Again the mysteries of the assassination attempt unfold. The Secret Service ignoring warnings of the shooter’s presence, them ordering the white-hat sniper not to shoot the deep-state shooter, trajectories, timing, etc. Questions arise on every side. While all this is going on, here I am exploring the path of loving kindness. I’ve followed the path […]
Never Let Your Guard Down
Growing up under a parent who served in the Second World War offered its challenges to me. Discipline was the back of the hand. I may as well have been in boot camp. I was a lazy no-good good-for-nothing because I liked to read rather than swim and golf and play tennis. At this very […]
Owning Our Shadow Side
I’ve come back from family violence severe enough to cause me to be dissociated for fifty years, during all of which I observed. And observed. And observed. As a result of it all, I feel qualified to comment on some of our ways of handling matters. In Mein Kampf, Hitler said to capture leadership of […]
Casting Down a Lack of Self-Confidence
Things are moving through me at such a rate that I may have to resort to posting notes if I’m to journal my own Ascension, as I agreed with Michael and the Mother to do. (1) Only if I write these things down will I remember them. Never mind what I ate for breakfast. Right […]
Bent Twigs Incline Trees
When I look back on the differences between my father’s WWII generation and my own, their Depression and then their war experiences seem to have colored their demeanor. Disciplined, cooperative, focused on a goal that everyone could get behind, they loved nothing more than to get together after work and cajole and reminisce. They swaggered […]
My Relationship to Anger is Changing
As the love energies increase on the planet, my relationship to anger is changing. The background is that my Dad shouted at me from inches in front of my face at age 7. My personality shattered. That bent the twig and the tree inclined in the direction of dissociation – for another 50 years – […]
Therein Lies the Work
If the Connecticut Yankee in King Arthur’s Court went forward in time to this age, what would he see? Well, first of all, he wouldn’t travel to King Arthur’s court; he’d be surfing the Internet. And his liege lord, Arthur, wouldn’t be worrying about his wife running off with his chief knight. The current ruler […]
Being a Maestro, an Orchestra Leader
I think it amazing the amount and depth of clearing that’s happening – for me right now – I assume it’s general. I’m usually a weather vane. Things 20-30 years old are coming up, with force. The only thing I can do when a sleeping volcano erupts is to make it short and hopefully scream […]
Is Time Running Out?
Anger is up for me right now, anger that has been suppressed for decades, that my Universal Self and Michael, I imagine, feel it’s now time for me to tackle. I can’t take this anger with me into the work I’ll be doing. And if I don’t get to the bottom of it now and […]
Things that Have to Go, New Year’s or Not
Another personality element that I have to draw on in building is experience as a military commander many centuries ago. Some of the skills are exportable; some not. The sense of reliance upon the group and of being powerless without their assistance is exportable. A sense of the need for sound and stable leadership towards […]
Changing My Vote on Change
The movie, Unsinkable, which had a free showing recently, was a toolbox of approaches to core issues – what I call vasanas – the karmic seeds of future action. (1) I noticed one place where our approaches differ. Unsinkable would have us change our thought patterns. I’ve only dabbled with that approach recently. Previously my […]
Connecting Past-Life Dots
Watching Unsinkable (1) last night has stirred up some things in me. I was already beginning to connect some past-life dots, but the movie raised more of the picture to my awareness. I had a past life as a military commander many centuries ago. The commander was full of anger and hatred toward his enemy. […]
Working with the Roots of Anger
I’m processing a non-directed vein of anger that’s arisen in me. I’m processing it as anger itself rather than as something connected to just one incident or issue. I want to deal with anger as an impulse. I thought anger worked for me at some point in my life, even though it didn’t. Now that […]
Experiencing Anger … for a Change
For the first time in memory, I got angry this evening and, instead of hurling allegations at another, who after all “made me mad,” instead of festering with it, instead of revenging myself on the other person, I opened to the experience of it. It turned out to be a feeling just like any other. […]
Not Another Lifetime of Perpetual Reactivity and Unrealized Potential
Having committed to the divine qualities, as a way of anchoring myself in them, what next confronts me are the reaction patterns that vasanas (core issues, early childhood trauma) give rise to. Up till now, I’ve been mainly concerned with my vasanas, and not with the automatic reaction patterns they give rise to. Commitment does […]
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