As I emerge, ascend, and integrate, I find myself navigating the change-over from negative (the troll under the bridge) to positive. Let me say a word about “being positive” at the get-go. I’m aware of the objections to “being positive.” I was there myself. I postponed making a needed transition in my life for decades […]
Experiencing Anger … for a Change
For the first time in memory, I got angry this evening and, instead of hurling allegations at another, who after all “made me mad,” instead of festering with it, instead of revenging myself on the other person, I opened to the experience of it. It turned out to be a feeling just like any other. […]
The Goal Out Ahead of Us
We certainly should have mastered the wait by now. What we may have trouble with is the start after, or even during, the wait. It may be hard to get going again. Lethargy may have set in. The growth movement had quite a few tools to get us going, nurture our self-responsibility, etc. What I’d […]
What Lies on the Other Side of Self-Servingness?
I use my awareness to uncover the truth. Uncovering the truth in turn elevates my awareness. I’ve worked my way through ever subtler layers of egoic personality. My awareness now falls on individual words I’m using, which, I’m finding, are subtly self-serving. I go through life living events, but then constructing a self-serving story or […]
Not-Peace
I seem to have had nothing but crises go off lately – my bank account was hacked and $2000 taken, (1) my printer suddenly stopped giving good prints (2), the landlord just announced a summer-long balcony reconstruction project, (3) etc. This is very useful. My Gawd, I’m reactivated! Yippeee! (4) We can’t deal with our […]
We can Choose to be Audacious
Werner Erhard at https://wernererhardquotes.wordpress.com/2016/06/28/if-not-you-who-if-not-now-when We can choose to be audacious enough to take responsibility for the entire human family. We can choose to make our love for the world be what our lives are really about. Each of us now has the opportunity, the privilege, to make a difference in creating a world that works […]
I Want My Happiness Back
Since seeing the two-handed script of my Mom and Dad arguing, I’ve been watching my moods, my inner chatter. (1) I’m seeing that the impact on me of watching their heart-breaking conflict, day in and day out, or whenever I ventured out of my room, (2) was way beyond what I’ve seen so far. For […]
Huge Commitment to the Work
Seeing the script I have playing – and the discoveries that it’s leading to – is like an earthquake in my life. (1) And it’s led to numerous aftershocks. It’s opened the door for me to complete the cycle of domestic abuse that occurred in our household. It’s led me to see the identity I […]
How the Process of Growth Work Goes
As the chaos swirls outside, the chaos swirls inside as well. In this article I process a residual feeling state. Doing this, I hope, allows me to do a better job in post-Reval roles. And of course every one I can dissolve frees me and elevates my space, which is a contribution to Ascension. It’s […]
Freediver Stig Pryds: Breathing for Healing Auto-immune Disorder
Stig Pryds is a Danish record holding freediver. He was diagnosed with psoriatic arthritis in 2008, which disabled him so much that he lost his business. After 5 years of intense pain and increasing dependency on drugs, he decided to quit all drugs cold turkey, and find alternative ways to deal with his disease. He […]
Pushing an Edge
A friend asked me how I possibly can keep writing every day. The obvious reason is that I’m being guided. But there are other reasons as well. I’ll share with you what Michael has said about it provided you promise me you’ll hear it as being said to all lightworkers at this time. Promise? OK. […]