Seeing a vasana (or core issue) disappear for a time is not the end of the road. Vasanas can reappear and re-establish themselves if we fall back into living life by following what have become habitual behavior patterns. Habitual behavior patterns are one form of residue, precipitate, the fallout from our vasanas. They linger even […]
A Time of Purification?
Triggers just seem to keep going off. I have to be supervigilant not to launch into extreme thoughts and behavior. And not to then swing out onto the other extreme and super-protect myself from them, until the guardian again becomes the guard. (1) How to stay in the middle and yet be strong, resolute, determined? […]
Vesuvius is Quiet
Vesuvius is quietening down. Let me do a post-mortem. Father hatred leaves me flat, unresponsive, shallow in my compassion. Hindus call that state of mind thamasic, lethargic. In my everyday awareness, I can feel it only subtly, as a slightly negative attitude towards everything – not skeptical but pessimistic. Disbelief, despair, depression. As I said […]
Whose Shepherd I am
So far the vasana with my Dad has manifested, as it did in 1986, as unbridled anger. But I seem to have left the anger phase now, and, even as the last fumes of father hatred dissipate, I’m beset by feelings of fear. This is a crystal-clear demonstration that anger sits on top of fear. […]
Emerging from the Shell
I had no success accessing this vasana. (1) It’s the same root vasana of father hatred that I’ve been dealing with since I was a young child. It shows how tenacious a vasana can be. I finally invoked universal law and asked Archangel Michael and the Divine Mother to take the whole of it away, […]
The Next Step for Me
I seem to be in a process of emergence. As I move forward in it, I bump into major roadblocks again and again. I’m bumping into one now. I’m not surprised that it’s come up. The minute one takes a position, up comes the opposition. I’ve taken a position, “no more global small talk – […]
Matt Kahn: The Truth About Resistance
by Matt Kahn https://tinyurl.com/y5wukftd Absolutely nothing occurs in your reality as a result of resistance. What many perceive as a resistance to change is a process of gaining necessary amounts of experience to transform “I don’t know what to do” into “I’ve been here before and my familiarity allows me to trust the process I […]
The Longest Road Back
Going deeper is the exact opposite of a meme war. A meme war promotes superficial thinking and a rush to judgment. I’m advocating increasing depth: Go deeper. When I go deeper and look at the current situation, I see that the first thing that’s needed, in my opinion, is for us to lower the temperature […]
I Want More. I Want Better
Even as my feelings of competence and willingness increase, my sensitivity to non-credible name-calling and meme wars increases. I’ve reached a new level of resistance to dualistic/polarized news. Issues, memes, name-calling. I’ve had enough. And this came about as a result of what I read on what I regard as a leading spiritual/alternative news site. […]
Getting Out of My Own Way
My life is a workshop in awareness. My agreement is to remain aware of myself. My process involves observing, noticing, and sharing. Viewed from a cultural-historical standpoint, my notes are an Ascension ethnography – a biography or narrative of one person’s slow and gradual, and sometimes sudden, Ascension process. Right now, I’m noticing the impact […]
Not Elegant, Just Workable
I was saying earlier that I regarded this as a time of Deep Cleansing. (1) However that works, I personally find that deep issues are arising. I’m now following the deep despondency I’ve felt in the background of my consciousness for what feels like all my life. And at last I’m connecting with an utter […]
Of Course ! – This is a Time of Great Awakening
by Brenda Hoffman https://tinyurl.com/y2owybor Dear Ones, Mask or no mask. Yes or no. Right or left. Up or down. Such is so for a reason. You are all declaring your right to be in ways that you did not anticipate when you initiated this transition. In all likelihood, you envisioned that some of you […]
Matt Kahn: Energy Update – June 2020
(via email) I welcome you with love to this energy update as an offering of greater support throughout all the turbulence and uncertainty that can be felt so palpably at this time. Before diving in, I just want to take this moment to acknowledge your efforts and any frustrations in what perhaps has already been […]
JFK: Sparing the Rod via Losha
Sparing the Rod JFK via Losha, Voyages of Light, Nov. 19, 2020 (https://voyagesoflight.blogspot.com/2020/06/sparing-rod-john-f-kennedy-via-losha.html) To all of the good people who have chosen to be here on Gaia at this time…Godspeed to you all! My “subject” title above might be startling to some – even also to my message taker. I will just keep speaking and […]
How Paradigmatic Breakthrough Works
I just wrote an article (1) that illustrates a process that I don’t want us to miss out on noticeing. It’s a very important process and realizing it’s at work here would be of benefit. What just happened for me was that cognitive dissonance built up to such an extent that I cast the prevailing […]
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