I feel myself to be so far out on the skinny branches of self-revelation or transparency that I encounter resistance due to a fear of ridicule. And then I read the encouragement in Blossom’s and Daniel Scranton’s channelings and I’m swinging from the skinny branches. (1) My courage is renewed. I’m in a space of […]
Swinging from the Skinny Branches – Part 2/2
(Concluded from Part 1, above.) Archangel Michael: So that now you say to me, ‘Michael, I feel like I have a new baseline. I have a new foundation of happiness.’ This is true. AAM: But you also have a new foundation of knowingness, of understanding, of wisdom, of humility, of tolerance, of kindness. This has […]
What a Blessed Relief! – Part 1/2
I’ve held this article back a few days, unsure whether I should be posting it or not. The experience it describes and comments on was not a full one. I wouldn’t want people drawing conclusions on the basis of it for that reason. I worry that an account of a partial experience may confuse rather […]
What a Blessed Relief! – Part 2/2
(Concluded from. Part 1, yesterday.) I’m savoring this space of total freedom. It’s just ordinary. It’s just normal. It’s simply the absence of fear. (1) Everything is so simple viewed from this space. I know “normal” has a bad rap these days. But “normal” as in grounded, balanced, and peaceful is exactly the way I […]
Drinking the Poison, Hoping They’ll Die – Part 1/2
I’d like to make a distinction between objective fact and subjective interpretation. The worst I ever did was steal a chocolate bar. OK, a tin of rock candy too. For both of which I was caught and disciplined. That’s an objective fact. Apart from those cries for help (my father was hitting my mother), I […]
Detachment is not the Same as Stillpoint
I no sooner wrote this sentence: Want, want, not want attracts an “I” to fulfill itself, after which “I want” sets “the entire universe in motion” to get what it wants. (1) than I saw that desirelessness and stillpoint were not the same. “I want” is attachment. The absence of want is desirelessness, detachment from […]
Living with a Silent Mind – Part 2/2
What happens when this same mind, that tells us when to cross the street and what to eat, falls silent? Do we cease to function? Well, first of all “we” can never, ever cease to function. If we still have a shred of that thought around, we should drop back and let go of that […]
Conscious Awareness: The Need for a Quantum Language
For me, to “be in the moment” and to “be aware” cover 95% of the same territory. Michael wants me to be in the moment. We’ve discussed it on a number of occasions: Archangel Michael: Think of it! You are part of the strategy that we are employing to change the face of humanity! Steve: […]
Stillpoint Recedes into … Uhhhh … Memory
Sorry, nothing more to report on Stillpoint. Except a peaceful day spent in self-awareness. Which I really needed. The event of Stillpoint now exists only in a rather unreliable memory – and whatever made it to paper. (1) Thank heavens I obeyed the Arcturians’ advice from long ago to write down one’s experiences immediately. Another […]
The Monk is in His Cell
Theoretically I should not be writing. I’ve just asked everyone in my life to give me a time-out because the inner impulse to meditate is undeniable. I’m going to burst apart at the seams if I don’t go into isolation. Fair enough, but shouldn’t that include writing? No. It’s my mission to write about my […]
Delightful unto Themselves
I have to draw your attention to this passage from Judith Kusel: “I had shifted immensely in the last few months and years, in all aspects and indeed have transfigured – indeed all seems to have happened lightyears ago. “The Divine then showed me, that indeed all souls are freed and indeed all souls in […]
What I’ve Been Seeking
I’ve been wandering around for days with this longing going on and I haven’t known what it is I’m longing for. At one point I narrowed it down to wanting to feel joy eternally. But today I had a breakthrough. I found what it was I’ve been seeking. I suddenly found myself in a flow […]
Settling into Being
(Continued from yesterday.) At this moment (8:27 am) the working of my senses is slowed down. No thoughts are arising. I’d been in bliss when I ended the last entry, but with interaction that occurred before opening this entry I’m once again at a baseline stillpoint, minus the bliss. My body feels as if it […]
Experience Evaporates
An interrupted spiritual experience has an aftermath. It has consequences. The knock at the front door saw the experience of Stillpoint evaporate, which cannot reasonably be avoided. But it’s the resulting snap-back that I wanted to focus on. Coming back so quickly to everyday consciousness was painful because I resisted it. It left frayed ends, […]
Stillpoint: The Dark Night of the Soul
I didn’t have long to wait to find our what comes next. The next morning I woke up with my mind completely blank. A friend acknowledged being in the same space. Completely quiet inside. All senses still. It’d be one thing if there were nothing happening outside. Every night, at some hour of darkness, everything […]
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