I can’t say that calm has entirely returned. I still feel shell-shocked and traumatized by everything that’s happened. But I’m more interested in discussing some of the growth and learning. The other things will diminish and fade out of memory, with me quicker than with many others! I’ve been cut down to size in some […]
Whatever Works
Download a copy of How to Process a Number One Upset here: https://goldenageofgaia.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/10/How-to-Process-a-Number-One-Upset-R13.pdf. Because there are unresolved, ongoing security risks, this vasana, most likely, will not subside the way others have. One side of me wants it to subside. The other side is asking me to stay awake to it because of the risks involved. […]
Predictably, Upsets are on the Way
This series has been collected into a book, below. I post it one day earlier than I’d planned because Oct. 1 could see media and devices shut down. Probably not (more disinformation) but I don’t want to take the chance that it will be and you won’t have the advantage of downloading this book. The […]
In My Opinion, It’s Essential
Sept. 28, 2021 This blog was started twelve years ago today – first as the 2012 Scenario and next as the Golden Age of Gaia. All this time it has survived by your generosity alone – no ads, no prices for books. We bow in gratitude to you. The blog began out of the inner […]
From Heavenly Clouds to Mud Bath and Back – Part 2
(Continued from Part 1, yesterday.) So we’re walking through the processing of my vasana for you to have a guide to tackle yours when they predictably go off in the face of the upcoming revelations. My first basic procedure is to remain aware of myself, no matter what. Michael calls that “being the observer.” Stand […]
From Heavenly Clouds to Mud Bath and Back – Part 3
(Concluded from Part 2, yesterday.) Some time ago, the historian in me assigned myself the task of discovering the real reasons behind World War II. I watched a large number of documentaries. Those videos of courage in the face of fire and persistence through adversity are now arising in my mind and inspiring me. I […]
Huge Commitment to the Work
Seeing the script I have playing – and the discoveries that it’s leading to – is like an earthquake in my life. (1) And it’s led to numerous aftershocks. It’s opened the door for me to complete the cycle of domestic abuse that occurred in our household. It’s led me to see the identity I […]
From Vasanas to Scripts
I recently had a breakthrough in my cleansing process. Up till now I’d been processing singular vasanas (or core issues) as they erupted. (1) A few days back, something different presented itself. I felt awful and there was no reason that I could see why I might feel that way. So I began to observe. […]
Rumi: The Guest House – Part 1/2
The Guest House Jalaluddin Rumi Translated by Coleman Barks (https://www.scottishpoetrylibrary.org.uk/poem/guest-house/) This being human is a guest house. Every morning a new arrival. A joy, a depression, a meanness, some momentary awareness comes as an unexpected visitor. Welcome and entertain them all! Even if they’re a crowd of sorrows, who violently sweep your house empty of […]
How the Process of Growth Work Goes
As the chaos swirls outside, the chaos swirls inside as well. In this article I process a residual feeling state. Doing this, I hope, allows me to do a better job in post-Reval roles. And of course every one I can dissolve frees me and elevates my space, which is a contribution to Ascension. It’s […]
Drinking the Poison, Hoping They’ll Die – Part 2/2
(Concluded from Part 1, yesterday.) I had such a classic example of old programming going off this morning, exactly as I was working on this article. I have to relate it here. A friend phoned earlyish in the morning and asked me a favor which was at the limits of inconvenience. I said “no,” but […]
Drinking the Poison, Hoping They’ll Die – Part 1/2
I’d like to make a distinction between objective fact and subjective interpretation. The worst I ever did was steal a chocolate bar. OK, a tin of rock candy too. For both of which I was caught and disciplined. That’s an objective fact. Apart from those cries for help (my father was hitting my mother), I […]
Riding the Horse in the Direction It’s Going
Most people define their careers in terms of what exists. And they fit into a possibly well-defined career description. My first career – history – had not been well defined the two subfields – cultural history and evolutionary history – that I chose to specialize in at the time (1968-73). But to go further I […]
More and More Still
As a lightworker and a spiritual seeker, I see the benefits of cleansing, purifying, removing obstacles, processing vasanas, deconstructing the constructed self, reparenting myself, etc. I know what’s “down there.” (1) And it’s innocent and pure, loving and blissful. I am in a sense uncovering it. Or one could look at the matter in an […]
Wealth Can Magnify Our Vasanas
I was saying earlier that wealth can magnify one’s sense of entitlement, one’s resolve that “I won’t take this anymore.” In the worst case scenario, the inner Hitler emerges and we become a little – or a large – dictator. Events are conspiring – and I won’t name names because people have a right to […]
- « Previous Page
- 1
- 2
- 3
- 4
- 5
- …
- 7
- Next Page »