I need to take a day off and just relax, recharge my batteries, reflect. The most relaxing thing I do these days is paint bottles in glittering gold and entrancing purples. (1) It’s so experiential, so non-intellectual, to brush on paint, smooth it about, mind the edges. It’s also bringing back memories of a child […]
The Disappearance of the Fear of Death
I keep searching for an account of my 1977 out-of-body experience and I realized finally that there isn’t one. So I’d like to correct that deficiency and write an account here. I had been away in India in 1977, visiting a sage who would later become my guru for twenty-five years – before being shown […]
Spiritual Experiences that Have Shaped My Life
When I reconnected with Wendy Zammit and her extensive afterlife website, (1) she took the opportunity to do an interview. It was my first since the completion of An Hour with an Angel back in 2020. She’s helped me ease myself back into interviewing again and I’m grateful, Wendy. Meanwhile Wendy has shown me all […]
Our Basic Nature = An Angelic Nature = Pure and Innocent
When I stood in the presence of the Light that I am – call it the Self, the Christ, the Atman, the Buddha nature – at Xenia on Sept. 18, 2018, the Divine Mother later acknowledged that she had toned the experience down. (1) What should have been a light brighter, she said, than a […]
Volcano of Anger or Volcano of Love? – Part 1/2
We often speak about volcanic eruptions of anger when a vasana or core issue is triggered. (1) But a volcanic eruption of ambrosia, nectar of the gods – higher-dimensional love? Until now I’d associated all volcanoes with undesirability because they connoted extreme conditions. We wanted to be in the center, right? But Archangel Michael depicted […]
Getting Back to the Beginning
When I was lost in depression and dismay at Xenia Retreat Center, having watched segments of Frazzeldrip on Dark Outpost, a series I’d never seen before, I went into meditation in order to discover what the origin of the vasana or core issue was that I seemed to be sunk in. I imagined I was […]
We Can Only Imagine What We Already Know
I was reflecting on the work ahead of us when I had a conversation with a friend about love. I had occasion to quote Mike Quinsey’s wonderful statement about “the most exotic form of love that you cannot imagine.” (1) And it set me thinking about the magnitude, to use Michael’s word, of the task […]
Meliana to T, May 14-19, 2021
May 14th “Judgment Day” draws near. The Collective is calling for it and so it shall be. As you’ve so rightly stated it will be very tumultuous but necessary. A mother gives birth and it is very painful but necessary as it is a part of the birthing process. The end result, of course, is […]
Encountering Reality on Its Own Terms
Some things we’re never going to know. Like the Divine Mother’s essence, for instance. She told me on An Hour with an Angel in 2012: “My essence … is far beyond what you can imagine.” (1) What do we do in a case like this? Our automatic tendency is to turn to metaphors. We compare […]
We Don’t Need More Civics. We Need More Basics
I contend here that we don’t need more civics in our schools to repair our world. We need more basics. What are the basics? Matters like: (1) We all are the same God-Soul incarnated in illusory materiality, which ultimately disappears like smoke, leaving the Truth revealed. All of us are on a journey from God […]
The Eternal Journey
Wow, what a discipline it is not to fall off the wagon and resort to pushy, aggressive behaviour, however subtle. I may be in the black, on the uplift, but my behaviour patterns – the leftovers and last to go – are still suspicious, hostile, etc. Only so much time remains to cleanse and purify […]
Not the Lifetime for the Non-Dual for Me
I was asked to speak from the non-dual level where all that’s happening is seen to be illusion. The non-dual, the One is the Truth. Ultimately and absolutely. I bow before the Absolute Truth. Despite this fact and despite having been outside this dimension several times on what Michael describes as “visits,” (1) it isn’t […]
I Have It Now
I’d like to think of the higher form of love I rave on about as “heavenly” love. Why “heavenly”? To the ancient Christians, “heaven” was what we’d today call the higher dimensions; specifically, the “Fifth Dimension.” It was what followed what Jesus called Redemption, Resurrection, or Salvation, which we call Ascension. In our present state, […]
We Are, All of Us, Innocent and Pure
I’ve been talking endlessly about love five years after experiencing it in its higher-dimensional form. But something I very seldom talk about is the experience of our natural purity and innocence, that happened for me in late 2018. How liberating it is to know that we are, underneath it all, innocent and pure! We may […]
There is No Beyond. There is Only Within
In the course of researching oneness, I came across two sentences from Jesus through John Smallman that spoke volumes to me. Jesus said, “There is no beyond. There is only within.” (1) When I speak of dimensions, I tend to use the metaphor of higher and lower. Higher is beyond me, outside of me; it […]