Toward a World that Works for Everyone
I’d like to continue with the discussion I began yesterday, which keeps unfolding for me. It was the first time I consciously served as my own therapist and guided the listening process to a successful completion. It also showed how many vasanas, of increasing depth, are rising to the surface – at least in me. […]
I think the energies are forcing every last vasana (or core issue) up in us. Here’s one that’s up for me. I have an inordinate need for quiet right now and I’m sure it’s a problem for people around me. Anything carried to an extreme stands a good chance of being a vasana. So let […]
There are degrees of freedom. At one end of the spectrum, there’s physical freedom, where all my limbs and organs are working and I can live without worrying very much about them. That’s a basic-level freedom. All the way at the other end of the spectrum, there’s ultimate freedom. We climb Jacob’s Ladder of consciousness […]
If your personality was blown off you at an early age in violent circumstances, so that you thought of yourself as the Humpty Dumpty Man, what would be your greatest impulse? To bring all the pieces back together again. To consolidate. To integrate. To rebuild, reconstruct, reassemble. Isn’t that so? What an interesting circumstance for […]
Happy Canada Day, Canada! Chin up! Love will win. The days of abuse and corruption are numbered. For me to take steps to realize the magnitude of our planetary project, I first have to resolve all situations for me that remain unresolved. I need to be complete. Otherwise I don’t have a solid foundation from […]
Your email saying when I talk about myself, it’s either the same for you or backlights how you are is encouraging to me. Thank you for that. Sometimes, it really is like going out on the skinny branches. Exhilarating but risky. So I do need encouragement. In the growth movement, what I’m saying to you […]
One could see the process of uncovering or revealing the Self as akin to moulting. The crab doesn’t find itself. It moults a confining shell. If we go off in search of the Self, we’re busying the very one we want to “find.” “I’m searching for the Self.” “Go away. I’m busy.” “What are you […]
I can now see counterproductive behavior patterns as they arise. Before I committed to the divine qualities, they’d arise largely invisibly. That was because I approved of them. Now they work against my new commitment and so are in conflict with me. When they arise now and seek my attention, I don’t agree to give […]
In this latest chapter in my Ascension ethnography, having changed my vote from image management and hard bargaining to the divine qualities and their source – love – I find my life very disoriented. I know that I can expect resistance, in the form of vasanas (core issues, memories of early childhood trauma) going off. […]
Having committed to the divine qualities, as a way of anchoring myself in them, what next confronts me are the reaction patterns that vasanas (core issues, early childhood trauma) give rise to. Up till now, I’ve been mainly concerned with my vasanas, and not with the automatic reaction patterns they give rise to. Commitment does […]
Gotcha! All our love goes out to the families of the murdered children in Robb Elementary School in Uvalde, Texas. I’m quite serious about needing to clean up as many of my vasanas as I can and the reaction patterns they give rise to, before the Reval. I watched a biography of Hitler the other […]
April 21, 2022, trinityesoterics.com https://tinyurl.com/yeyt72wp We realize that adjusting boundaries can seem daunting, especially if they’ve been in an unhealthy pattern for a long time. But healthy boundaries are essential for helping you, and everyone around you, meet their highest potentials. That is exactly why they are coming up for reexamination for so many of […]
The suicides of Shanghai residents locked down in their apartments are horrifying. And nowadays the whole world is connected via the Internet. Everyone with a cellphone and access to the net is a news reporter. It feels like every city or town on Earth is virtually next door. All the more pain when we see […]
I’m now doing other research and I came across this really unusual channeling from Tazjima in 2013. It describes so many intimate details of the life of us masters-in-form that my jaw was open half the time. I love her suggestion that “ancient memories of trauma” were given to us early in life either to […]
From Feb. 26, 2013 We continue with our look at the experience of a power surge and what that revealed to me about unprocessed vasanas or core issues. “The Day After: Reflections on a Rude Shock,” February 26, 2013, at https://goldenageofgaia.com/2013/02/26/the-day-after-reflections-on-a-rude-shock/ I wanted to say more about the unusual experience I had on Saturday, which […]
