Download Leaving the Cycle of Conflict here: https://goldenageofgaia.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/03/Leaving-the-Cycle-of-Conflict-26.pdf Exiting the Cycle as a Single I’m a satisfied single … ok, a happy hermit … so I don’t have the opportunity to pursue the exit points from the cycle of conflict with anyone in the context of relationship. I have to make changes in myself, which […]
Productive and Unproductive Communication
No or Unproductive Communication When we won’t communicate at all or communicate with blame and shame or other unproductive strategies, the other person tends to clam up. Then the issues and withholds (undelivered communications) start to build up. If nothing changes or gets better ever, the person may just one day up and leave. Someone […]
Right/Wrong Not a Way Out
I was talking yesterday about the cycle of conflict and breaking free from it. Let me start with some background. Carousel of Tears I spent my first fourteen formative years on this carousel of tears I call a cycle of conflict. It was a never-ending loop which usually ended in divorce. I’ve seen very few […]
Leaving the Cycle of Conflict
There isn’t much we can do, individually, about the conflict building outside of us. But we know there’s more at play than meets any ground-level eye (ours included). And we know that it’s guided by universal laws. One of them is the Law of Balance, also called As Within so Without, As Above so Below. […]
Is Time Running Out?
Anger is up for me right now, anger that has been suppressed for decades, that my Universal Self and Michael, I imagine, feel it’s now time for me to tackle. I can’t take this anger with me into the work I’ll be doing. And if I don’t get to the bottom of it now and […]
Steps in My Own Emergence – Part 1/2
“You know … it could be so easy with all that is going on to just become a recluse. Many feel this way and unless things change … the great ‘unpricked’ cannot go anywhere in public anyway, so reclusive lifestyle is suiting many. Just keeping themselves to themselves.” (1) I just realized this morning that […]
Emergence: From Hell to Breakfast – Part 1/2
I’m having a mini-full-life review here as a result of seeing my family script. (1) The memories are flashing by. I remembered that I liked being angry because when I got angry I fused together. I became my self again. I revelled in those moments. When I was not angry I was this dissociated, unsure […]
I Want My Happiness Back
Since seeing the two-handed script of my Mom and Dad arguing, I’ve been watching my moods, my inner chatter. (1) I’m seeing that the impact on me of watching their heart-breaking conflict, day in and day out, or whenever I ventured out of my room, (2) was way beyond what I’ve seen so far. For […]
Huge Commitment to the Work
Seeing the script I have playing – and the discoveries that it’s leading to – is like an earthquake in my life. (1) And it’s led to numerous aftershocks. It’s opened the door for me to complete the cycle of domestic abuse that occurred in our household. It’s led me to see the identity I […]
From Vasanas to Scripts
I recently had a breakthrough in my cleansing process. Up till now I’d been processing singular vasanas (or core issues) as they erupted. (1) A few days back, something different presented itself. I felt awful and there was no reason that I could see why I might feel that way. So I began to observe. […]
From God We Came; To God We Return
Time to return to preparation for Ascension. As an Ascension ethnographer, I’m only writing partly for our own culture and civilization. Many civilizations all over our universe are probably also ascending, perhaps even as we speak. Michael has mentioned other Ascensions in discussing my next assignment: Steve: When will I … have my original dimensionality […]
Not Out of the Woods
I’ve been walking around triggering myself for a while now. And if I walk the trigger back, I find that I’m disappointed in myself (Mother). I’m disappointed because I reacted to some forgotten thought with irritation, anger, aggressiveness, or some negative attitude (Father). I have my Father and Mother endlessly arguing in my head. The […]
Drinking the Poison, Hoping They’ll Die – Part 2/2
(Concluded from Part 1, yesterday.) I had such a classic example of old programming going off this morning, exactly as I was working on this article. I have to relate it here. A friend phoned earlyish in the morning and asked me a favor which was at the limits of inconvenience. I said “no,” but […]
Drinking the Poison, Hoping They’ll Die – Part 1/2
I’d like to make a distinction between objective fact and subjective interpretation. The worst I ever did was steal a chocolate bar. OK, a tin of rock candy too. For both of which I was caught and disciplined. That’s an objective fact. Apart from those cries for help (my father was hitting my mother), I […]
The Only Thing I’ll Have, to Bring to the Party
est trainer Dennis Percy used to say that the path starts at the trailing edge of the leading foot. If that’s the case, then there is no path ahead to guide me and what I bring to the party assumes inordinate importance. If we’re talking about actual lightworker leadership. If we’re talking about rote management, […]