Toward a World that Works for Everyone
I just got, from completing a huge vasana that traces back to events with my Mother, that, in the last analysis, no one else is responsible for and able to clean up the emotional damage I feel but me. Yes, I can get apologies. Anything external could happen. But no matter what happens externally – […]
In this latest chapter in my Ascension ethnography, having changed my vote from image management and hard bargaining to the divine qualities and their source – love – I find my life very disoriented. I know that I can expect resistance, in the form of vasanas (core issues, memories of early childhood trauma) going off. […]
The Mother said something at the beginning of the year that only becomes more relevant with the passage of time: “This sense that one is right, and one is wrong, that one is correct, and one is incorrect… I am bringing you, I am bringing this planet into the place of unity consciousness, into the […]
As the chaos swirls outside, the chaos swirls inside as well. In this article I process a residual feeling state. Doing this, I hope, allows me to do a better job in post-Reval roles. And of course every one I can dissolve frees me and elevates my space, which is a contribution to Ascension. It’s […]
I could say that there’s no loss in spiritual evolution. I could also say that there’s total loss. Both are true. I find that life gets better and better the deeper into the mystery of ourselves we go. In that sense, there’s no loss in forging ahead. At the same time one progressively loses worries, […]
I’ve been walking around triggering myself for a while now. And if I walk the trigger back, I find that I’m disappointed in myself (Mother). I’m disappointed because I reacted to some forgotten thought with irritation, anger, aggressiveness, or some negative attitude (Father). I have my Father and Mother endlessly arguing in my head. The […]
I had a reading a short time back with the Lord Arcturus through the kindness of Marilyn Raffaele . As an Arcturian, I serve him, as well as Archangel Michael. I’m most grateful to Marilyn. He said so many useful things that I’m still digesting it paragraph by paragraph. One thing he said keeps rattling […]
Variations on the phrase “feeling good” receive different receptions. A “feel good” movie is one that sets out to elevate our feelings, but there’s the added implication that it has no other redeeming feature. The words “superficial” and “feel good” often go together. “Feeling good” is often viewed as a way of closing down further […]
When I think of Ascension as a journey up a mountain, I weep. Because for me, that’s how it’s seemed. I could have said pulling myself out of a swamp. Or crossing a desert. These are just images, but I feel so tired looking at the journey from this vantage point. It’s been a long […]
Wow, is this passage from the Divine Mother ever timely for me, transitioning from hostility to harmony as I am. The Mother says density is unloving emotions. Period. And, if we don’t have time to learn how to extricate ourselves from the density we’ve created, she counsels us to simply turn to her and ask: […]
For me, the problem doesn’t lie with “isms” – fascism, communism, socialism, liberalism, conservatism, etc. In my view, it lies with leaving the center and swinging out onto the extremes. And, believe me, I do it too. The interesting thing about the situation is that, when one is out on the extremes, it’s so noisy […]
When I look at why I’m not living in love, the barriers arise obligingly. A lack of memory so I forget tomorrow what I resolved today. Distractability so that I’m constantly seeking diversion, excitement, change. A lack of discipline so that I don’t proceed in an orderly, organized fashion. But the biggest barrier I stumbled […]
If it isn’t part of the Divine Plan that each of us should have a chosen ideal, I’m going to suggest it to God next time I speak to her. Hindus have a tradition of worshipping a “Chosen ideal” – Krishna, Shiva, the Divine Mother, and so on. For the record, my own chosen ideals […]
I was working in my apartment when bliss suddenly arose. No warning. No reason I was aware of. It was a circumstance where, if I did not recognize it and allow it, it’d enter my experience for a second and then vanish. As if it just poked its head in. But I did recognize it […]
by Matt Kahn, September 1, 2019 Whether it’s noticed as a rumbling of deeply buried emotions, the sense that everyone around you is on edge and about to explode, or just a feeling off from your known sensations of alignment, there is no doubt that something big is going down on planet Earth. At this […]
