Toward a World that Works for Everyone
I joked to a friend that she was the quintessential female (action) and I was the quintessential male (stillness). And as I did so, I realized: I aspire to stillness. And I notice – because I’m using my awareness and my heart to penetrate into stillness – that stillness is prior to the divine qualities. […]
Two spaces that are supremely important to me are stillness and love. I find myself walking very slowly, whether in walking meditation (kinhin) in my apartment or at the water’s edge. When I meditate, I sink into stillness like a stone. And I love being in that space. I seek it out as often as […]
We invite you most lovingly to make a monthly or one-time donation to the expenses of the team. See below for details. The Arcturian Group said something recently that captured how I was feeling: “[There] begins … a growing sense of dissatisfaction with what has previously been comfortable and normal. “Confusion and a sense of […]
What’s the difference between illusion, delusion, and imagination? I’m having so much fun living into a role that I’m creating in my mind (financial steward). I’m definitely imagining it. Is it an illusion? I guess so. Is it a delusion? I hope not. Given that I so often feel drawn inward these days, (1) maybe […]
I’ve reached a point in my spiritual journey that I recall others having reached. Until now, I’ve seen that my thoughts result in my mind responding with a certain feeling, all of this programmed by my core issues and beliefs. I could loosely say that my thoughts “cause” my feelings. Also until now, I’ve been […]
When I “go into” the stillness, what is it that stills? As far as I can see, it’s the mind. It’s the thoughts and the feelings they call up. It’s the chatter, the hopes, and worries, and fears. And who is the “I” whose will/intention stills it? I have to digress for a moment. The […]
I’ve just had what I consider to be a momentary glimpse, a trailer, a preview of the space of the Father. Though brief, it was a genuine moment of seeing, a peak moment. I neither want to overplay nor underplay it. I learned much from the experience. After it had passed, I found myself being […]
The only agreement we make on the awareness path is to remain aware of one’s self. On my path, I’m going through an interesting phase. In the first place, I find myself preferring to do everything slowly. Walking, shopping, cooking and everything else I seem to be doing almost in slow motion. It’s very calming. […]
These may be the last few “sane” moments before incessant busy-ness sets in. I find myself drawn again into the stillness. I find I’m walking more and more slowly these days. If it’s raining outside, I walk in my apartment, Zen kin hin style. (1) Or in the rain. When I become aware of each […]
This is another example of how the knowledge of events that happen to us unfolds over time. I had an experience of the peace – deep peace – of the Natural Self. And I just realized that it was of the same class that Paul was pointing at when he referred to “the peace that […]
I’ve reached a new plateau and I don’t know how to describe it. It’s peace. That much is certain. But how did I get here and will it last? The originating event was sitting at my desk looking out over this now snow-blanketted landscape. I felt such peace. I saw that I had no memories […]
Continuing with my Ascension diary, yesterday I had what was for me a deep spiritual experience. I went down to a level of peace I had not known before and never suspected existed. I learned so much and nearly broke off the experience to record what I was seeing. But this time I didn’t. This […]
The rest of the world is perhaps watching the arrival of Pope Francis in America and I should be too. (1) But instead I’m in the midst of a profound spiritual experience brought about by working with a color alchemist and clairsentient. The individual, who prefers not to be named, worked with me in a […]
In keeping with my intention to go through Ascension publicly, it feels like time to report a new development. This is the first day that I find myself able to say that (1) I feel my field of consciousness as a totality, (2) my total field of consciousness feels placid or peaceful, and (3) there […]
