I want to say at the beginning that I’m not talking about emotional pain, trauma, etc. That’s a different subject and a very difficult one. I recommend clearing emotional pain using the upset clearing process. (1)
I’m talking about physical pain and I’m specifically relating to the pain in my knees from a newly-arisen case of rheumatoid arthritis.
The biggest observation I’d like to make is that I’ve found, by observing it, that physical pain contains a substantial mental component.
I was hobbling home from Safeway this morning and feeling pain in my right knee. And I really looked at that. In what way was it painful? And I distinguished a part of that pain which was, more, dread, expectation, and fear than pain.
Feel to heal, Kathleen says, and so, instead of resisting pain and trying to keep it at arm’s length with dread and fear, I experienced these feelings and, sure enough, fear and dread went on their way.
And they took with them about 60% of the pain. Sixty percent was due to me gritting my teeth, so to speak.
So the pain was now a mere muffled bark rather than a bullhorn.
Hmmmm….. I know if I shout “no!” at fear, it’ll go. If I stamp my foot, fear will also go. Now I see that there’s a heavy mental component to pain.
On a related subject, subsequent to my earlier article, (2) I had a couple of other interesting occurrences. I arrived at an understanding of how it would make good sense that I come down with a disability right at this point in time. Primarily because it would send me off to a med bed to be healed – and then I’d write about it. That made sense to me.
And, it having made sense, the condition lifted. Oh glory day! And I saw that the Mother could incapacitate me or give me the energy, power, and smarts that I need to get the job done.
OK. Good good. Then the next day it returned. How I interpreted that message was: “I the Mother can give you an illness and take it away. If you have an illness in this lifetime of Ascension, there’s a reason for it.
“Just be assured that the condition is temporary and that I want you to take it away using – and promoting – the new healing technologies.” That was my interpretation.
Again, once I’d made sense of it, I was able to accept that this condition is here for as long as it is.
One last thing. Just like many of you, I imagine, I have my vasanas (or core issues) going off like popcorn.
The financial stress and uncertainty we here live under, as do so many of you as well, could make my hands shake.
But instead I’m finding that it clears more and more obstacles from the way of my being fully surrendered to the Mother. That’s a very good thing.
And I can’t process an upset/vasana unless it’s an active volcano anyways. Only then can I see and experience everything about it. So in a time like this when the inner ring of fire is going off, I learn the most.
But that’s only managing my own ship and staying afloat. Meanwhile most of society is suffering in one serious way or another as the cabal, like Hitler, tries to take the world down with them.
(1) See Vasanas: Preparing For Ascension by Clearing Old Issues at https://goldenageofgaia.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/07/Vasanas-Preparing-for-Ascension-R10.pdf
Also watch any videos by Gabor Maté.
(2) “Fully Surrendered,”