I notice that, as I go down through my vasanas or core issues, I reach a place where I can almost draw back and see the bigger picture. For instance, I’ve been reviewing my life and seeing how everything I did fits in with or has prepared me for what I’m doing now. History, academia, […]
My Life is Mine to Create – Part 2/2 (2017)
(Concluded from Part 1, above.) Written in the midst of a spiritual experience Meanwhile, everything we do together as a collective is a carefully-scripted drama, in which we have the right to depart from our agreed-upon lines. Well, now that I’m free of thinking that what I do or do not do matters, the question […]
My Life is Mine to Create – Part 1/2 (2017)
I’m expanding and revising five or six books at once, getting ready for the demand for information I anticipate, following the announcement of the delegations or the Reval. And as I run through articles for inclusion in the expanded editions, I’m coming across some that I can’t not repost. This is one of them – […]
A Little More to Go
I hope my passing publicly through this redefinition phase is useful to you. It is to me. There’s still a little more to go. I noticed this evening that, in redefining myself, I only hurt if I threatened a self-image – such as by a loss of face, a loss of position, a loss of […]
Claiming Our Divine Authority: What Will It Take? -Part 2/2
(Concluded from Part 1, yesterday.) I also see barriers to the resistance falling away. Here’s one. I think I have to say to someone who challenges me on authority: “I speak on my own divine authority.” No, I don’t. “I speak on my own authority.” To say “on my divine authority” is to invite controversy. […]
Claiming Our Divine Authority: What Will It Take? -Part 1/2
I’m beginning to see the tie-in between divine qualities, states of consciousness, and contexts. They’re different words pointing at the same thing. I’ve experienced mastery, abundance, and peace, which are divine qualities, as states of consciousness. They were expansive, transformative – certainly higher states than ordinary consciousness. Werner Erhard calls the same phenomenon a “context,” […]
A Balancing Act
After the Reval, when Michaelangelo & Partners is irrigated, I don’t plan to play a very great role in finances; not much beyond the highest levels of policy. Archangel Michael said in 2016: “You are the vision holder. You are the bringer of inspiration. You are the one who is the catalyst and the vehicle, […]
It’s Always the “I”
Just as God enjoys the world through the senses of every one of us, so do I – who, like you, am that very God – enjoy the world through anything I become aware of. When I identify with the mind, I use it to create through. When I identify and operate as the ego, […]
Drama and Harmlessness – Part 1/2
As I go about observing my responses to things, seeing where I flip into potential harmfulness … OK, attack mode … I see that I cannot observe a vow to be harmless and yet engage in drama. The two are irreconcilable. They cannot both exist in the same space. A number of games in Eric […]
Starting Over: Finding a Way to Forgive Ourselves
I have many reasons for wanting to take the Federation of Light up on its invitation to forgive in a general way, to totally forgive, to forgive everything. And, by the way, I have to acknowledge that Kathleen was saying this some time ago. I was not ready. One of the reasons is that resenting […]
Drama and Harmlessness – Part 2/2
Concluded from Part 1, above.) I’m not becoming a zealot or a purist. (Doesn’t this sound like a juggling act?) I’m convinced that all this is happening because of three things: (1) The impact of the rising energies, (2) the approach of major events, and (3) the impact of my knowledge of future responsibilities – […]
Now or Never
I continue to focus my attention on how I am with other people, especially in conflict. I still spark and turn the other person into the enemy. I go out of relationship with them and break the connection over issues that arise. Recently Fedex lost a parcel of mine and I could have used the […]
Did You Return to the Fray?
I personally don’t have as much time to process vasanas these days as I did a few years ago. I have to make room for speedier measures. And so today I just dug in and asked myself: What is the chief mischief maker? Never mind beating around the bush. Let’s get to the heart of […]
When is the Wounded Child in the Driver’s Seat?
Whenever I feel guilt or shame or dismay, I can say with certainty that my Wounded Child is in the driver’s seat. I can say this with certainty because of what I saw and felt in a meditation I did at Xenia Retreat Center on Sept. 18, 2018. I saw the Self in the depths […]
Finding the Hope in Hopelessness and How 1+1=One
Finding the Hope in Hopelessness and How 1+1=One Kathleen Mary Willis, Voice of Freedom.ca, n.d. httpss://voiceoffreedom.ca/sacred-insights-2/ Much of my life I’ve struggled with depression. From that depressive place, I attracted situations of drama. Like attracts like. When I started sitting still — to feel into the pain of my depression — I began to understand […]