasting, in my estimation, must leave no residue. If we correct the social imbalance between men and women, for example, by harming a lot of innocent men, we’ll create residue, which will need to be addressed in the next round of dissent and unrest. And in this way the […]
From Woke to Awakened
I watch the mainstream media do with this generation of lightworkers what it did with my generation’s Growth Movement and I’m sad. They intentionally misconstrued the aims of our movement and ridiculed us as “the Me Generation.” That derogatory term signified everything we’ve come to think of as self-serving, narcissistic, etc. In fact, as I […]
Riding the Horse in the Direction It’s Going
Most people define their careers in terms of what exists. And they fit into a possibly well-defined career description. My first career – history – had not been well defined the two subfields – cultural history and evolutionary history – that I chose to specialize in at the time (1968-73). But to go further I […]
James Gilliland: The Veils Are Coming Down
https://tinyurl.com/uuxjpbaw Welcome to March madness. The recent equinox and the coming Super Moon along with the CMEs, “solar flares” the off-the-scale Schumann Resonance is going to make March a month to remember. This will continue through April. It is time to heal, end the victim cycle, and take our power back. The onion is being […]
Val: I Too Wake up to an “Unsatisfying Emotional Baseline”
Writer’s Corner I so much enjoyed Valerie’s description of her grumpy side and recent ‘departure from form.’ Hi Steve, thank you for your very kind email and virtual hug! I loved it. Just a bit of a story and a few comments as follow up: Steve recently described the feeling of an ‘unsatisfying emotional baseline.’ […]
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