If your personality was blown off you at an early age in violent circumstances, so that you thought of yourself as the Humpty Dumpty Man, what would be your greatest impulse?
To bring all the pieces back together again. To consolidate. To integrate. To rebuild, reconstruct, reassemble. Isn’t that so?
What an interesting circumstance for one who wishes to participate in building Nova Earth! Aren’t soul contracts interesting?
This happened to me and it left me with an innate sense that there’s more to the experience of life than I in my everyday consciousness can yet reach. Not like I know what that something is. But I do observe myself striving for something, expecting something.
I have a sense that I’m retracing my steps, towards something.
I can only guess that that something is completion, wholeness, and, yes, freedom.
Ordinarily, of course, I’d say “enlightenment will fix everything for me” and seek enlightenment.
But I’m a lightworker. Enlightenment would take me away from my work, save teaching, and that isn’t my mission. This that I’m doing is my mission so heaven can wait.
I suppose later on there’ll come a time when putting Humpty together again will be a skill in high demand. We’ll create a profession called reconstructors.
We’ll put our relations with Mother Earth back together; rethink our use of resources; eradicate poverty; drop all unnecessary barriers, one piece after another back in place. We’ll put the global Humpty together again based on what we learned in our own lives.
Humpty would be pleased. I know Gaia will as well. And so will we when planet and people are whole and complete again.