Toward a World that Works for Everyone
My life is a workshop in awareness. My agreement is to remain aware of myself. My process involves observing, noticing, and sharing. Viewed from a cultural-historical standpoint, my notes are an Ascension ethnography – a biography or narrative of one person’s slow and gradual, and sometimes sudden, Ascension process. Right now, I’m noticing the impact […]
I was saying earlier that I regarded this as a time of Deep Cleansing. (1) However that works, I personally find that deep issues are arising. I’m now following the deep despondency I’ve felt in the background of my consciousness for what feels like all my life. And at last I’m connecting with an utter […]
The story I’m making up for myself is that, because XXX is still alive, I don’t have to mourn him. I’ve known this all along but I haven’t been ready to hear it. Now I am. So I’m telling myself that we have time left. Accepting that, I’ve seen the grief lift. I’ve had a […]
I’ve just had some devastating news recently. It wouldn’t be fair to name the person involved. But I can’t imagine the shaft penetrating deeper into my heart. I’m going through one space after another – grief, hatred, the collapse of self-importance, helplessness. It also has me addressing some issues in my life that have been […]
I’m going through intense emotional spaces these days. I think my space matches what I see depicted in the media. The public is getting excited and mobilized and I’m getting excited and mobilized along with it. The most difficult of the spaces that’s coming up for me has to be existential loneliness – loneliness independent […]
Heck, I’m not going to let a rich occasion like this get away from me without exploring it. In a similar situation, most company heads would deny that anything’s wrong and spin the news. But vasanas (or core issues) are my field of specialization. No, sir. Let’s dig in. The events of the last few […]
3D – 5D New Earth Shift: Elizabeth April video, from Joshua Tree, CA 4-6-20 Transcribed by Kat I only recently discovered Elizabeth April in an article published in The Golden Age of Gaia on April 4th, 2020. (1.) She is delightful to listen to, and her channeling and observations are fascinating. Elizabeth has been in […]
I’d like to continue a thread. It’s about the importance of how we feel. You know, I haven’t been to Earth all that often. (1) I often feel like an anthropologist, studying customs in the North American culture to which I belong because all seems so new. I have absolutely no awareness of any other […]
I must say that the issue of negotiating with Canada’s native population strikes a chord with me. And my interest in what is happening only increases over time. Yes, I know that their protest is shutting down Canada’s rail line. I guess that’s what it took to get us to listen. When the situation is […]
I was talking to a colleague when someone planted the idea in my mind – out of nowhere – that it’s all about emergence. For us it’s all about coming out of our shells. What is “it”? Growth. Enlightenment. Ultimately Ascension. We’ve been conditioned by a hundred forces all our lives. It’s time to come […]
One-hundred and seventy-six people had their lives snuffed out recently, over … well, it doesn’t really matter what or where. (1) And it isn’t the only loss of life today. Catastrophes and tragedies are happening all over and on a scale that is unprecedented – witness the false flags in Australia and China. I’d like […]
As I said yesterday, every Christmas, I feel loneliness. Today, out of “being with” the vasana (or core issue) overnight, I refined the name of the emotion I feel. I now see it as dismay. (1) A vasana (2) is a complex of thoughts, feelings, and behavior, usually born of an original traumatic incident, which […]
I can almost hear someone say: OK, judgmentalness. That’s all fine and dandy, but is he willing to tackle the really difficult issues in life? Like loneliness at Christmastime? Yes, I am. I had a friend text me the other day: Hermit 1 to Hermit 2. That’s about it. Christmas is a time I can […]
I hope my passing publicly through this redefinition phase is useful to you. It is to me. There’s still a little more to go. I noticed this evening that, in redefining myself, I only hurt if I threatened a self-image – such as by a loss of face, a loss of position, a loss of […]
I continue to allow myself to feel what arises, the residue of a vasana or core issue reactivated. As long-time readers know, I regard the re-activation of a vasana as a good thing. It’s only then that we can re-experience and complete the incomplete feelings at the heart of it. (1) Mostly we don’t share […]
