We invite you most lovingly to make a monthly or one-time donation to the expenses of the team. See below for details. The Arcturian Group said something recently that captured how I was feeling: “[There] begins … a growing sense of dissatisfaction with what has previously been comfortable and normal. “Confusion and a sense of […]
Drawn Inward
What’s the difference between illusion, delusion, and imagination? I’m having so much fun living into a role that I’m creating in my mind (financial steward). I’m definitely imagining it. Is it an illusion? I guess so. Is it a delusion? I hope not. Given that I so often feel drawn inward these days, (1) maybe […]
No Thought, No Feeling: This is Too Easy
I’ve reached a point in my spiritual journey that I recall others having reached. Until now, I’ve seen that my thoughts result in my mind responding with a certain feeling, all of this programmed by my core issues and beliefs. I could loosely say that my thoughts “cause” my feelings. Also until now, I’ve been […]
Doing the Cosmic Dance; or, Who Goes into the Stillness?
When I “go into” the stillness, what is it that stills? As far as I can see, it’s the mind. It’s the thoughts and the feelings they call up. It’s the chatter, the hopes, and worries, and fears. And who is the “I” whose will/intention stills it? I have to digress for a moment. The […]
A Brief Glimpse
I’ve just had what I consider to be a momentary glimpse, a trailer, a preview of the space of the Father. Though brief, it was a genuine moment of seeing, a peak moment. I neither want to overplay nor underplay it. I learned much from the experience. After it had passed, I found myself being […]
Life in Slow Motion
The only agreement we make on the awareness path is to remain aware of one’s self. On my path, I’m going through an interesting phase. In the first place, I find myself preferring to do everything slowly. Walking, shopping, cooking and everything else I seem to be doing almost in slow motion. It’s very calming. […]
Last Few Moments
These may be the last few “sane” moments before incessant busy-ness sets in. I find myself drawn again into the stillness. I find I’m walking more and more slowly these days. If it’s raining outside, I walk in my apartment, Zen kin hin style. (1) Or in the rain. When I become aware of each […]
The Peace that Passeth Understanding
This is another example of how the knowledge of events that happen to us unfolds over time. I had an experience of the peace – deep peace – of the Natural Self. And I just realized that it was of the same class that Paul was pointing at when he referred to “the peace that […]
Peace at Last
I’ve reached a new plateau and I don’t know how to describe it. It’s peace. That much is certain. But how did I get here and will it last? The originating event was sitting at my desk looking out over this now snow-blanketted landscape. I felt such peace. I saw that I had no memories […]
Deep Experience of Peace
Continuing with my Ascension diary, yesterday I had what was for me a deep spiritual experience. I went down to a level of peace I had not known before and never suspected existed. I learned so much and nearly broke off the experience to record what I was seeing. But this time I didn’t. This […]
Complete Emptiness, Original Innocence
The rest of the world is perhaps watching the arrival of Pope Francis in America and I should be too. (1) But instead I’m in the midst of a profound spiritual experience brought about by working with a color alchemist and clairsentient. The individual, who prefers not to be named, worked with me in a […]
A New Sense of Peace Settles on Me
In keeping with my intention to go through Ascension publicly, it feels like time to report a new development. This is the first day that I find myself able to say that (1) I feel my field of consciousness as a totality, (2) my total field of consciousness feels placid or peaceful, and (3) there […]