(Concluded from Part 1, above.)
Written in the midst of a spiritual experience
Meanwhile, everything we do together as a collective is a carefully-scripted drama, in which we have the right to depart from our agreed-upon lines.
Well, now that I’m free of thinking that what I do or do not do matters, the question then becomes: Now what? I’m not going anywhere so what do I want to create with the rest of my life?
Where can I turn for guidance? I’ll turn to the Divine Mother:
“I have chosen and created and birthed you into form. That is the Plan at work and I have done this, we have done this, with that spark of divinity so that you would be divine in form.
“And what that means in very practical terms is the assumption of your divine authority to be in charge of your life, of your thoughts, of your feelings, of your actions, of your behaviors, of your steps, of your environments, all the way out to the edges of the universe, throughout all times and dimensions. …
“If you do not take authority over your existence – think in practical terms, this life – then what happens? You are adrift. You are in fact that row boat in the middle of the ocean being twisted and turned every which way. Divine authority means choosing – yes, with … your divine authority of free will – to direct how, where, when, [and] if you choose to proceed.” (1)
Assuming my divine authority, rather than continuing to respond to my vasanas and conditioning, what do I want to create with my life?
If this were the processing of a core issue, then this would be the moment when the individual, having laid the vasana bare, has the opportunity to rechoose.
Do I want to create a sad tale of … whatever … or a tale that I myself can be proud of?
Moving beyond myself, do I want to see the tragedy in the world continue or do I want a world that works for everyone?
I’ve seen such a world. When the whole planet is in the higher-dimensional state indicated by phrases like sacred love, divine love, true love, etc., then the world will work for everyone.
It’s in our future, no matter what. I certainly choose a world so deeply in sacred love that it effortlessly works for everyone. That’s the world of my dreams.
Somehow I find myself in the driver’s seat in a way I wasn’t before. I’ve moved from acting as the victim of circumstances in some insidious and unconscious way to acting as a self-commanding individual.
As a result of these two realizations – realizations are the ultimate fruit of the awareness path – I feel inspired and energized. I’m more in my power now than I was. (2)
(1) “Repost: The Divine Mother: Assume Your Divine Authority,”
(2) These are not major realizations so deep that they bring on enlightenment. These are a minor order of realizations, often called peak experiences, transformational moments, or “Aha’s!”
Nevertheless they differ only in depth of realization, not in content.