I am at the moment processing a really persistent and deeply-rooted vasana (or core issue), which I’ve never even noticed till now because of its construction. (2) It’s a two-handed conversation, rather than a simple single voice. I’m going to call it a “nexus.” (3) One side of the conversation is hatred of the father. […]
Everything Incomplete is Arising
It sounds like, from what I’m hearing, we’re all finding ourselves strained at this point in time. My own version of it is that everything incomplete is arising. (Everything hid shall be known.) Everything not nailed down is flying through the air. All my dislikes, grievances, and resentments are coming up – not as thoughts […]
Pain: The Mental Component
I want to say at the beginning that I’m not talking about emotional pain, trauma, etc. That’s a different subject and a very difficult one. I recommend clearing emotional pain using the upset clearing process. (1) I’m talking about physical pain and I’m specifically relating to the pain in my knees from a newly-arisen case […]
How Do We Deepen Our Experience? – Part 2/2
(Concluded from Part 1, above.) I wanted to go deeper into my observation of the still space when suddenly a fear arose. I said to myself: If I go deeper, I invite a deep spiritual experience. Will that interfere with my work? The mere appearance of fear was enough of an obstacle to halt the […]
What Will It Take?
There’s so much bad news that I feel my stomach tightening up when I read my email, scan the news, or visit my favorite sites. Even though I know the eventual outcome will be wonderful, I sag from time to time. I’m to report the good, less of the bad, none of the ugly. But […]
A Miner Striking Paydirt
Aug. 22, 2022 = 8 + 2 +22 = 22 + 22 + 11 + 22 (As good as it’s gonna get) The reach of my observation keeps increasing. I’m now watching a decision I made some time ago extend itself throughout my consciousness. This is something that would have gone on in the background […]
Conditioning Ourselves to the Truth
I’d like to continue with the discussion I began yesterday, which keeps unfolding for me. It was the first time I consciously served as my own therapist and guided the listening process to a successful completion. It also showed how many vasanas, of increasing depth, are rising to the surface – at least in me. […]
Being a Second Self
Wow, just in posting an article on vaccine deaths, I had a strong vasana (core issue) go off. Just like that. No input from anyone else. That’s surprising. It suggests to me that the vibrations are getting more refined. Tsunami of Love, Porlana C, the Lions Gate – whatever the energy hitting us at the […]
General Cleanup in the World … and Me
I think the energies are forcing every last vasana (or core issue) up in us. Here’s one that’s up for me. I have an inordinate need for quiet right now and I’m sure it’s a problem for people around me. Anything carried to an extreme stands a good chance of being a vasana. So let […]
Freedom from Fear
There are degrees of freedom. At one end of the spectrum, there’s physical freedom, where all my limbs and organs are working and I can live without worrying very much about them. That’s a basic-level freedom. All the way at the other end of the spectrum, there’s ultimate freedom. We climb Jacob’s Ladder of consciousness […]
Freedom as a Divine Quality
Happy Canada Day, Canada! Chin up! Love will win. The days of abuse and corruption are numbered. For me to take steps to realize the magnitude of our planetary project, I first have to resolve all situations for me that remain unresolved. I need to be complete. Otherwise I don’t have a solid foundation from […]
Just Starting Out
One could see the process of uncovering or revealing the Self as akin to moulting. The crab doesn’t find itself. It moults a confining shell. If we go off in search of the Self, we’re busying the very one we want to “find.” “I’m searching for the Self.” “Go away. I’m busy.” “What are you […]
Not Another Lifetime of Perpetual Reactivity and Unrealized Potential
Having committed to the divine qualities, as a way of anchoring myself in them, what next confronts me are the reaction patterns that vasanas (core issues, early childhood trauma) give rise to. Up till now, I’ve been mainly concerned with my vasanas, and not with the automatic reaction patterns they give rise to. Commitment does […]
Finding Blame is like Making War on a Person
Gotcha! All our love goes out to the families of the murdered children in Robb Elementary School in Uvalde, Texas. I’m quite serious about needing to clean up as many of my vasanas as I can and the reaction patterns they give rise to, before the Reval. I watched a biography of Hitler the other […]
Does the World Have to Be Sick of It before We Act?
The suicides of Shanghai residents locked down in their apartments are horrifying. And nowadays the whole world is connected via the Internet. Everyone with a cellphone and access to the net is a news reporter. It feels like every city or town on Earth is virtually next door. All the more pain when we see […]