You are far, far more than your ego would have you believe. Jesus through John Smallman, by email, Jan. 4, 2020 https://johnsmallman2.files.wordpress.com/2020/01/2020-01-04-jesus-audio-blog-for-saturday-january-4th.mp3 The changes essential for humanity’s awakening have been ongoing for a number of years now, and they will climax in 2020. There were many changes in 2019 that were quite astounding for large […]
No Earthly Master
I just realized that I serve no earthly master. I serve my heavenly master, Archangel Michael, and, behind him, the Source of All, the Divine Mother/Father God. But I mean I realized it. Not just experienced it or had a good thought about it. I just want to sit with that. I want to get […]
A Little More to Go
I hope my passing publicly through this redefinition phase is useful to you. It is to me. There’s still a little more to go. I noticed this evening that, in redefining myself, I only hurt if I threatened a self-image – such as by a loss of face, a loss of position, a loss of […]
Why am I Not Happy 100% of the Time?
I keep circling around the same puzzle, based on the same question: Why do I not feel happy all the time? Never mind any explanations or stories. I don’t care about the circumstances. Plain and simple: Why am I not happy 100% of the time? Happiness may not be your thing. Please substitute whatever you […]
Starting Over: Finding a Way to Forgive Ourselves
I have many reasons for wanting to take the Federation of Light up on its invitation to forgive in a general way, to totally forgive, to forgive everything. And, by the way, I have to acknowledge that Kathleen was saying this some time ago. I was not ready. One of the reasons is that resenting […]
Now or Never
I continue to focus my attention on how I am with other people, especially in conflict. I still spark and turn the other person into the enemy. I go out of relationship with them and break the connection over issues that arise. Recently Fedex lost a parcel of mine and I could have used the […]
How I See Myself
From observing myself, I’m becoming convinced that the most important factor in how I feel, how my health is generally, and how I feel about myself is how I see myself. I’ve sifted through everything – thoughts, feelings, vasanas, patterns, and interests – and what I see as the prime architect (1) of every action […]
The Wheel of Life: The Work Commitment Does
One of the awareness movement’s greatest contributions to us lies in the rich treasury of distinctions made about our ways of being. For example, here’s one from John Enright. According to him, we’re fairly predictable creatures. We follow a round of behavior which he called “the Wheel of Life.” Before I turn to John, I’m […]