Golden Age of Gaia

Toward a World that Works for Everyone

Menu
  • Home
    • About The Staff
    • FAQs
    • Glossary
    • Privacy Policy
    • Terms of Service
    • Downloads Page
    • Close
  • Contact Us
  • Commentary
    • Charlie
    • Kat
    • Kathleen Mary Willis
    • Narendra Mishra
    • Sitara
    • Steve Beckow
    • Suzanne Maresca
    • Writer’s Corner
    • Close
  • News
    • Ascension
    • Accountability
    • Building Nova Earth
    • Channelings/Commentary
    • Reval/GCR/Stewardship/Abundance
    • Homelessness
    • InLight Universal Shows
    • New Maps of Heaven
    • Opioid Crisis
    • Politics
    • Spirituality
    • Close
  • Library
  • Hope Chest
    • Hope Chest: Frequently Asked Questions
    • Close
  • Forums
  • Donate
/ Home / News / Personal Growth / Adult Consciousness State / Getting Out of My Own Way
post

Getting Out of My Own Way

July 2, 2020 by Steve Beckow

Print Friendly, PDF & Email

Workshop area at Cold Mountain Institute

My life is a workshop in awareness.

My agreement is to remain aware of myself.

My process involves observing, noticing, and sharing.

Viewed from a cultural-historical standpoint, my notes are an Ascension ethnography – a biography or narrative of one person’s slow and gradual, and sometimes sudden, Ascension process.

Right now, I’m noticing the impact of the “hollowing-out” event I just went through. So flattened was I that I could see what I’d been building, below awareness, in what Werner Erhard called “the background of obviousness.”

I saw my self-importance, arrogance, and pretense. I couldn’t stand the sight of it.

And it’s the impact of that sudden awareness of facade, of empty posturing that I wanted to write about.

There’s been a change in me as a result of this dawning awareness. It’s very hard to put in words. I feel more self-confident. I feel more capable. I feel more down-to-Earth, grounded, present.

A lot of the flutters in my stomach are gone. I’m not protecting an image now. Doing so sets up an elaborate network of inner sensors and analysts that make the mind busy and noisy forever.

I’m not seeking anything. Large amounts of money will be passing through my hands (as through yours) on their way to fund – in my case –  universal basic incomes in countries that want them. The Reval is just the beginning, apparently.

And I don’t feel a desire for anything in return, more than my living expenses. There’s nothing (very much) I want.

Grief took me to such a low level that nothing mattered any more. I got to see my striving for security, recognition, validation, etc., in relief and it was all empty and vain.

None of it had the inherent value that, for instance, love and bliss do.

On the awareness path, the focus of activity lies in raising things to awareness. Once they’re up to awareness, they usually take care of themselves.

I theorize that awareness is not neutral, as we may think it is; it’s dissolutive (apparently I invented the word).  It dissolves emotional blockages and muscular tension. The truth has set us free.

When my self-importance was raised to awareness, I had a conscious experience of it. That was freeing.

And I got to see its downside as well, like the way I felt when I was behaving self-importantly. I certainly didn’t feel loving. I felt self-righteous, brittle. If awareness is dissolutive, self-importance is corrosive.

As the realization unfolded, I felt an increased degree of genuine self-confidence. It was a deep and solid feeling. Don’t ask me how it’s all connected. The “upgrade” didn’t come with a manual.

Please see the irony in this: The less self-important I am, the more confident I am. Should it not be the other way around? The more self-important I am, the more self-confident I am, right?

It turns out not to be the case. The more I stand aside and get out of my own way, the greater my sense of competence and capability. It makes sense. The more the ego stands aside, the more the Self, the Higher Self, our guides, etc., can reach and guide the everyday consciousness (the spirit operator of the body).

Michael once asked me to “dream big.” (1) I feel more capable of doing that after being hollowed out.

He also said: “You have reached a point in your heart, in your being, in your life, in your consciousness where you are realizing … the magnitude of our partnership.” (2)

Yes, I am.

So a diminution of the ego results in an increase in self-confidence, which allows us to take on the exact same assignments that the ego craved. The ego would not have been able to meet the demands of those assignments whereas the everyday consciousness freed of the ego can. (3)

I now feel comfortable contemplating the road ahead where two weeks ago I’d have felt nervous. If you’d have asked me a month ago how I’d get to this place from where I was, I wouldn’t have had any idea.

There’s less of me around now and I feel much better for it. (4)

Footnotes

(1) “We want you to dream big.” (Archangel Michael in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, July 1, 2016.)

(2) Ibid., Aug. 17, 2018.

(3) As much as anyone can ever be free of the ego.

(4) This process is an instance of personal cleansing, from which I’ve emerged with less of myself around.

Share this:

  • Twitter
  • Facebook
  • Reddit
  • Email

Filed Under: Adult Consciousness State, Awareness as a Path, Balanced Adult, Character Reformation, Clearing, Competence, Confidence, Course Correction, Deconstructing the Constructed Self/Mask, Experiencing the Vasana Completely, Grief, Invalidation/Validation, Masks/Constructed Self, Paradigmatic Breakthrough, Peeling the Onion, Personal Growth, Polishing the Statue, Reconstructing the Deconstructed Self, Releasing the Old Paradigm and Embracing the New, Removing Limitations, Reparenting, Self-Importance, Self-Serving Bias, Steve Beckow, Steve's Experiences, Taking Personal Responsibility, Upset Clearing Process, Vasanas/Early Childhood Trauma

Subscribe to the Golden Age of Gaia

Recent Posts

  • Please Take Us with You (An Appeal)
  • A New Creation: A New Species of Human
  • Keeper of the Cosmic Deck
  • Remembering Who is Here and What We Know – Part 2/4
  • One in 73 Perished from Covid Vaccine by June 2022, UK Government Data Show
  • Celia Fenn: The End of March and the Power of Team Heaven to Earth
  • Judith Kusel: No Shrinking Allowed
  • Nicky Hamid: A Quantum Shift
  • The Federation of Light via Blossom Goodchild, March 26, 2023
  • What Really Matters, and Who is Speaking Truth?

Archives

Collective Meditation: Sending LOVE Mondays and Fridays – 5-5:30pm PST / 8-8:30pm EST

Holding Love and Sending Love


Click on Graphic

What is G/NESARA?

Suzy Ward on Memory Loss

Digger: Address to Councils

Dr. David Martin: “This is a Case of Murder”

https://goldenageofgaia.com/wp-content/uploads/2023/02/Dr.-David-Martin-MURDER-CHARGES-Against-Fauci-Peter-Daszak-Ralph-Baric-and-many-others.mp4

A New Society Based on Transparency…

Jesus: You are Bringing to Light What Needs to be Revealed

  • You live in tumultuous times and you live in a time of fulfilment. … You are leaving compassion and latitude for correction and understanding.
  • You are bringing to light what needs to be revealed so it doesn’t destroy the fiber of your society. …
 When you see the shadow, it defines the light.  (Jesus through Linda Dillon, Heart Call, Sept. 19, 2020.)

The End of the End: Straight Talk from Riccardo Bosi

Hit graphic to watch video

Ezra Cohen-Watnick: Spelling It Out 1 Time

Program Guide to Tonight’s Performance by Juan O Savin

French General Pays Tribute to AntiVaxxers

Archbishop Vigano Calls for Anti-Globalist Alliance

Matthew Ward on Virus, Vaccine, and 5G

Who are the Illuminati?

Matthew Ward answers.

9D Arcturian Council: Our Mission, Your Purpose & Source’s Desire

An Open Letter to the Unvaccinated

Dr. Peter McCullough: Let’s Win the War Against Therapeutic Nihilism

1969 Doctors and Health Professionals: End all CV19 Measures

Excess Deaths Due to Covid

Graphene Hydroxide and the Transhumanist Agenda

https://goldenageofgaia.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/LEAKED-22Project-Pandora22-Multiple-Presidents-KILLED-to-Keep-this-HIDDEN.mp4

To Support and Defend: Civil/Military Relations

 

2000 Mules

“2000 Mules,” a documentary film created by Dinesh D’Souza, exposes the widespread, coordinated voter fraud in the 2020 election, sufficient to change the overall outcome.

Election Fraud Explained

  • Mike Lindell’s Absolute Proof of election fraud

9/11 – What Really Happened on That Day?

The Question of Sending Love and Light


Can sending love and light be harmful?

Reassurance for Those Who Feel Disturbed by the Cabal’s Plan

rabbit-hole

How Do I Make Sense of Our World?

The best introduction to the subject in recent memory.

There is a Plan

There will be no world war. No nuclear devices can be exploded in space. Global martial law is to restore law and order worldwide. There is a Plan.

Spiritual Advice in Troubled Times

  • The Arcturian Group explains….

9D Arcturian Council: True in All Realities

Canadian Freedom Convoy 1

https://goldenageofgaia.com/wp-content/uploads/2022/02/Cities-across-Canada-join-the-movement-1.mp4

Canadian Freedom Convoy 2

https://goldenageofgaia.com/wp-content/uploads/2022/02/telegram-cloud-document-1-4915997293301204030-1-1.mp4

Please support this site. Donate:


A 501(c)(3) tax-exempt non-profit
  • Building, anchoring, and restoring hope, trust and Love within the human community.
  • "The key to Love is sharing, ... [balancing] give and receive." - The Divine Mother.

A Reader’s Encouragement

Downloads Page

(Always) free introductory texts on Ascension, Disclosure, Abundance, and Accountability. Especially of interest to those new to these subjects.

Kathleen: A Door to Everything/Voice of Freedom

  • Welcome to my two websites, A Door to Everything and Voice of Freedom, the first about volunteering with women in recovery and the second about how things work in the higher realms.
  • I offer Online Card Readings, Zoom Classes on How Things Work in the Higher Realms, and Meditations Mondays & Fridays. See GAoG or VoF for class links.

For your daily news, join Suzi on Buy Me a Coffee!

 

  • Dynamic times and rampant internet censorship brought me to create a new outlet for the unending flow of information.
  • Information is Light. Seeking information is Light Work.
  • My news site link ~ https://www.buymeacoffee.com/SuzanneMaresca.

Spiritual Counselling

  • Releasing old patterns of limitation.
  • Remembering, embodying, and expressing your true Self

Len Satov
SourceLight – Seeing you home
http://www.lensatov.com/

HB & AHWAA Transcripts & Audios: Divine Beings, Universal Laws, Blessings & Virtues

* HB/AHWAA Transcripts and Audiotapes

* On the Importance of the Universal Laws

* The Universal Law: What, How, and Why?

Lightworker Links


Our recommendations on other lightworker sites.

Alternative News of the World

Our recommendations on other constructive news sites.

What is the Purpose of Life?


Click on graphic

All of life is embarked on the same journey – from God to God – a voyage of Self-discovery

The Mother’s Clarion Call to All of Humanity!

This is my clarion call to all of humanity to embrace love, to embrace truth, to embrace peace…

The Divine Mother’s Mandate

  • Build what is divinely beautiful. I give you my divine authority to do so. I will guide you. I will help you. But I entrust this to you as well. …
  • We are helping you. That gateway is open and you are being flooded and you are being assisted and you will be assisted every step of the way.
  • (“Transcript ~ The Divine Mother: Take Up Your Divine Authority, AHWAA, February 23, 2017,” February 28, 2017.)
  • On the Divine Plan for Ascension.

Bring It Back to the Love

  • Beloved child, son of my heart, [Ascension, spiritual evolution] is only about love, about the many expressions, about the many forms.
  • And truly of anchoring and being nothing but the love, in intellect, in wisdom, in sharing, in adventure, in relationship.
  • It can only be [that way] when you continue to bring all adventures, all arguments, all explorations back to the love.
  • (The Divine Mother in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, April 30, 2019; also at http://goldenageofgaia.com/2019/06/01/the-divine-mother-it-is-all-a-journey-of-love/).

The Pattern of the Mother

  • This universe is designed around the pattern of the Divine Mother. What is that pattern?
  • Creation, preservation, transformation = love building, love preserving, love dissolving = inbreath, pause, outbreath = rajas, sattwa, thamas (gunas) = Akar, Ukar, Makar (Aum) = Brahma, Vishnu, Shiva (Trimurthy).

Archangel Michael: Lead or Leave a Vacuum


If no [lightworker] steps forward into [leadership] ...

Archangel Michael: Do not Get Caught in the Drama of White Hats or Black Hats

  • Beloved ones, do not allow yourselves to be distracted, yes, by the chaos….
  • Do not get caught in the drama of white hats or black hats, or good guys or bad guys. All beings are birthed directly from the Heart of One…. (“Archangel Michael: Do not Get Caught in the Drama of White Hats or Black Hats,” Nov. 12, 2019; see here.

Do not Venture Where There is No Love

Do not venture where there is no love. Because, if there is no love, then there is no truth. And if there is no truth, there will not be peace and [peace], Sweet One, is the Plan. (Archangel Michael in a  personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, June 17, 2020.)

Ronna Vezane ~ Archangel Michael’s Gift: New Age Creed

Werner Erhard on Responsibility

“Responsibility begins with the willingness to take the stand that one is cause in the matter of one’s life. It is a declaration not an assertion, that is, it is a context from which one chooses to live. Responsibility is not burden, fault, praise, blame, credit, shame or guilt. In responsibility, there is no….”  (Read more…)

Mission Statement of the Golden Age of Gaia

On a Personal Note

  • I’m neither qualified to be a spiritual teacher nor do I wish to be one.
  • I’m a writer who wishes to share his views with you on subjects of mutual interest and listen to yours as lightworker equals and spiritual adults.

Copyright © 2023 The Golden Age Of Gaia

Copyright © 2023 · Dynamik-Gen on