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Who’s Behind the Curtain?

February 13, 2023 by Steve Beckow

I’d like to take a very simple example of dawning awareness and use it to illustrate the levels of knowledge (intellectual – experiential – realizational). I had the awareness dawn earlier today that I can’t change a person’s behavior; the most I can do is model the alternative. No big deal unto itself, but it’s […]

Filed Under: Gunas/Cosmic Forces, Higher Self/Universal Self, Hinduism, Intellectual/Experiential/Realized Knowledge, Interdimensionality/Interdimensional Travel, Natural State/Natural Self, Reconstructing the Deconstructed Self

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Things that Have to Go, New Year’s or Not

January 26, 2023 by Steve Beckow

Another personality element that I have to draw on in building is experience as a military commander many centuries ago. Some of the skills are exportable; some not. The sense of reliance upon the group and of being powerless without their assistance is exportable. A sense of the need for sound and stable leadership towards […]

Filed Under: Reclaiming My Authority, Reconstructing the Deconstructed Self, Recovering from Anger, Vasanas/Early Childhood Trauma

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Introduction to the Constructed Self (Download)

November 14, 2022 by Steve Beckow

Here comes a detailed look at the constructed self that we fashion to present and manage our image, to look good and sound right. The invitation is to come out from behind the image and be who we really are. Download On the Constructed Self here: https://goldenageofgaia.com/wp-content/uploads/2022/11/On-the-Constructed-Self.pdf Introduction to the Constructed Self What is the […]

Filed Under: Deconstructing the Constructed Self/Mask, Masks/Constructed Self, Paradigmatic Breakthrough, Peeling the Onion, Polishing the Statue, Reclaiming My Authority, Reconstructing the Deconstructed Self, Releasing the Old Paradigm and Embracing the New, Reparenting, Scripts People Live, Self-Serving Bias, Taking Personal Responsibility, Unconscious/Conscious Awareness, Upset Clearing Process, Vasanas/Early Childhood Trauma

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Putting the Global Humpty Together Again

July 8, 2022 by Steve Beckow

If your personality was blown off you at an early age in violent circumstances, so that you thought of yourself as the Humpty Dumpty Man, what would be your greatest impulse? To bring all the pieces back together again. To consolidate. To integrate. To rebuild, reconstruct, reassemble. Isn’t that so? What an interesting circumstance for […]

Filed Under: Humpty Dumpty Man, Reconstructing the Deconstructed Self, Releasing the Old Paradigm and Embracing the New, Removing Limitations, Reparenting, Taking Personal Responsibility, Vasanas/Early Childhood Trauma

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Not Another Lifetime of Perpetual Reactivity and Unrealized Potential

June 5, 2022 by Steve Beckow

Having committed to the divine qualities, as a way of anchoring myself in them, what next confronts me are the reaction patterns that vasanas (core issues, early childhood trauma) give rise to. Up till now, I’ve been mainly concerned with my vasanas, and not with the automatic reaction patterns they give rise to. Commitment does […]

Filed Under: Reconstructing the Deconstructed Self, Recovering from Anger, Relationships, Relationships and Vasanas, Releasing the Old Paradigm and Embracing the New, Remaining Present, Removing Limitations, Reparenting, Self-Serving Bias, Trauma, Vasana, Vasanas are Magnified, Vasanas/Early Childhood Trauma

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I See It in Myself

September 27, 2021 by Steve Beckow

This morning I observed myself as I acted mechanically, below awareness, and aggressively. The situation was mundane. I’ve been allowing my waste paper pile to grow rather than shredding it as we go along. It’s reached sizable proportions and I’ve come to a shred-it-now-or-never point. I’m having a real but crazy argument with myself and […]

Filed Under: Reconstructing the Deconstructed Self, Recovering from Anger, Relationships and Vasanas, Releasing the Old Paradigm and Embracing the New, Removing Limitations, Reparenting, Scripts People Live, Stress, Taking It Out on Someone, Upset Clearing Process, Vasanas/Early Childhood Trauma

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What is Trauma? – Part 1/2

September 26, 2021 by Steve Beckow

Dr. Gabor Mate’s early-childhood-trauma team are multiplying the material available on the subject. I’d like to comment on their ground-breaking work. They ask us to support “the expanding movement to create a more trauma-informed world.”  I’m happy to do so. In Part 2, I post his announcement of his Talks on Trauma Series, Part 2. […]

Filed Under: Masks/Constructed Self, Peeling the Onion, Pure and Innocent Child Consciousness, Reconstructing the Deconstructed Self, Relationships and Vasanas, Releasing the Old Paradigm and Embracing the New, Removing Limitations, Scripts People Live, Social Vasanas/Collective Trauma, Tension and Awareness, Upset Clearing Process, Vasanas/Early Childhood Trauma

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Huge Commitment to the Work

September 19, 2021 by Steve Beckow

Seeing the script I have playing – and the discoveries that it’s leading to – is like an earthquake in my life. (1) And it’s led to numerous aftershocks. It’s opened the door for me to complete the cycle of domestic abuse that occurred in our household. It’s led to me see the identity I […]

Filed Under: Character Reformation, Cycle of Abuse, Deconstructing the Constructed Self/Mask, Experiencing the Vasana Completely, Games People Play, Grand Motif, Inner Hitler, Intergenerational Transfer, Listening, Paradigmatic Breakthrough, Peeling the Onion, Pushing an Edge, Reclaiming My Authority, Reconstructing the Deconstructed Self, Recovering from Anger, Relationships, Relationships and Vasanas, Releasing the Old Paradigm and Embracing the New, Removing Limitations, Reparenting, Scripts People Live, Upset Clearing Process, Vasanas/Early Childhood Trauma

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How the Process of Growth Work Goes

September 3, 2021 by Steve Beckow

As the chaos swirls outside, the chaos swirls inside as well. In this article I process a residual feeling state. Doing this, I hope, allows me to do a better job in post-Reval roles. And of course every one I can dissolve frees me and elevates my space, which is a contribution to Ascension. It’s […]

Filed Under: Character Reformation, Control/Fear of Control, Deconstructing the Constructed Self/Mask, Experiencing the Vasana Completely, Father Hatred, Grand Motif, Intergenerational Transfer, Just Stop/Stopping Unwholesome Action, Letting Go, Peeling the Onion, Polishing the Statue, Pushing an Edge, Reclaiming My Authority, Reconstructing the Deconstructed Self, Recovering from Anger, Relationships and Vasanas, Releasing the Old Paradigm and Embracing the New, Removing Limitations, Resistance to Love, Scripts People Live, Steve Beckow, Taking Personal Responsibility, Upset Clearing Process, Vasanas/Early Childhood Trauma, Wounded Child Consciousness State

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Not Out of the Woods

August 13, 2021 by Steve Beckow

I’ve been walking around triggering myself for a while now. And if I walk the trigger back, I find that I’m disappointed in myself (Mother). I’m disappointed because I reacted to some forgotten thought with irritation, anger, aggressiveness, or some negative attitude (Father). I have my Father and Mother endlessly arguing in my head. The […]

Filed Under: Balanced Adult, Character Reformation, Cycle of Abuse, Deconstructing the Constructed Self/Mask, Feelings, Importance of/Humans Value the Way They Feel Above All Else, Games People Play, Grand Motif, Invalidation/Validation, Make Wrong, Polishing the Statue, Reaction Patterns, Reclaiming My Authority, Reconstructing the Deconstructed Self, Recovering from Anger, Reparenting, Resistance to Love, Scripts People Live, Steve Beckow, Upset Clearing Process, Vasanas/Early Childhood Trauma

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Come Out! Come Out! Whoever You Are

June 5, 2021 by Steve Beckow

If I have it all already inside me, if all of this is a process of remembering, if the only obstacle is what I put in my own way, then come out! Come out! Whoever you are! I will stop blocking your way. I am no longer afraid of standing here as I am.  I […]

Filed Under: Balanced Adult, Character Reformation, Paradigmatic Breakthrough, Polishing the Statue, Reclaiming My Authority, Reconstructing the Deconstructed Self, Relationships and Vasanas, Releasing the Old Paradigm and Embracing the New, Removing Limitations, Reparenting, Steve Beckow, Taking Personal Responsibility

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Riding the Horse in the Direction It’s Going

April 14, 2021 by Steve Beckow

Most people define their careers in terms of what exists. And they fit into a possibly well-defined career description. My first career – history – had not been well defined the two subfields  – cultural history and evolutionary history – that I chose to specialize in at the time (1968-73). But to go further I […]

Filed Under: Clearing, Completion, Experiencing the Vasana Completely, Humpty Dumpty Man, News, Reconstructing the Deconstructed Self, Recovering from Anger, Releasing the Old Paradigm and Embracing the New, Remaining Present, Reparenting, Steve Beckow, Steve's Experiences, Vasanas/Early Childhood Trauma, Werner Erhard

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Speak of a Beachhead

February 14, 2021 by Steve Beckow

Before thinking about bringing peace to the world, we may need to bring peace to ourselves. This article is part of that process for me. I notice I’m not creating as much residue, as much debris in my wake as I used to. I’m still dropping a royal clanger every now and then, but not […]

Filed Under: Character Reformation, Course Correction, Deconstructing the Constructed Self/Mask, Experiencing the Vasana Completely, Grand Motif, Masks/Constructed Self, Peeling the Onion, Polishing the Statue, Reconstructing the Deconstructed Self, Reparenting, Scripts People Live, Steve Beckow, Troll, Vasanas/Early Childhood Trauma

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Thank You to the Troll Under the Bridge … and Goodbye

January 26, 2021 by Steve Beckow

I’ve reached the end of the road with an act of mine, a racket, a number. I’ve processed this number before. I’m processing it now at a much deeper level. Its presenting sign is that I wake up in the morning and I’m not cheerful. Nothing has happened that I be anything but cheerful, but […]

Filed Under: Character Reformation, Clearing, Completion, Creative Dissociation, Deconstructing the Constructed Self/Mask, Experiencing the Vasana Completely, Father Hatred, Feelings, Importance of/Humans Value the Way They Feel Above All Else, Games People Play, Grand Motif, Intergenerational Transfer, Judgmentalness, Judgments, Just Stop/Stopping Unwholesome Action, Polishing the Statue, Reaction Patterns, Reconstructing the Deconstructed Self, Recovering from Anger, Releasing the Old Paradigm and Embracing the New, Removing Limitations, Reparenting, Scripts People Live, Self-Command, Steve Beckow, Taking It Out on Someone, Tension and Awareness, Troll, Trust/Mistrust, Upset Clearing Process, Vasanas/Early Childhood Trauma

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The Destination is Worth the Rigor

October 19, 2020 by Steve Beckow

When I think of Ascension as a journey up a mountain, I weep. Because for me, that’s how it’s seemed. I could have said pulling myself out of a swamp. Or crossing a desert. These are just images, but I feel so tired looking at the journey from this vantage point. It’s been a long […]

Filed Under: Ascension Itself, Awakening, Blessings and Virtues, Brahmajnana/God-Realization, Changing Our/My Vote, Deconstructing the Constructed Self/Mask, Evolution of Consciousness, Experiencing the Vasana Completely, God, Harmony, Heavenly Father, Higher Dimensionality, Inner Tsunami of Love, Longing for Liberation, Love/Ocean of Love/Love in Action, News, Paradigmatic Breakthrough, Perennial Philosophy, Purpose of Life, Reconstructing the Deconstructed Self, Recovering from Anger, Releasing the Old Paradigm and Embracing the New, Reparenting, Resistance to Love, Self-Knowledge, Spiritual Evolution, Steve Beckow, Taking Personal Responsibility, The Self/Atman, The Transcendental, Upset Clearing Process, Vasanas/Early Childhood Trauma

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