“You know … it could be so easy with all that is going on to just become a recluse. Many feel this way and unless things change … the great ‘unpricked’ cannot go anywhere in public anyway, so reclusive lifestyle is suiting many. Just keeping themselves to themselves.” (1) I just realized this morning that […]
Standing on the Mountain Top – Part 1/2
I read a passage from the Mother and it unleashed a vasana (or core issue) which I’m still in the midst of processing. Naturally I ran for the computer. The passage from the Mother was this: “You are already ‘in and out’ of the fulfillment of your ascension. “[What] is the final watermark? It is […]
Standing on the Mountain Top – Part 2/2
(Concluded from Part 1, above.) The vasana is a gigantic GRRRRR! to all the opposition I met along the way – opposition to doing what I’m happily doing right now. Why can’t we be allowed to do what we love and be financially supported? (Just wait for the Reval!) But then I realized that, without […]
Where the Road Leads – Part 1/2
Once one’s been bitten by higher-dimensional love, all one wants to do is to sing about it, share it, talk about it, etc. Which makes it understandable why Archangel Michael would say in a recent talk with Andrew, in considering our lightwork: “The only cautionary tale is what the Mother has said time and again […]
The Study of the Heart – Part 1/2
In my view, we live at three levels: intellectual, experiential, and realizational. As long as we remain, socially, at the intellectual level, we concern ourselves with right/wrong, good/bad, pleasurable/painful and other dualities. We don’t give much importance to feelings. Right/wrong and the rest at best give us the rewards of pride, self-satisfaction, conceit, arrogance, status […]
In Case We Go Dark
I’m getting a little teary-eyed here because, if the Internet does go down and we have three days of announcements and videos, it’s likely we’ll have the Reval as well. (The rumor is that the NPTB want to declare G/NESARA on October 15.) If the Reval happens, that’s 90 days vacation for me. So we […]
Calming Down, Looking Back
I can’t say that calm has entirely returned. I still feel shell-shocked and traumatized by everything that’s happened. But I’m more interested in discussing some of the growth and learning. The other things will diminish and fade out of memory, with me quicker than with many others! I’ve been cut down to size in some […]
Whatever Works
Download a copy of How to Process a Number One Upset here: https://goldenageofgaia.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/10/How-to-Process-a-Number-One-Upset-R13.pdf. Because there are unresolved, ongoing security risks, this vasana, most likely, will not subside the way others have. One side of me wants it to subside. The other side is asking me to stay awake to it because of the risks involved. […]
In My Opinion, It’s Essential
Sept. 28, 2021 This blog was started twelve years ago today – first as the 2012 Scenario and next as the Golden Age of Gaia. All this time it has survived by your generosity alone – no ads, no prices for books. We bow in gratitude to you. The blog began out of the inner […]
From Heavenly Clouds to Mud Bath and Back – Part 3
(Concluded from Part 2, yesterday.) Some time ago, the historian in me assigned myself the task of discovering the real reasons behind World War II. I watched a large number of documentaries. Those videos of courage in the face of fire and persistence through adversity are now arising in my mind and inspiring me. I […]
I’m Ready for That
All the time the tug of war between Alliance and deep state goes on – and I do watch it, whether or not I have the time to post on it. At the same time, and all the while these days, there’s a constant flow of love happening just below the surface. Whenever I turn […]
Emergence: From Hell to Breakfast – Part 2/2
(Concluded from Part 1, yesterday.) You remember I mentioned that I believe everything hid shall be made known? All of our hidden vasanas, I think, are rising to the surface. Some of them are really painful. Here’s a painful one for me. If my family followed a cycle of conflict, and I’ve now uncovered it […]
Emergence: From Hell to Breakfast – Part 1/2
I’m having a mini-full-life review here as a result of seeing my family script. (1) The memories are flashing by. I remembered that I liked being angry because when I got angry I fused together. I became my self again. I revelled in those moments. When I was not angry I was this dissociated, unsure […]
I Want My Happiness Back
Since seeing the two-handed script of my Mom and Dad arguing, I’ve been watching my moods, my inner chatter. (1) I’m seeing that the impact on me of watching their heart-breaking conflict, day in and day out, or whenever I ventured out of my room, (2) was way beyond what I’ve seen so far. For […]
An Almost-Near Near-Death Experience
Now that my parents’ two-handed card game of arrogance and depression is up to awareness, I’ve been observing how often it operates in me. The number of times I wince in a day is large and that wincing is me imitating my Mother’s reactions to my Dad. I hate the wincing. I feel like I’ve […]
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