As part of my desire to revive the growth movement, I’d like to look at an intercession point in the cycle of conflict. Before doing that, I have to reassure people that I believe almost everyone has this cycle going on with them, at some level, in some form or another, princes and paupers. […]
Relational Attunement: How We Heal Together
Steve: In this free, live event, Thomas and Gabor look at how to deal with individual trauma and, I hope, collective trauma as well. They say “trauma.” I say “vasana.” (Let’s call the whole thing off!) (1) I don’t usually advertise events, but this one, I believe, is one I don’t think anyone should miss. […]
How do I Feel after the Storm Subsides?
Well, no, not this! This is the storm. My experience of dismay continues. (1) As I remained with it and interacted with other people, I noticed a companion feeling to dismay and that was one of dread. Boy, are deep-seated matters coming up now or what? I have a dentist appointment at 3:30 today and […]
Bent Twigs Incline Trees
When I look back on the differences between my father’s WWII generation and my own, their Depression and then their war experiences seem to have colored their demeanor. Disciplined, cooperative, focused on a goal that everyone could get behind, they loved nothing more than to get together after work and cajole and reminisce. They swaggered […]
My Relationship to Anger is Changing
As the love energies increase on the planet, my relationship to anger is changing. The background is that my Dad shouted at me from inches in front of my face at age 7. My personality shattered. That bent the twig and the tree inclined in the direction of dissociation – for another 50 years – […]
In a World that Few Hearts Survive
“Who knows what tomorrow brings In a world few hearts survive.” Thanks to Joe Cocker and Jennifer Warnes. (1) I’d like to continue our conversation from two days ago. (2) Why do so few hearts survive? As we discussed yesterday, I think the problem is inherent in the structure of our communication in a Third-Dimensional […]
Do I Really Want to Hurt?
I just got, from completing a huge vasana that traces back to events with my Mother, that, in the last analysis, no one else is responsible for and able to clean up the emotional damage I feel but me. Yes, I can get apologies. Anything external could happen. But no matter what happens externally – […]
Not Another Lifetime of Perpetual Reactivity and Unrealized Potential
Having committed to the divine qualities, as a way of anchoring myself in them, what next confronts me are the reaction patterns that vasanas (core issues, early childhood trauma) give rise to. Up till now, I’ve been mainly concerned with my vasanas, and not with the automatic reaction patterns they give rise to. Commitment does […]
Finding Blame is like Making War on a Person
Gotcha! All our love goes out to the families of the murdered children in Robb Elementary School in Uvalde, Texas. I’m quite serious about needing to clean up as many of my vasanas as I can and the reaction patterns they give rise to, before the Reval. I watched a biography of Hitler the other […]
Conscious Relationships
Sadhvi Bhagawatiji: How can we have spiritual relationships? Conscious relationships? Before we can have conscious relationships with others, we must have one with ourself, and the only way to have one with ourself is in truth, deep truth. And the deepest truth in our relationships with others is that WE, not the other, are the […]
The Global Landscape will be Different
I’m rapidly coming to the conclusion that the wisest course of action for us, who know what the Mother’s Plan for this time period is, is to postpone heavy discussions with family and friends over vaccine and political issues. Whenever a vaccine or political disagreement arises these days, we seem to watch families split up […]
Calming Down, Looking Back
I can’t say that calm has entirely returned. I still feel shell-shocked and traumatized by everything that’s happened. But I’m more interested in discussing some of the growth and learning. The other things will diminish and fade out of memory, with me quicker than with many others! I’ve been cut down to size in some […]
Whatever Works
Download a copy of How to Process a Number One Upset here: https://goldenageofgaia.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/10/How-to-Process-a-Number-One-Upset-R13.pdf. Because there are unresolved, ongoing security risks, this vasana, most likely, will not subside the way others have. One side of me wants it to subside. The other side is asking me to stay awake to it because of the risks involved. […]
Until the Volcano Settles Down
I’m posting a copy of How to Process a Number One Upset ahead of time because I believe Oct. 2 could see dramatic events and I want this available before, say, the Internet shuts down. Download a copy of How to Process a Number One Upset here: https://goldenageofgaia.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/10/How-to-Process-a-Number-One-Upset-R13.pdf. Remind me never to say a vasana […]
In My Opinion, It’s Essential
Sept. 28, 2021 This blog was started twelve years ago today – first as the 2012 Scenario and next as the Golden Age of Gaia. All this time it has survived by your generosity alone – no ads, no prices for books. We bow in gratitude to you. The blog began out of the inner […]