I feel myself to be so far out on the skinny branches of self-revelation or transparency that I encounter resistance due to a fear of ridicule.
And then I read the encouragement in Blossom’s and Daniel Scranton’s channelings and I’m swinging from the skinny branches. (1) My courage is renewed.
I’m in a space of such sensitivity that any departure right now from what I feel is right or good or of love or light sets off a chain reaction in me of … dismay.
(Perhaps read Daniel’s channeling for a perspective on the way I feel.)
How long have I looked for a word to describe how I feel when I depart from my standards, my values? Yet now I can find it easily. There’s been a large let-go inside.
I can trace the vasana (or core issue) back. While away at McMaster University on an Exchange Scholarship in 1965-6, I wrote the Ubyssey (my home UBC newspaper) a silly letter.
My Mother clipped it out and sent it back to me with “Ugh!” written on it. That made a deep impression on me. That is the source of this vasana.
Ah, but notice this. Notice how easy it is to get to the source of a vasana these days? Just like that. Doesn’t that speak volumes in itself?
I can remember a time when I’d wait days for the source of a vasana to rise slowly to the surface. Then I’d be jumping up and down over what I saw. These were Eureka! moments. Now the vasana surfaces as a minor inconvenience, an ache in the stomach. I see the source of it and it’s gone.
And what was the source of it? I had a conniving thought. I was conniving, in the routine way one does in life when one wants one’s way.
And I felt dismayed. That says how fine my brrrrrrometer is getting. No, it doesn’t mean it’s cold in here. This device measures my teeth chattering on this white-knuckle ride!
I should be jumping for joy. But I’m new to these parts and still retain some of the bewilderment of the newly arrived.
Is it Ascension? No, Daniel Scranton clarified it.
“You get to decide which aspect of the fourth dimension you want to experience. There are lower aspects and higher aspects.” (2)
Of course. Each dimension has twelve sudimensions. Each plane has twelve subplanes. I’ve probably mounted a subdimension.
Michael talked to me about this back in mid-2016. Here’s his description then of the process I’m going through now:
Archangel Michael: You have experienced progressively, periods of unity, of transformative love, of ecstasy, of bliss that you feel (and I emphasize feel) come and go.
But every time, you have had this experience it has edged you up a level. (3)
There’s our answer.
Let me continue below.
(Continued in Part 2, below.)
(1) “The Federation of Light through Blossom Goodchild, Aug. 3, 2021,” “The 9D Arcturian Council: Take Yourselves to the 5th Dimension or Regress to 3D,”
I’d also have to add in “Matthew’s Message through Suzy Ward, Aug. 2, 2021,” , at https://goldenageofgaia.com/2021/08/02/matthews-message-through-suzy-ward-aug-2-2021/ What a power surge all three coming out within a day of each other was.
(2) Scranton, ibid.
(3) “Archangel Michael on Snaps, Expansion, and Ascension,” June 6, 2017, at https://goldenageofgaia.com/2017/06/06/archangel-michael-on-snaps-expansion-and-ascension/.