The Desire to Feel Special

Why This Need to Feel Special?

August 4, 2023 by Steve Beckow

Oh my gawd…. In the course of practising stepping aside, I noticed that, when I the observer, stepped aside, the ego arose. And always it was the same refrain: I am special. I am special. When I ask for the origins, following the upset clearing process, (1) I see myself in the crib, one […]

Self-Servingness Permeates Everything

June 15, 2023 by Steve Beckow

Mine, mine, mine, you fool! Credit: Business2community.com Judgment, the ego, and desire seem to go hand in hand. Judging another elevates me in my own sight. It calls the ego into action to do the elevating. Desire is also a call to action. The ego arises to fulfill the desire. If another stands in the […]

How Does the Company of Heaven See Our Role? – Part 1/2

May 7, 2022 by Steve Beckow

Let’s turn now to look at what the Company of Heaven is calling upon lightworkers to do. What do they expect of us? Want from us? They actually offer a range of opinion which we, looking for our mission, could consider a range of options. The Arcturian Group on one occasion applauded us for plowing […]

Why Do We … Uhhh, I … Seem to Need to Feel Special?

January 23, 2022 by Steve Beckow

I’m relaxing today and would like to repost an article from Dec. 2017. The need to feel special is such a persistent character. The need is to feel that my input is crucial in all our wins, gains, and victories and has nothing whatsoever to do with our failures, losses, and defeats. I wrestle with […]

Archangel Michael: Everything that has need to be eliminated, everything that has need to be relinquished, everything that has need to be healed in this cesspool that we call ‘chaos’ has need to come to the surface.
Otherwise – and this has happened many, many times in human history – what happens is there is a belief [that] there is a healing, an accommodation, a remedy, and then the human collective tends to think, ‘Okay, now it is cleaned up. Now it is healed. Now it is done.’
But the core – the core issues of the collective, and of course of the individuals – has not been addressed, and therefore it simply settles in and it festers.

(“Archangel Michael on Why All This Conflict is Occurring,” September 28, 2023, at https://goldenageofgaia.com/?p=348361.)

Divine Mother: [I am speaking about] those in … positions where control and abuse of power have been rampant. That will not be the platform [from] which integration of the various galaxies [into the new, interdimensional region of space] takes place. That is not the Plan.
I know very clearly, Sweet One, as do you, if it is not [in] my Plan, then it will not occur. …
Make no mistake, … Love will win because that has been my Plan always.
(The Divine Mother in “Enter the Delegations – Part 2/3,” May 5, 2019, at http://goldenageofgaia.com/2019/05/05/enter-the-delegations-part-2-3/.)

Beloved child, son of my heart, [Ascension, spiritual evolution] is only about love, about the many expressions, about the many forms.
And truly of anchoring and being nothing but the love, in intellect, in wisdom, in sharing, in adventure, in relationship.
It can only be [that way] when you continue to bring all adventures, all arguments, all explorations back to the love.
(The Divine Mother in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, April 30, 2019; also at http://goldenageofgaia.com/2019/06/01/the-divine-mother-it-is-all-a-journey-of-love/).

Archangel Gaia said
“I am now telling you what your mission is on Earth – it is to be an angel on Earth.
“You do not have to change the people around you; you do not have to get involved in politics, or that kind of activity.
“What you are meant to do here as a lightworker is to anchor a certain vibration.”
(Gaia, ”Earth Speaks: Your Mission on Earth,” through Pamela Kribbe, March 13, 2022, at https://goldenageofgaia.com/2022/03/13/earth-speaks-your-mission-on-earth/.)