After writing this article, I read Narendra Mishra’s reading, to be posted later today. In it, the Divine Mother tells us not to wait for an “event” but to do our work beforehand diligently. She said:
“And will there be what you think of as the ‘mother storm’? The answer is yes. But do not simply look for a singular event. The reason I say this is because I fully understand my children, even though they think I do not! [chuckle]
“Too often, what occurs is like waiting for an occasion. So the humans do not do their work. (5) And you know, and I have taught you, that the undertaking of what you and I are referring to as the work, not merely spiritual, but physical, mental, emotional, on every single level. They will say, ‘Oh it is alright, I will wait for the event and I will awaken then. And until then I can simply live and continue on in my patterns.’
“So I do not say ‘ Oh, wait for the event and everything will be alright.’ No, what I say to you, what I say to everybody on this planet, and far beyond, is, ‘Prepare. Be vigilant. Be diligent.’”
Clearing vasanas and reparenting are my ways of “doing the work.”
Before I continue with my Ascension ethnography, I’d like to review the original challenge the Arcturians made in 2013, that lies behind my cleansing vasanas (core issues) and reparenting myself. The Arcturians through Sue Lie told me:
“You will be called upon to master EVERY thought and feeling. …
“Hence any thoughts or feelings that cause inner conflict of any form are best pulled into your conscious mind to be displayed as an experience. In fact, in 5D this will occur with your EVERY thought/emotion.
“Hence our leaders are having to totally hone this mastery of energy NOW.” (1)
It feels as if there’s been a steady flow of events that triggered one incomplete aspect of myself after another. Everything I was doing to myself and others to cause conflict came up and bit me on the rear.
In 2014, they repeated the challenge:
“You [will] have to be the master of your consciousness at all times.” (2)
In 2014 as well, in a general channeled message through Suzanne, they said:
“You must see yourself. You must be aware of what you are thinking, what you are saying, what you are doing and WHY. Why are you thinking that? Why are you saying that? Why are you doing that?” (3)
As a follower of the path of awareness, this suits me fine. I love maintaining awareness and I love awareness talk with others. I very seldom encounter it in the world any more. (4)
So you see me here, recording my noticeings as I “maintain awareness of myself,” the one agreement that people have on the awareness path.
This isn’t the Sixties. We’re about service now rather than self-exploration for its own sake. Not like there’s anything wrong with that. It’s just that the needs of the times have changed.
We’re about to meet the galactics and this calls for mature homo sapiens meeting other mature homo sapiens from far-off worlds in a way that succeeds and communicates.
What Archangel Michael says here would not have gone down particularly well in the Sixties, I think, but it’s very relevant today:
“Disciplined, self-directed life tendencies must be developed in order to develop intense mental clarity, along with an integrated personality that is dedicated and directed by the OverSoul/Higher Self.“ (5)
The self-examined and self-mastered life seems to be what Michael is pointing at. To even distinguish out the Adult within us is a major task. Then to install it in the driver’s seat and not drive the car unless it’s steering – all these are internal acts. There is no substitute for doing them oneself. I hope that self-mastery will be the outcome.
I call my Higher Self my Adult and Big Steve. More and more I’m making sure that he’s in the driver ‘s seat before starting the car. Or doing anything else for that matter.
Yes, “an integrated personality.” One that doesn’t bump and startle as we navigate the road of life. One that doesn’t need to make each interaction be about him or herself. One truly committed to the highest good rather than self-interest or personal reward.
So as I continue to reparent myself, to meet the Arcturians’ challenge of mastery over every thought and feeling, just know that this is what motivates me.
I feel vulnerable sharing a subject like reparenting myself. I’m out on the skinny branches. But I’m determined to meet the Arcturians challenge and with the recent news of the “imminent” delegations, I need to reparent myself by the shortest, most direct route.
(1) The Arcturians in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Suzanne Lie, Nov. 8, 2013.
(2) Ibid., July 22, 2014.
(3) “Message from the Arcturians: Walking The NOW,” channelled by Suzanne Lie, March 27, 2014, at https://suzanneliephd.blogspot.co.uk/.
(4) I maintain it as a conversation died in the 1982 Recession. A hard recession and a jobless recovery meant that no one had money for workshops and retreats. The growth movement died.
(5) Archangel Michael, “THE SEARCHLIGHT OF THE SOUL: YOUR TWELVE RAY CREATOR WHEEL,” transmitted Through Ronna Herman, LM-11-2015, at https://www.ronnastar.com/messages-aam/messages-aam/958-aam-11-2015.html.