Factoring out a deep state that wants to exterminate us all on one front, if not with toxic vaccines, then with directed-energy weapons, when we take stock of ourselves on a second front, what do we have to build Nova Earth with? Well, we have ourselves who, I grant, haven’t been trained in communication, relationship, […]
Experiencing Many Divine States at Once
Everything I’ve ever said about the divine energy of love, I’d like to copy and paste here about the divine state of peace. It’s as high above our everyday sense of peace as the divine energy of love is our everyday sense of love. Entering into it doesn’t come with trumpets blaring or searchlights sweeping […]
Building Momentum, Trust, and Confidence
Editorial So much of the success of pushback against a corrupt government lies in building momentum, trust, and confidence. The Freedom Convoy illustrates this perfectly. The convoy gathered momentum as trucks linked up in the west-to-east journey. Then from the other side of the country and from the US as well. They’ll all join up […]
Standing on the Mountain Top – Part 1/2
I read a passage from the Mother and it unleashed a vasana (or core issue) which I’m still in the midst of processing. Naturally I ran for the computer. The passage from the Mother was this: “You are already ‘in and out’ of the fulfillment of your ascension. “[What] is the final watermark? It is […]
Standing on the Mountain Top – Part 2/2
(Concluded from Part 1, above.) The vasana is a gigantic GRRRRR! to all the opposition I met along the way – opposition to doing what I’m happily doing right now. Why can’t we be allowed to do what we love and be financially supported? (Just wait for the Reval!) But then I realized that, without […]
Hitching Up to a Prior Skill
I just had a major realization and, with it, an expansion in my feeling of adequacy. After last week’s high tragedy and comedy, I probably needed the boost. Since many of us will be assuming large assignments after the Reval, what happened may be of interest to you. I’ll have large obligations and I’ve been […]
We Have Strong Allies
I’m convinced that the Company of Heaven gives me spiritual experiences because they know I’ll write about them. So much is unfolding from this last experience of the divine state of confidence. It shows how the Company of Heaven works with lightworkers so I’d like to revisit it, if you’d permit me. You remember that […]
Run into the Lake. Jump into the Lake. Just Get into the Lake of the Divine Qualities – Part 2/2
(Concluded from Part 1, above.) So my job now is to describe confidence as clearly as I can, in just a few words. Well, until now, I’ve been using bravado, image-management, other-direction (character formation in response to what others say), etc., etc., to navigate my world. There’s always been a tinny ring to it. Something […]
Beginner’s Mind
I can often wait a lot more if I’m given a foretaste of what we’re talking about. Having had a foretaste of stillpoint, normalcy, and ecstasy recently, I’m now ready to … errrr … wait patiently for the main events if I have to (I hope I don’t have to). I see where we’re going […]
The Secret Awaits Eyes Unclouded by Longing
From the Tao: “The secret waits for the insight Of eyes unclouded by longing; Those who are bound by desire See only the outward container.” (1) Let me use these last waning days of “eyes unclouded by longing” and not “bound by desire” to describe what it feels like to be desireless. Pretty soon it’ll […]
Self-Importance and Self-Negation or Security and Confidence?
Happy New Year, everyone! Happy New You! May all our many dreams come alive in 2021! In the meantime…. I’ve just glimpsed a vasana so strong that it’s always remained in the background. It defined the limits and channels of my life. My life oscillates between its two extremes. I’d like to look at it […]
Getting Bigger, Getting Bolder, Getting Moving
Everything, it seems, is a confidence game. Not just as in a swindle. Let’s leave that meaning aside and look at the role of confidence in what we do in our everyday lives. I could never drive a bus. I don’t have the confidence. I could never fly an airplane, do heart surgery, or drive […]
Grounding is Next as I Prepare
The Company of Heaven are continually asking us to drop anchor in Gaia, to send an energetic cable down to Gaia’s heart and there fasten it to her – in other words, to ground ourselves. Viewed from another perspective, I notice in myself that, when I allow my center of gravity to rise up as […]
Matt Kahn: Yes or No
via email Opportunities don’t always come into your life to be received. In its highest evolutionary value, opportunity is the refiner of intuitive knowing. That which you are meant to welcome in elicits a resounding yes in your heart. Any hesitancy or lack of inner response merely being the chance to say no with […]
Getting Out of My Own Way
My life is a workshop in awareness. My agreement is to remain aware of myself. My process involves observing, noticing, and sharing. Viewed from a cultural-historical standpoint, my notes are an Ascension ethnography – a biography or narrative of one person’s slow and gradual, and sometimes sudden, Ascension process. Right now, I’m noticing the impact […]