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Attribute Everything to Ascension

March 6, 2023 by Steve Beckow

We’re on a journey of Ascension at this moment and the last thing I personally want to do is to make that journey outside conscious awareness – “in a fit of unconsciousness,” as some wag put it. No, I may not run a spaceship. But I run the good ship I Am. I’m monarch over […]

Filed Under: Dissociation, Emotional Challenges, Experiencing the Vasana Completely, Humpty Dumpty Man, Trauma, Trauma Therapy, Upset Clearing Process, Vasanas/Early Childhood Trauma, Wounded Child Consciousness State

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Vasanas Run Deep and They Don’t Run Deep. Paradox?

December 1, 2022 by Steve Beckow

I was sharing in Kathleen’s meditation group the other night that I’ve been “processing” (read: beating up on) my Dad for the past ten years and I still feel resentful and vengeful. Every History or Sociology class I taught reified into my Father. Every villain I ever fought became my Father. I’ve grown up fighting […]

Filed Under: Father Hatred, Grand Motif, Masks/Constructed Self, Peeling the Onion, Reaction Patterns, Relationships and Vasanas, Unconscious/Conscious Awareness, Vasanas/Early Childhood Trauma, Wounded Child Consciousness State

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How the Process of Growth Work Goes

September 3, 2021 by Steve Beckow

As the chaos swirls outside, the chaos swirls inside as well. In this article I process a residual feeling state. Doing this, I hope, allows me to do a better job in post-Reval roles. And of course every one I can dissolve frees me and elevates my space, which is a contribution to Ascension. It’s […]

Filed Under: Character Reformation, Control/Fear of Control, Deconstructing the Constructed Self/Mask, Experiencing the Vasana Completely, Father Hatred, Grand Motif, Intergenerational Transfer, Just Stop/Stopping Unwholesome Action, Letting Go, Peeling the Onion, Polishing the Statue, Pushing an Edge, Reclaiming My Authority, Reconstructing the Deconstructed Self, Recovering from Anger, Relationships and Vasanas, Releasing the Old Paradigm and Embracing the New, Removing Limitations, Resistance to Love, Scripts People Live, Steve Beckow, Taking Personal Responsibility, Upset Clearing Process, Vasanas/Early Childhood Trauma, Wounded Child Consciousness State

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Drinking the Poison, Hoping They’ll Die – Part 1/2

August 1, 2021 by Steve Beckow

I’d like to make a distinction between objective fact and subjective interpretation. The worst I ever did was steal a chocolate bar. OK, a tin of rock candy too. For both of which I was caught and disciplined. That’s an objective fact. Apart from those cries for help (my father was hitting my mother), I […]

Filed Under: Cycle of Abuse, Emotional Challenges, Experiencing the Vasana Completely, Father Hatred, Hostility, Inner Hitler, Intergenerational Transfer, Invalidation/Validation, Judgmentalness, Recovering from Anger, Relationships, Relationships and Vasanas, Releasing the Old Paradigm and Embracing the New, Removing Limitations, Reparenting, Steve Beckow, Steve's Experiences, Upset Clearing Process, Vasanas/Early Childhood Trauma, Wounded Child Consciousness State

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New Ways of Communicating

November 26, 2020 by Steve Beckow

There have been many discussions of new ways of communicating. I’d like to add to that discussion, drawing on my experience of the growth movement of the Seventies. I’d like to illustrate here one element in the way we used to communicate – what we’d have termed “calling yourself on your own number.” Usually we […]

Filed Under: Adult Consciousness State, Awareness as a Path, Blame and Shame, Original Innocence/Normal, Social Vasanas/Collective Trauma, Upset Clearing Process, Vasanas/Early Childhood Trauma, Wounded Child Consciousness State

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Escape from Adulthood: OK, That’s Enough of That

October 12, 2020 by Steve Beckow

Clearly my personality survives intact in some way, shape or form. I don’t know what the road ahead holds. I can only report. What I report now arises from my practice, on the path of awareness, of maintaining awareness of myself. I detected a pattern. I was people-pleasing. I was complimenting someone on a coat […]

Filed Under: Adult Consciousness State, Balanced Adult, Breakthrough, Changing Our/My Vote, Character Reformation, Grand Motif, Masks/Constructed Self, Paradigmatic Breakthrough, Peeling the Onion, Polishing the Statue, Reclaiming My Authority, Releasing the Old Paradigm and Embracing the New, Removing Limitations, Reparenting, Self-Knowledge, Self-Mastery, Spiritual Experiences, Spontaneous Expansions, Steve Beckow, Taking a Stand, Taking Personal Responsibility, Transparency, Upset Clearing Process, Vasanas/Early Childhood Trauma, Wounded Child Consciousness State

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Autopilot Set to “Learn”

October 4, 2020 by Steve Beckow

The way things seem to go, it’s often only after a condition has departed that we learn what it was and what it did. For example, hostility having been recognized and left, I’m now beginning to see some things about it. Hostility has many poses. One of them, I’m now seeing, is “Don’t mess with […]

Filed Under: Breakthrough, Deconstructing the Constructed Self/Mask, Experiencing the Vasana Completely, Grand Motif, Harmony, Hostility, Letting Go of Drama/Exaggeration/Gossip, Life as a Learning Experience, Masks/Constructed Self, Paradigmatic Breakthrough, Reconstructing the Deconstructed Self, Recovering from Anger, Relationships and Vasanas, Releasing the Old Paradigm and Embracing the New, Removing Limitations, Reparenting, Steve Beckow, Taking Personal Responsibility, Upset Clearing Process, Vasanas/Early Childhood Trauma, Wounded Child Consciousness State

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Embodiment: There Can Only Be One – Part 2/2

August 27, 2020 by Steve Beckow

(Concluded from yesterday.) I decreed my oneness. I commanded that I be one from this moment onwards. And I did become one. And no sooner had I done that, then another, higher part of myself returned to me like a Slinkey reassembling itself. The one followed the other in rapid succession. These things never come […]

Filed Under: Awareness as a Path, Creative Dissociation, Deconstructing the Constructed Self/Mask, Dissociation, Emptiness/Stillness, Experiencing the Vasana Completely, Higher Self/Universal Self, Mind/Body Complex, Out-of-Body Experiences, Reconstructing the Deconstructed Self, Spiritual Experiences, Steve Beckow, Steve's Experiences, Vasanas/Early Childhood Trauma, Wounded Child Consciousness State

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Embodiment: There Can Only Be One – Part 1/2

August 26, 2020 by Steve Beckow

If you were the Humpty Dumpty man, had a great fall, and smashed into a million pieces, how would you put yourself back together again? What mantra/affirmation would you use? I am one? Sixty-six years after dissociating in that way, I’m nearing the point of becoming one again. (1) I never want to say the […]

Filed Under: Awareness as a Path, Creative Dissociation, Deconstructing the Constructed Self/Mask, Dissociation, Emptiness/Stillness, Experiencing the Vasana Completely, Higher Self/Universal Self, Mind/Body Complex, Out-of-Body Experiences, Reconstructing the Deconstructed Self, Spiritual Experiences, Steve Beckow, Steve's Experiences, Vasanas/Early Childhood Trauma, Wounded Child Consciousness State

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Out of Jail at Last

August 20, 2020 by Steve Beckow

I continue to observe the changes within me. Concurrent with feeling happiness for virtually the first time in my life – within memory – the other day, I also notice that I’m wandering around without something. I was repositioning a picture and, having accomplished something, I found myself waiting for the spoilers to come along […]

Filed Under: Breakthrough, Changing Our/My Vote, Deconstructing the Constructed Self/Mask, Experiencing the Vasana Completely, Relationships and Vasanas, Removing Limitations, Steve Beckow, Upset Clearing Process, Vasanas/Early Childhood Trauma, Wounded Child Consciousness State

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Anneke Lucas Explains Trauma and Control Within/Without

August 19, 2020 by Kathleen Mary Willis

www.voiceoffreedom.ca Anneke Lucas has a new podcast dialoguing with Shaun Attwood, True Crime.  In this video, Anneke goes into greater detail of her childhood experience as a sex slave, and how her subsequent internal work has helped her to see how our rampant lack of self-worth can be reflected in our outer reality. She […]

Filed Under: Ashira, Awakening, Dark Night of the Soul, Dimensions/Dimensional Growth Patterns, Divine Qualities, Judgments, Pedophilia, Universal Law, Wounded Child Consciousness State

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A Time of Purification?

August 5, 2020 by Steve Beckow

Triggers just seem to keep going off. I have to be supervigilant not to launch into extreme thoughts and behavior. And not to then swing out onto the other extreme and super-protect myself from them, until the guardian again becomes the guard. (1) How to stay in the middle and yet be strong, resolute, determined? […]

Filed Under: Adult Consciousness State, Balanced Adult, Blame and Shame, Critical Parent Consciousness State, Deconstructing the Constructed Self/Mask, Experiencing the Vasana Completely, Intergenerational Transfer, Masks/Constructed Self, Paradigmatic Breakthrough, Polishing the Statue, Reclaiming My Authority, Reconstructing the Deconstructed Self, Recovering from Anger, Releasing the Old Paradigm and Embracing the New, Removing Limitations, Self-Acceptance, Self-Command, Steve Beckow, Steve's Experiences, Transparency, Upset Clearing Process, Vasanas/Early Childhood Trauma, Wounded Child Consciousness State

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How Do I Change Myself?

August 5, 2020 by Steve Beckow

There’s so much I want to say about the process I’ve just been through so things are not missed. The ideas are tumbling out. What I did was I processed a root vasana or core issue. Processing a vasana is the (wholesome) alternative to blaming and shouting at another person. Long ago I swore I […]

Filed Under: Adult Consciousness State, Balanced Adult, Blame and Shame, Breakthrough, Critical Parent Consciousness State, Deconstructing the Constructed Self/Mask, Experiencing the Vasana Completely, Hatred, Just Stop/Stopping Unwholesome Action, Letting Go of Drama/Exaggeration/Gossip, Masks/Constructed Self, Paradigmatic Breakthrough, Peeling the Onion, Polishing the Statue, Rage, Relationships and Vasanas, Steve Beckow, Vasanas/Early Childhood Trauma, Wounded Child Consciousness State

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Sitting on My Inner Child

August 4, 2020 by Steve Beckow

I was going through wave after wave of anger, experiencing it through to completion now that the vasana of father hatred was at last up. I resolved to be angry for as long as it took for the light to go on. And the light went on when I asked myself:  What is the cost […]

Filed Under: Breakthrough, Character Reformation, Deconstructing the Constructed Self/Mask, Experiencing the Vasana Completely, Peeling the Onion, Polishing the Statue, Recovering from Anger, Relationships and Vasanas, Self-Command, Steve Beckow, Upset Clearing Process, Vasanas/Early Childhood Trauma, Wounded Child Consciousness State

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Vesuvius is Quiet

August 3, 2020 by Steve Beckow

Vesuvius is quietening down. Let me do a post-mortem. Father hatred leaves me flat, unresponsive, shallow in my compassion.  Hindus call that state of mind thamasic, lethargic. In my everyday awareness, I can feel it only subtly, as a slightly negative attitude towards everything – not skeptical but pessimistic. Disbelief, despair, depression. As I said […]

Filed Under: Adult Consciousness State, Balanced Adult, Blame and Shame, Breakthrough, Experiencing the Vasana Completely, Reclaiming My Authority, Recovering from Anger, Releasing the Old Paradigm and Embracing the New, Removing Limitations, Reparenting, Self-Command, Steve Beckow, Taking It Out on Someone, Taking Personal Responsibility, Trust/Mistrust, Upset Clearing Process, Vasanas/Early Childhood Trauma, Wounded Child Consciousness State

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