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In wanting to re-establish civil discourse, I’ve encountered a problem in the handling of sensitive or confidential information.
I encountered this problem before when I didn’t want to mention that Xi Jin Ping was a member of the Global Military Alliance and not our “enemy.” I reasoned that saying that out loud would only contribute to the risk President Xi faces. And I don’t want to do that.
But now with the news of President Trump, Vladmir Putin, and Xi Jin Ping acknowledging their desire to draw closer together, the danger appears to be passed.
Now I think I see exactly what another leader is doing but to say it out loud might contribute to the risk of that leader’s failure.
That’s all I want to say about that issue until later.
But I will say that it explains why G/NESARA has not arrived yet.
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In the larger picture, I’m always making choices of what article should go into the update and what not. But I don’t go around thinking that I’m censoring myself.
I can’t make the update too long. I have interests. The update is on this and it’s not on that. So it isn’t as if I have to post on everything.
But that’s not the crux of what’s happening. The crux of the matter is the ego’s need to feel important. I broke this story on X date. I was the only one to say….
I enjoy the feeling of pride. My Dad pre-empted that experience with constant criticism, tinged with violence. If I had gone through the normal stages of feeling proud and being validated, I might have a better handle on a felt need for self-importance now than I do. Arrested development!
Spells at a growth-movement residential workshop and enlightenment-intensive workshops helped me with a lot of these issues. The Factory Reset was the culmination of all that work. (1)
And yet I still feel a tug to react in the old ways. The Factory Reset was not a purification. It was just the taking away of the shell I’d created, the character armor, from allowing my vasanas to lead me. It was a second chance, a new beginning.
But the seeds of the vasana remain and are not burnt to a crisp until Sahaja Nirvikalpa Samadhi, which is Ascension. (2)
As matters stand now, The slate has been wiped clean but the moving finger writes.
Notwithstanding, I enjoy the blanket calmness that I can now experience, as my default.
I’ve never let myself enjoy a moment of pride. That would get me the back of Dad’s hand. And I’m now experiencing it for what feels like the first time. Just drinking it in with my breath and marvelling at how nourishing it all feels.
Like water on parched ground….
Footnotes
(1) See Factory Reset; or, Dropping Our Character Armor at https://goldenageofgaia.com/wp-content/uploads/2026/05/Factory-Reset-or-Dropping-Our-Character-Armor-R6.pdf
(2) Sage Vasistha: Moksa or liberation [Ascension, Sahaja Samadhi] is the total abandonment of all vasanas or mental conditioning, without the least reserve. (Sage Vasistha, CYV, 5.)
Sri Ramana: Only one who is free from all the latent tendencies (vasanas) is a Sage. That being so how can the tendencies of karma affect him who is entirely unattached to activity? (Ramana Maharshi, SI, Chapter 2, Question 26.)
Sahaja is the original state so that sadhana amounts to the removal of obstacles for the realization of this abiding truth. (Ramana Maharshi in Paul Brunton and Munagala Venkataramaiah. Conscious Immortality. Conversations with Sri Ramana Maharshi. Rev. ed. 1996, n.p.)