Toward a World that Works for Everyone
My life is a workshop in awareness. My agreement is to remain aware of myself. My process involves observing, noticing, and sharing. Viewed from a cultural-historical standpoint, my notes are an Ascension ethnography – a biography or narrative of one person’s slow and gradual, and sometimes sudden, Ascension process. Right now, I’m noticing the impact […]
The story I’m making up for myself is that, because XXX is still alive, I don’t have to mourn him. I’ve known this all along but I haven’t been ready to hear it. Now I am. So I’m telling myself that we have time left. Accepting that, I’ve seen the grief lift. I’ve had a […]
People ask, “When is Ascension? How long do we have to wait?” I’d like to address that question. As far as I’m concerned, there are many ways one could measure when “Ascension” is complete, depending on what one means by the word itself. One could restrict the meaning to the transformation in consciousness. Sahaja Samadhi […]
I gave up reading or watching the mainstream media back in 2008. Only recently, as the cabal sets our agenda (Australian brushfires – remember them? a pandemic, race riots) was I reading them again and quickly got sick to my stomach. I can’t stand to be this manipulated. There is a better way and I’m […]
I was in the shower this morning and I felt a feeling I was not fast enough to name, before it slipped away. But I recognized it as the feeling in the face of which I race for my computer, dripping wet like Archimedes. (1) It isn’t as if I have a thought that I’m […]
It was my experience that the Self was to be found in the “seat of the soul.” That is, the Self or soul “resides” in the deepest reaches of the heart. I found it after descending, in meditation, down into the heart as far as I could possibly go on Sept. 18, 2018. I’d literally […]
How has the experience of transformative love affected your sex life, Steve? Well, good news and bad news. The good news is I’ve never enjoyed sex more. The bad news is I can no longer tolerate one-night stands, sex with strangers, sex without love, etc., etc. To make love to a person for whom I […]
If one has trouble with Archangel Michael’s recent comment – don’t take sides; there is only one choice: to love or not to love – don’t feel bad. Look how long it took me to get it. But the light eventually went on. However, here, I’d like to look at one specific difficulty: The fact […]
It’s very strange. When I take my self, my life, my mission seriously, I feel a very pleasant change of energy. The situation is like turning the dial of a radio and coming upon a station “playing my music.” I perk up and leave the dial there. So here, on this frequency of taking myself […]
This seems to be a time for dissonance, insights, and breakthrough. The next few articles illustrate that. One seldom knows one’s in dissonance until it gets healed. I was in dissonance trying to shoehorn my knowledge of what happened during a fourth-chakra experience into what I know about fourth-chakra experiences in general. And I’ve always […]
(Concluded from Part 1, above.) The timing of anything that happens to us lies in the hands of the Mother and the celestials. They decide when we’ll get enlightened and whether they’ll give us the full-meal deal or just a tantalizer. I’ve demonstrated their participation in the timing and extent of my experiences in footnote […]
As if watching a world in chaos and battling with Youtube censorship were not enough… …love chooses this time to show up. The second helping of love that I wanted to have? I now have. Writing about it as it happens does moderate the experience somewhat, but my job is to write about it. Too […]
Question: If you filled every inch of space and were the only one present, how would you know yourself? Answer: Create an illusory world in which illusory selves go on a voyage of discovery and realize their true identity, at which point the One meets the One. That is how you would know yourself when […]
The equivalent of our moods in a dualistic dimension (3rd, 4th) are the divine qualities in a higher dimension (5th-12th). I used to think of the divine qualities as being like things you could put in a pigeon hole, the hotel boards that featured dozens of little cubby holes in which you put a message? […]
The music is Dream of the Brave, by esoundtrax at https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=onmJtJevGRA Think about it for a moment. How many holders of currency do you know who can be described as rich? And yet they will be. The meek are about to inherit the Earth. And when they do, it could be heady stuff. The feelings […]
