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Vasanas Run Deep and They Don’t Run Deep. Paradox?

December 1, 2022 by Steve Beckow

I was sharing in Kathleen’s meditation group the other night that I’ve been “processing” (read: beating up on) my Dad for the past ten years and I still feel resentful and vengeful. Every History or Sociology class I taught reified into my Father. Every villain I ever fought became my Father. I’ve grown up fighting […]

Filed Under: Father Hatred, Grand Motif, Masks/Constructed Self, Peeling the Onion, Reaction Patterns, Relationships and Vasanas, Unconscious/Conscious Awareness, Vasanas/Early Childhood Trauma, Wounded Child Consciousness State

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A Nexus of Hatred and Guilt Releases

November 21, 2022 by Steve Beckow

I am at the moment processing a really persistent and deeply-rooted vasana (or core issue), which I’ve never even noticed till now because of its construction. (2) It’s a two-handed conversation, rather than a simple single voice.  I’m going to call it a “nexus.” (3) One side of the conversation is hatred of the father. […]

Filed Under: Deconstructing the Constructed Self/Mask, Experiencing the Vasana Completely, Father Hatred, Feelings in the Driver's Seat, News, Upset Clearing Process, Vasana, Vasanas/Early Childhood Trauma

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From God We Came; To God We Return

September 16, 2021 by Steve Beckow

Time to return to preparation for Ascension. As an Ascension ethnographer, I’m only writing partly for our own culture and civilization. Many civilizations all over our universe are probably also ascending, perhaps even as we speak. Michael has mentioned other Ascensions in discussing my next assignment: Steve: When will I … have my original dimensionality […]

Filed Under: Cycle of Abuse, Father Hatred, Games People Play, Grand Motif, Peeling the Onion, Polishing the Statue, Puzzle Becomes a Picture, Relationships and Vasanas, Removing Limitations, Scripts People Live, Steve Beckow, Steve's Experiences, Upset Clearing Process, Vasanas/Early Childhood Trauma

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How the Process of Growth Work Goes

September 3, 2021 by Steve Beckow

As the chaos swirls outside, the chaos swirls inside as well. In this article I process a residual feeling state. Doing this, I hope, allows me to do a better job in post-Reval roles. And of course every one I can dissolve frees me and elevates my space, which is a contribution to Ascension. It’s […]

Filed Under: Character Reformation, Control/Fear of Control, Deconstructing the Constructed Self/Mask, Experiencing the Vasana Completely, Father Hatred, Grand Motif, Intergenerational Transfer, Just Stop/Stopping Unwholesome Action, Letting Go, Peeling the Onion, Polishing the Statue, Pushing an Edge, Reclaiming My Authority, Reconstructing the Deconstructed Self, Recovering from Anger, Relationships and Vasanas, Releasing the Old Paradigm and Embracing the New, Removing Limitations, Resistance to Love, Scripts People Live, Steve Beckow, Taking Personal Responsibility, Upset Clearing Process, Vasanas/Early Childhood Trauma, Wounded Child Consciousness State

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Drinking the Poison, Hoping They’ll Die – Part 2/2

August 2, 2021 by Steve Beckow

(Concluded from Part 1, yesterday.) I had such a classic example of old programming going off this morning, exactly as I was working on this article.  I have to relate it here. A friend phoned earlyish in the morning and asked me a favor which was at the limits of inconvenience. I said “no,” but […]

Filed Under: Cycle of Abuse, Emotional Challenges, Experiencing the Vasana Completely, Father Hatred, Hatred, Hostility, Inner Hitler, Intergenerational Transfer, Invalidation/Validation, Recovering from Anger, Relationships, Relationships and Vasanas, Releasing the Old Paradigm and Embracing the New, Removing Limitations, Steve Beckow, Upset Clearing Process, Vasanas/Early Childhood Trauma

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Drinking the Poison, Hoping They’ll Die – Part 1/2

August 1, 2021 by Steve Beckow

I’d like to make a distinction between objective fact and subjective interpretation. The worst I ever did was steal a chocolate bar. OK, a tin of rock candy too. For both of which I was caught and disciplined. That’s an objective fact. Apart from those cries for help (my father was hitting my mother), I […]

Filed Under: Cycle of Abuse, Emotional Challenges, Experiencing the Vasana Completely, Father Hatred, Hostility, Inner Hitler, Intergenerational Transfer, Invalidation/Validation, Judgmentalness, Recovering from Anger, Relationships, Relationships and Vasanas, Releasing the Old Paradigm and Embracing the New, Removing Limitations, Reparenting, Steve Beckow, Steve's Experiences, Upset Clearing Process, Vasanas/Early Childhood Trauma, Wounded Child Consciousness State

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Thank You to the Troll Under the Bridge … and Goodbye

January 26, 2021 by Steve Beckow

I’ve reached the end of the road with an act of mine, a racket, a number. I’ve processed this number before. I’m processing it now at a much deeper level. Its presenting sign is that I wake up in the morning and I’m not cheerful. Nothing has happened that I be anything but cheerful, but […]

Filed Under: Character Reformation, Clearing, Completion, Creative Dissociation, Deconstructing the Constructed Self/Mask, Experiencing the Vasana Completely, Father Hatred, Feelings, Importance of/Humans Value the Way They Feel Above All Else, Games People Play, Grand Motif, Intergenerational Transfer, Judgmentalness, Judgments, Just Stop/Stopping Unwholesome Action, Polishing the Statue, Reaction Patterns, Reconstructing the Deconstructed Self, Recovering from Anger, Releasing the Old Paradigm and Embracing the New, Removing Limitations, Reparenting, Scripts People Live, Self-Command, Steve Beckow, Taking It Out on Someone, Tension and Awareness, Troll, Trust/Mistrust, Upset Clearing Process, Vasanas/Early Childhood Trauma

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