Another item I’d like in the public record, so to speak, is this fragment from either 2016 or 2019, of another (perhaps fourth) experience of ecstacy.
I assert that we have small flashes of higher-dimensional states like love, bliss, and ecstacy all the time. But we put them down to a moment of happiness, a joyful thought, etc.
In fact, if one can recognize them for what they are – a wisp of love, bliss, or ecstasy, for example – they expand. They fill up the space.
Whether we’ll be permitted to fully experience them is another matter. I’d expect our experience to be moderated so we’re not outta here on the next train.
We on this blog are lightworkers. That means we agreed to stay and serve the invited guests at the banquet of Ascension.
That further means that our major enlightenment experiences await us after bidding farewell to the guests. But my experience should demonstrate that we’re given previews and allowed to make higher-dimensional visits.
As another aside, I’m astounded that I’m able to experience these higher-dimensional states myself and yet retain my everyday consciousness. You’d think not. I don’t know how that is.
But I’m committed to being here, rather than afar.
Back to our main topic. Let me add this undated fragmentary note to the record.
So far today the ecstatic state I’m in has survived several bus rides and a disappointing argument with a friend.
Even when I thought I had shut down, the ecstatic state remained. It was as if I was thrashing around in a bowl of milk. The milk remained after I finished thrashing around.
I suppose I should try to convey what I mean by the “ecstatic state.”
As high above ordinary love transformative love is, bliss is as high again; and ecstacy is as high again beyond bliss. So they’re like a stair step, in my experiencing.
While bliss is essentially a solitary state, for me, ecstacy is very social, although with a bias toward the quiet in everything. (1)
Except one’s chosen field of exploration, endeavor or enterprise. There, enthusiasm seems to be the order of the day.
But for all else tranquillity.
The ecstatic space sees me feeling no further trauma or pain or upset, no resentment, regret or vengefulness.
It feels totally content and satisfied.
The impact of feeling this way in bliss would have been to send me inside.
But the impact of it in ecstacy is to have me sit quietly and radiate love and bliss to everyone around me.
It doesn’t have me want to interact, necessarily. But it does invite me to radiate loving energy.
(1) I don’t feel social this time around. I feel much more sensitive to other people’s spaces. If I’m around fear, I feel like choking. The Mother described my state:
“Do not engage in the old. As I have said to you, there is no room, literally no breathing room, for the old illusions, the false beliefs. So if you are attempting to engage in those old patterns, you will literally feel as if you are choking. So avoid them.” (“The Divine Mother: My Tsunami of Love Will Shift You Permanently.”), channeled by Linda Dillon, January 30, 2014, at http://goldenageofgaia.com/2014/02/the-divine-mother-my-tsunami-of-love-will-shift-you-permanently/.)