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Do I Really Want to Hurt?

October 13, 2022 by Steve Beckow

I just got, from completing a huge vasana that traces back to events with my Mother, that, in the last analysis, no one else is responsible for and able to clean up the emotional damage I feel but me. Yes, I can get apologies. Anything external could happen. But no matter what happens externally – […]

Filed Under: Relationships, Relationships and Vasanas, Releasing the Old Paradigm and Embracing the New, Removing Limitations, Resistance to Love, Taking Personal Responsibility, Upset Clearing Process, Vasanas/Early Childhood Trauma

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The Strenuous Birth

June 6, 2022 by Steve Beckow

In this latest chapter in my Ascension ethnography, having changed my vote from image management and hard bargaining to the divine qualities and their source – love – I find my life very disoriented. I know that I can expect resistance, in the form of vasanas (core issues, memories of early childhood trauma) going off. […]

Filed Under: Inner Tsunami of Love, Love, Love/Ocean of Love/Love in Action, Resistance to Love, Trauma, Troll, Tsunami of Love, Vasanas/Early Childhood Trauma

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Trading in the Old Paradigm of Right/Wrong – Part 1/3

October 17, 2021 by Steve Beckow

The Mother said something at the beginning of the year that only becomes more relevant with the passage of time: “This sense that one is right, and one is wrong, that one is correct, and one is incorrect… I am bringing you, I am bringing this planet into the place of unity consciousness, into the […]

Filed Under: Blame and Shame, Feelings, Importance of/Humans Value the Way They Feel Above All Else, Love/Ocean of Love/Love in Action, Make Wrong, Natural State/Natural Self, Paradigmatic Breakthrough, Reaction Patterns, Releasing the Old Paradigm and Embracing the New, Reparenting, Resistance to Love, Right/Wrong, Self-Serving Bias, Taking Personal Responsibility

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How the Process of Growth Work Goes

September 3, 2021 by Steve Beckow

As the chaos swirls outside, the chaos swirls inside as well. In this article I process a residual feeling state. Doing this, I hope, allows me to do a better job in post-Reval roles. And of course every one I can dissolve frees me and elevates my space, which is a contribution to Ascension. It’s […]

Filed Under: Character Reformation, Control/Fear of Control, Deconstructing the Constructed Self/Mask, Experiencing the Vasana Completely, Father Hatred, Grand Motif, Intergenerational Transfer, Just Stop/Stopping Unwholesome Action, Letting Go, Peeling the Onion, Polishing the Statue, Pushing an Edge, Reclaiming My Authority, Reconstructing the Deconstructed Self, Recovering from Anger, Relationships and Vasanas, Releasing the Old Paradigm and Embracing the New, Removing Limitations, Resistance to Love, Scripts People Live, Steve Beckow, Taking Personal Responsibility, Upset Clearing Process, Vasanas/Early Childhood Trauma, Wounded Child Consciousness State

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There’s No Loss in Spiritual Evolution

August 18, 2021 by Steve Beckow

I could say that there’s no loss in spiritual evolution. I could also say that there’s total loss. Both are true. I find that life gets better and better the deeper into the mystery of ourselves we go. In that sense, there’s no loss in forging ahead. At the same time one progressively loses worries, […]

Filed Under: Christ Consciousness, Detachment, Inner Tsunami of Love, Love/Ocean of Love/Love in Action, Resistance to Love, Spiritual Evolution

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Not Out of the Woods

August 13, 2021 by Steve Beckow

I’ve been walking around triggering myself for a while now. And if I walk the trigger back, I find that I’m disappointed in myself (Mother). I’m disappointed because I reacted to some forgotten thought with irritation, anger, aggressiveness, or some negative attitude (Father). I have my Father and Mother endlessly arguing in my head. The […]

Filed Under: Balanced Adult, Character Reformation, Cycle of Abuse, Deconstructing the Constructed Self/Mask, Feelings, Importance of/Humans Value the Way They Feel Above All Else, Games People Play, Grand Motif, Invalidation/Validation, Make Wrong, Polishing the Statue, Reaction Patterns, Reclaiming My Authority, Reconstructing the Deconstructed Self, Recovering from Anger, Reparenting, Resistance to Love, Scripts People Live, Steve Beckow, Upset Clearing Process, Vasanas/Early Childhood Trauma

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The Lord Arcturus: You Have the Same Answers Within Yourself

May 2, 2021 by Steve Beckow

I had a reading a short time back with the Lord Arcturus through the kindness of Marilyn Raffaele . As an Arcturian, I serve him, as well as Archangel Michael. I’m most grateful to Marilyn. He said so many useful things that I’m still digesting it paragraph by paragraph. One thing he said keeps rattling […]

Filed Under: Laying New Track, Leadership, Lord Arcturus, Love/Ocean of Love/Love in Action, New Paradigm, Paradigm Shift, Resistance to Love, Steve Beckow

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If Wisdom Prevails

March 11, 2021 by Steve Beckow

Variations on the phrase “feeling good” receive different receptions. A “feel good” movie is one that sets out to elevate our feelings, but there’s the added implication that it has no other redeeming feature.  The words “superficial” and “feel good” often go together. “Feeling good” is often viewed as a way of closing down further […]

Filed Under: Feeling Good, Feelings, Importance of/Humans Value the Way They Feel Above All Else, Inner Tsunami of Love, Love/Ocean of Love/Love in Action, Natural State/Natural Self, Original Innocence/Normal, Peeling the Onion, Resistance to Love, Steve Beckow, Troll, Vasanas/Early Childhood Trauma

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The Destination is Worth the Rigor

October 19, 2020 by Steve Beckow

When I think of Ascension as a journey up a mountain, I weep. Because for me, that’s how it’s seemed. I could have said pulling myself out of a swamp. Or crossing a desert. These are just images, but I feel so tired looking at the journey from this vantage point. It’s been a long […]

Filed Under: Ascension Itself, Awakening, Blessings and Virtues, Brahmajnana/God-Realization, Changing Our/My Vote, Deconstructing the Constructed Self/Mask, Evolution of Consciousness, Experiencing the Vasana Completely, God, Harmony, Heavenly Father, Higher Dimensionality, Inner Tsunami of Love, Longing for Liberation, Love/Ocean of Love/Love in Action, News, Paradigmatic Breakthrough, Perennial Philosophy, Purpose of Life, Reconstructing the Deconstructed Self, Recovering from Anger, Releasing the Old Paradigm and Embracing the New, Reparenting, Resistance to Love, Self-Knowledge, Spiritual Evolution, Steve Beckow, Taking Personal Responsibility, The Self/Atman, The Transcendental, Upset Clearing Process, Vasanas/Early Childhood Trauma

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Divine Mother through Linda Dillon: Density is Unloving Emotion

October 18, 2020 by Steve Beckow

Wow, is this passage from the Divine Mother ever timely for me, transitioning from hostility to harmony as I am. The Mother says density is unloving emotions. Period. And, if we don’t have time to learn how to extricate ourselves from the density we’ve created, she counsels us to simply turn to her and ask: […]

Filed Under: Density, Inner Tsunami of Love, Linda Dillon, Love/Ocean of Love/Love in Action, Resistance to Love, Steve Beckow, Tsunami of Love

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Bringing Heaven to Earth

August 13, 2020 by Steve Beckow

For me, the problem doesn’t lie with “isms” – fascism, communism, socialism, liberalism, conservatism, etc. In my view, it lies with leaving the center and swinging out onto the extremes. And, believe me, I do it too. The interesting thing about the situation is that, when one is out on the extremes, it’s so noisy […]

Filed Under: Change of Planetary Management, Corruption, Dark Plan, Deep State, Fall of the Cabal, Illuminati, Inner Tsunami of Love, Love Your Enemies, Love/Ocean of Love/Love in Action, Memes, New World Order, Overthrow of Dictators, Peaceful Protest, Resistance to Love, Steve Beckow, Tsunami of Love, White Hats/Alliance

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One Barrier to Living in Love Removed

April 13, 2020 by Steve Beckow

When I look at why I’m not living in love, the barriers arise obligingly. A lack of memory so I forget tomorrow what I resolved today. Distractability so that I’m constantly seeking diversion, excitement, change. A lack of discipline so that I don’t proceed in an orderly, organized fashion. But the biggest barrier I stumbled […]

Filed Under: Awareness as a Path, How I See Myself, Just Stop/Stopping Unwholesome Action, Releasing the Old Paradigm and Embracing the New, Removing Limitations, Resistance to Love, Steve Beckow

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My Chosen Ideal

April 11, 2020 by Steve Beckow

If it isn’t part of the Divine Plan that each of us should have a chosen ideal, I’m going to suggest it to God next time I speak to her. Hindus have a tradition of worshipping a “Chosen ideal” – Krishna, Shiva, the Divine Mother, and so on. For the record, my own chosen ideals […]

Filed Under: Love/Ocean of Love/Love in Action, Resistance to Love

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Why Do I Refuse to Do What’s Most Important?

September 26, 2019 by Steve Beckow

I was working in my apartment when bliss suddenly arose.  No warning. No reason I was aware of. It was a circumstance where, if I did not recognize it and allow it, it’d enter my experience for a second and then vanish.  As if it just poked its head in. But I did recognize it […]

Filed Under: Awareness as a Path, Bliss, Love/Ocean of Love/Love in Action, Resistance to Love, Steve Beckow

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The Blueprint of “Feeling Off”

September 3, 2019 by Suzanne Maresca

by Matt Kahn, September 1, 2019 Whether it’s noticed as a rumbling of deeply buried emotions, the sense that everyone around you is on edge and about to explode, or just a feeling off from your known sensations of alignment, there is no doubt that something big is going down on planet Earth. At this […]

Filed Under: Creating Our Reality with our Thoughts, Emotional Challenges, Resistance to Love Tagged With: Matt Kahn

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