After the Reval, when Michaelangelo & Partners is irrigated, I don’t plan to play a very great role in finances; not much beyond the highest levels of policy. Archangel Michael said in 2016: “You are the vision holder. You are the bringer of inspiration. You are the one who is the catalyst and the vehicle, […]
Starting Over: Finding a Way to Forgive Ourselves
I have many reasons for wanting to take the Federation of Light up on its invitation to forgive in a general way, to totally forgive, to forgive everything. And, by the way, I have to acknowledge that Kathleen was saying this some time ago. I was not ready. One of the reasons is that resenting […]
Archaeological Dig into Strong Desire
I have (and I wonder if we have as well) many urgent needs, strong desires that I serve endlessly – and without question. An example would be a strong desire for affirmation that’s authentic and not manipulative. I was criticized as a child at the very time when a son wants a father to be […]
Did You Return to the Fray?
I personally don’t have as much time to process vasanas these days as I did a few years ago. I have to make room for speedier measures. And so today I just dug in and asked myself: What is the chief mischief maker? Never mind beating around the bush. Let’s get to the heart of […]
Welcome to the Third Dimension
I’ve traced this lack of compassion that I feel back to the crib. My arms were tied to the sides of the crib to stop me from scratching as a result of having excema. I was wheeled into the kitchen and left there all night no matter how much I cried. (1) I concluded that […]
Layer Upon Layer of Constructed Self
A friend called me the other day on not acting very compassionately. And she was right. There is a side of me that’s superficial, uncaring, unconcerned. I’m incredibly shallow about the world and I actually don’t know what to do about it. Seeing how shallow I am brings up fresh, new levels of constructed self […]
Three Windows into Vasanas
I’d like to post three discussions which are very relevant to anyone studying or processing core issues or vasanas. They tell us why it works to process them, how persistent vasanas are, and why there is no need to process beneficial vasanas. Why should we process our vasanas? Steve: The work we do in completing […]
Finding the Hope in Hopelessness and How 1+1=One
Finding the Hope in Hopelessness and How 1+1=One Kathleen Mary Willis, Voice of Freedom.ca, n.d. httpss://voiceoffreedom.ca/sacred-insights-2/ Much of my life I’ve struggled with depression. From that depressive place, I attracted situations of drama. Like attracts like. When I started sitting still — to feel into the pain of my depression — I began to understand […]
About-Turn
The combination of processing my vasanas, patterns, and interests and exporting these gains to the outside (by interacting with people rather than fleeing from them) is revealing things to me. For instance, this morning, I re-connected with my happy self. I was about to shave and I remembered my Christmas as a shaving-cream Santa. In […]
Sue Lie: My First Meeting with an Arcturian
Suzanne Lie (who earlier used the pen name Suzan Carroll) recounts her first meeting with Illuminata Emaculatas, IlliaEm, an Arcturian Elohim, as far back as 1995. What IlliaEm has to say is as relevant then as it is now: Release memories of past, issues, and resentments and rise into the higher dimensions. She says: As […]
Managing Our Own Space
If we were really honest and looked very closely, I think we’d find that a great deal of our time is spent managing our own space, our space bubble, our field of experience. We’re either annoyed with it or motivated by it. We’re either seeing to its demands or contemplating it. But we’re constantly paying […]
Original Challenge from the Arcturians
After writing this article, I read Narendra Mishra’s reading, to be posted later today. In it, the Divine Mother tells us not to wait for an “event” but to do our work beforehand diligently. She said: “And will there be what you think of as the ‘mother storm’? The answer is yes. But do not […]
Validating Oneself
I wrote an article the other day and was very pleased with myself. I found myself saying, “Yay, Steve,” and then I mysteriously broke down in tears. I realized at that moment that I’d been starved of validation from my Father as a young child and instead fed a diet of invalidation. The classic criticism […]
Reconstructing the Deconstructed Self
Eric Berne’s ego states are particularly helpful in looking at the operation I’m doing on myself. What Berne meant by “ego state,” I think, would be the same as what we mean by “states of consciousness.” “Ego’” here just means “I.” If I can adapt his terms, I grew up with a bad-parent ego state […]
I’m My Own Man
I can see that I’m on a journey of recovery, as are so many of us. The lessons of the journey seem to be cumulative. The experience of gentleness recently opened a new door of experience for me but it was also the latest in many lessons over time that were showing me the tremendous […]
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