When I stood in the presence of the Light that I am – call it the Self, the Christ, the Atman, the Buddha nature – at Xenia on Sept. 18, 2018, the Divine Mother later acknowledged that she had toned the experience down. (1)
What should have been a light brighter, she said, than a million, billion suns was more luminescent than bright. (2)
But what I was allowed to experience more fully was how I felt around the Self. I felt innocent and pure.
I knew then that my basic nature was pure and innocent, not impure and sinful. That question was answered.
But more to the point, I loved how purity and innocence felt.
So my basic nature can be said to be both pure and innocent and, as we’ve explored more recently, angelic. (3) We’re all angels on Planet Earth at this time of Ascension. So this is what an angelic nature feels like.
I’m just allowing the realization to sink in. My basic nature = an angelic nature = pure and innocent. And the same could be said for everyone and anyone else here at this time.
How profound is the experience of that: My basic nature = an angelic nature = pure and innocent. Not just the intellectual grasp of it, but the feel of it. And then the realization of it.
I close my laptop and be with the realized space, my angelic nature = purity and innocence.
(1) I assert that this is the same Self that Akhenaten saw when he wrote his poem to the (inner) Sun. See “Was Akhenaten a Worshipper of the Sun? Surely Not,” Feb. 7, 2011; c July 18, 2002, at https://goldenageofgaia.com/spirituality/cross-cultural-spirituality/akhenaten-worshipper-sun-surely/
(2) Steve: The experience at Xenia, Mother, was that truncated?
Divine Mother: Slightly, yes.
Steve: I had the thought [it was]. … The Light I saw should have been brighter than a thousand suns. The fact that it wasn’t suggests to me that the experience was truncated. …
DM: It was not is brilliant as possible, let us put it that way.
Steve: Alright… And again, the reason is to keep me in sync with my readers?
DM: To keep you in sync with your readers. But let me be very clear…. If you had seen the light as it actually is – yes, a million, billion suns – you would have simply departed. … We don’t mean die but you would have departed the life that you have designed – yes, with us – for yourself, for the service you are providing – you would have departed and simply said, ‘I do not need to do this. I will just simply sit in the bliss of love and good luck, everybody!’” (Divine Mother in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, Oct. 26, 2018.)
(3) On all of us being angels, see An Explosion in the Meaning of Humanness at https://goldenageofgaia.com/wp-content/uploads/2023/03/An-Explosion-in-the-Meaning-of-Humanness-11.pdf