Toward a World that Works for Everyone
The combination of processing my vasanas, patterns, and interests and exporting these gains to the outside (by interacting with people rather than fleeing from them) is revealing things to me. For instance, this morning, I re-connected with my happy self. I was about to shave and I remembered my Christmas as a shaving-cream Santa. In […]
Remaining aware of my issues, patterns, and interests, with my adult in the driver’s seat and me, the observer, in overall command, I seem able, if I wish, to remain fairly balanced, fairly “normal.” Part of the Arcturians’ challenge may have been met. (1) I may even soon be ready to offer my natural, innocent, […]
Suzanne Lie (who earlier used the pen name Suzan Carroll) recounts her first meeting with Illuminata Emaculatas, IlliaEm, an Arcturian Elohim, as far back as 1995. What IlliaEm has to say is as relevant then as it is now: Release memories of past, issues, and resentments and rise into the higher dimensions. She says: As […]
What I’m about to say is for me really important: Vasanas or core issues plus the counterproductive behavior patterns they give rise to are the major obstacle to having the world work. OK, OK, WE are the major obstacle to the world working. It couldn’t be any other way. I agree. But I’d like to […]
In the course of reparenting myself, I’ve now reached the point of imagining myself as having three sides (that I want to work with). I think of them as a triumvirate. The first is Big Steve, my Adult consciousness. The second is Little Steve, my natural, pure, and innocent Child consciousness. And the third is […]
If we were really honest and looked very closely, I think we’d find that a great deal of our time is spent managing our own space, our space bubble, our field of experience. We’re either annoyed with it or motivated by it. We’re either seeing to its demands or contemplating it. But we’re constantly paying […]
If you think about it for a moment, the work I’m doing reparenting myself can also be seen as increasing higher-dimensional awareness. Think of it this way. The more I become in touch with Big Steve, my Adult, my Higher Self, the higher my vibration seems to become. It seems to raise my vibration to […]
Today I vowed to encounter a feeling that I seem to dread experiencing. I’d never named it. I didn’t know what in the past it was connected to. I noticed I had the thought that I’d rather die than fully experience it. Linda Dillon calls this a “core issue.” I call it a “root vasana.” […]
Having said what I’ve said as prelude, (1) I want to pick up the reparenting that I’m doing to master every thought and feelings. (2) If I’m to succeed with the Arcturians’ challenge, staying in my Adult without lapsing into my Wounded Child again seems a move in the right direction towards self-mastery. In this […]
I’m going through a ridiculous dispute with PayPal. Clearly I’m reactivated. This is therefore a rant. They put a limitation on my account, which was cleared up – except for one thing. They needed documents to establish my identity. I furnished them with lots of documents, but there was a catch. All my official identity […]
After writing this article, I read Narendra Mishra’s reading, to be posted later today. In it, the Divine Mother tells us not to wait for an “event” but to do our work beforehand diligently. She said: “And will there be what you think of as the ‘mother storm’? The answer is yes. But do not […]
I turned to enlightened Gestalt therapist John Enright to help me figure out how being right works. However I felt that some of the distinctions he made are so enjoyable and provocative that I decided to share them raw. John made it his his intention to find out what made Fritz Perls such a successful […]
I’m learning so much from exploring this commanding attitude of taking charge. A few months ago, will reasserted itself in the Humpty Dumpty Man. Now he’s taking charge. I see this as part of a radical reconstruction of my self. The prostate surgery had something to do with it as well, AAM told me. Watching […]
This isn’t a year, it seems to me, to perpetuate old ways of being. It isn’t a year to continue acting according to standards we know are obsolete. At the same time, it isn’t a year in which we may intimately know what to expect. In fact we may know very little of what’s ahead. […]
