I joked to a friend that she was the quintessential female (action) and I was the quintessential male (stillness). And as I did so, I realized: I aspire to stillness. And I notice – because I’m using my awareness and my heart to penetrate into stillness – that stillness is prior to the divine qualities. […]
The Exploration of the Divine States
I’d like to continue the discussion we’ve been having about the divine states. We may find that we have to rewrite, relearn, and reprogram the way we “be with” them. In my experience, they need to be recognized to be fully experienced. It’d be as if bliss, love, peace, mastery, abundance, etc., were people passing […]
Why Do I Refuse to Do What’s Most Important?
I was working in my apartment when bliss suddenly arose. No warning. No reason I was aware of. It was a circumstance where, if I did not recognize it and allow it, it’d enter my experience for a second and then vanish. As if it just poked its head in. But I did recognize it […]
Peeling an Onion
I continue with my Ascension ethnography. One of the things I’m noticeing is that, when I considered any matter from the perspective of being a CEO of a large corporation, in the past, I always felt mixed emotions. My mind was divided. I had reservations. I was a house divided against itself. We have many […]
Standards Get Higher: Won’t Harm Any More
As we look forward to and prepare for the next event in our otherwise-gradual Ascension – a 4th-chakra heart opening – I keep hearing in my mind’s ear: The closer to the destination, the narrower the path and the straiter the gate. If Jesus didn’t say that, I think he should’ve. (Is that him laughing […]
That’s My Target
The Arcturians asked us to master every thought and feeling. I’d like to talk about mastering feelings for a moment. I watch myself and I see myself talking about things in a way that reflects how I feel – gloomy, depressed, elevated, happy. I “come from” the context of the feeling I’m presently experiencing. If […]
Managing Our Own Space
If we were really honest and looked very closely, I think we’d find that a great deal of our time is spent managing our own space, our space bubble, our field of experience. We’re either annoyed with it or motivated by it. We’re either seeing to its demands or contemplating it. But we’re constantly paying […]
Increasing Higher-Dimensional Awareness
If you think about it for a moment, the work I’m doing reparenting myself can also be seen as increasing higher-dimensional awareness. Think of it this way. The more I become in touch with Big Steve, my Adult, my Higher Self, the higher my vibration seems to become. It seems to raise my vibration to […]
Staying in My Adult State
Having said what I’ve said as prelude, (1) I want to pick up the reparenting that I’m doing to master every thought and feelings. (2) If I’m to succeed with the Arcturians’ challenge, staying in my Adult without lapsing into my Wounded Child again seems a move in the right direction towards self-mastery. In this […]
From the Humpty Dumpty Man to Here: Completing the Fear of Being Wrong
The electricity is still off. Evidently a transformer is down. The thought of climbing up twelve flights of stairs has me decide to remain here in the darkness. I’ve resolved to use this time to complete the experience of the fear of being wrong. If I put a dent in fear itself in the process, […]
Loving the Present Moment
I have two radically-different sides of myself. One side lives always looking to the next moment for pleasure and excitement. It never sinks into the experience itself but always looks for what’s next. First I’ll walk around the park; then I’ll go shopping; then I’ll research; then I’ll write an article. I feel happy at […]
Looking Blameless – Part 1/2
We invite you to make a monthly or one-time donation to the upkeep of the team. See below for details. I’d like to explore events that are happening on two different planes of consciousness. They therefore are not directly comparable so I’ll do my best. One is the exercise of the will. The other is […]
Looking Blameless – Part 2/2
We invite you to make a monthly or one-time donation to the upkeep of the team. See below for details. (Concluded in Part 2, today.) No Love So how’s that working for you? Kathleen would say. What are the costs of living life in this vasana-driven, reactivated way? It doesn’t matter that I’ve chosen this […]
Feeling and Observing, Without Acting
What I’m finding most difficult to do – and what seems to be the crux of the matter of raising, rather than lowering, my vibration – is to break the cycle between feeling a certain way and automatically acting in a way that I think I have to as dictated by that feeling. I feel […]
The Spirit-Body Complex
The relationships among the soul, the spirit, the mind, and the body are complicated. Vipassana meditation master S.N. Goenka used to speak about the “mind-body complex” and a “complex” it is. By “spirit” I mean the etheric or astral occupant of the body, which I experienced in 1977 in an out-of-body experience. But what I […]
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