I’m feeling an inner push to say a little bit more about myself, to inspire others who are providing the same service as I am and feel it but don’t have words for it.
My reticence is that the deep state uses ridicule to bury anyone who threatens them or their view of reality. Ridicule would slow me down and discourage me.
I hear someone at the back say, “Ahhh, he’s just doing it for ego, for fame and fortune.”
Fortune? All my writings are free. Like a Buddhist, I – and the other editors – live by dana, donations.,
Fame? A writer? That just makes for more correspondence and I love writing books, not answering emails. Fame would just slow me down.
I’d be happy if my life continued more or less in the way that it is already, although Michael has told me there’s only a slim chance of that.
In what I say here, I’m not discussing the totality of myself; I’m discussing a service I provide for the Lord Arcturus, as do others on Earth at this time, as he’s told me.
And it’s only one service among several – pipeline, monitor, anchor, terrestrial/galactic liaison, etc. (That will be later.)
I provide this service as an angelic (we who are incarnated in this generation are almost all of us angelics and probably also provide this service to some others). (1)
I’ve chosen many times to incarnate on Arcturus and serve the Lord Arcturus.
His request of me, and others here at this time, is to allow him to have a periscope in to events here on Earth, to see them through my eyes and feel my response to them, all of this in preparation for my own Ascension.
And all of this in preparation for an Ascension to occur on Arcturus as well, I believe, 200 years from now. (3)
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Rather than figure out how to broach the subject, let me do it historically.
My quiet life was disturbed one day when medium Sue Lie offered me a reading with the Arcturians. They began with a startling remark:
Arcturians: In reverence to our great leader.
Say what?
A: You were a visitor [to Earth] and you have now come to visit [again] with a higher purpose that cannot be fully diminished into human language. …
You are a leader, a great leader on Arcturus. And you are a leader for the leaders. You are a member of our High Council. (That is Suzille speaking. She has no idea what we are going to say next. She is merely there, listening, being as surprised as you.)
Steve: I am not aware of this.
A: No, we know that you are not. But it is time now that you become aware of this. It is time you realize who you really are. For there are things that will be happening gradually and slowly. …
Suzelle felt who you truly are the first couple of times she was on the email with you, She could hardly contain herself. She is feeling it now.
You are one of the representatives of our Light that has chosen to take a form at great sacrifice to yourself. And within that role of having a form, you have had to learn to act human again, for you had not acted human for quite a while. (4)
I think my Mother has said that to me too!
Oooooooooo-kay. Mrs. Beckow’s young son Stephen just had someone shake the blanket. No, beat the blanket!
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What do I do with this information? I asked myself. Just carry on, apparently. The rest is laid on.
I’m acting like a submarine with a periscope that allows the Lord Arcturus to look through it. Mine is a passive role for him, a very active role for Archangel Michael.
Back to the Arcturians:
The Arcturians: The thing that you must own is that you are the leader. …
We know from the memories in Suzille’s mind that there was very little in your early life that would prepare you for being a world leader. …
And we do not say world leader lightly. We mean world leader. (5)
You know that I was always a lieutenant to my beloved older brother, Paul. But when I looked harder, I could see evidence of leading.
Arcturians: We are not speaking to you as a Lightworker. We are speaking to you as a Leader within the Arcturian world.
You still are desiring to diminish yourself. And we remind you. Suzille reminds you from her psychological knowingness that a child that is raised in an unsafe world learns to diminish themselves. It becomes a primary coping mechanism.
Steve: If I were to act as a Leader in the Arcturian world, would I not be forgetting my purpose in being here?
Arcturians: Again, you are doing either/or. You are acting as a Leader. You do not leave Arcturus to enter that small body. Do you think that your great form could be contained in that small clay shell? Do you see what we are speaking of now?
This is merely your toe. This is merely the smallest leaf on a giant oak tree. You are not the being that you are in. The being you are in is your anchor, your hook into the Third Dimensional world so that you can share your great Light. (6)
This was Bruce Lee’s one-inch punch. (7) (See Youtube.) After I picked myself up off the floor, I fled into silence for years to process what had just been said.
(To be concluded tomorrow.)
Footnotes
(1) On this subject, see An Explosion in the Meaning of Humanness at https://goldenageofgaia.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/03/An-Explosion-in-the-Meaning-of-Humanness-13.pdf
(2) The Arcturians in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Suzanne Lie, March 16, 2013.
(3) I’m extrapolating from remarks Michael has made on the subject:
Steve: When will I eventually have my original dimensionality back? Or do I stay in a lower dimension for the foreseeable future?
Archangel Michael: You will have a choice. As I have said to you, when you complete this mission, you are allowed to have 200 years off. But what you do with that is up to you, dear one! You will certainly have full access to your inter-dimensionality. (AAM, Dec. 18, 2012.)
S: The next assignment is in the Seventh Dimension?
AAM: You will have a choice of planetary systems. This is just the warm-up for [that] Ascension. It is to bring a further rising of vibrations to those throughout the Universe. … You will be a teacher [and] you will be a spokesbeing. (AAM, Sept. 13, 2011.)
(4) The Arcturians, ibid., March 16, 2013.
(5) Loc. cit.
(6) Loc. cit.
(7) Bruce Lee could punch someone from one inch away from their body and floor them.