Toward a World that Works for Everyone
Happy New Year, everyone! Happy New You! May all our many dreams come alive in 2021! In the meantime…. I’ve just glimpsed a vasana so strong that it’s always remained in the background. It defined the limits and channels of my life. My life oscillates between its two extremes. I’d like to look at it […]
My life is a workshop in awareness. My agreement is to remain aware of myself. My process involves observing, noticing, and sharing. Viewed from a cultural-historical standpoint, my notes are an Ascension ethnography – a biography or narrative of one person’s slow and gradual, and sometimes sudden, Ascension process. Right now, I’m noticing the impact […]
The story I’m making up for myself is that, because XXX is still alive, I don’t have to mourn him. I’ve known this all along but I haven’t been ready to hear it. Now I am. So I’m telling myself that we have time left. Accepting that, I’ve seen the grief lift. I’ve had a […]
I’ve just had some devastating news recently. It wouldn’t be fair to name the person involved. But I can’t imagine the shaft penetrating deeper into my heart. I’m going through one space after another – grief, hatred, the collapse of self-importance, helplessness. It also has me addressing some issues in my life that have been […]
What a difficult path it is to follow at the present moment. The pandemic is being revealed as a cabal initiative, their Doomsday Scenario #2 (World War III was #1). Yet we cannot downplay it so significantly that people fail to follow advisable medical procedures. After all, people really are dying from it. The Alliance […]
When I move from elementary to high school on the awareness path is when I’m prepared to call myself on my own self-serving agendas, anomalies, failings, losses, defeats, etc. That’s information that the other party may need in interacting with me, that I usually keep close to my chest as a deep dark secret. The […]
I hope my passing publicly through this redefinition phase is useful to you. It is to me. There’s still a little more to go. I noticed this evening that, in redefining myself, I only hurt if I threatened a self-image – such as by a loss of face, a loss of position, a loss of […]
Written prior to the Federation of Light’s message. The next layer of my constructed self or personality to arise is one of self-righteousness. This again is a face of the ego, which is itself a product of the mind. It’s also the creator of the constructed self. It’ll take the purification work I’ve done and […]
What is it that has people crave to feel important? Or special? Michael once said that we’d feel elevated after the Reval. He hoped we’d take the elevator to the basement. I see it in myself. When I look at myself, I see a child who was made to feel of little worth and much […]
