I’ve shared with you, as we’ve gone along, how I’ve had puzzling experiences. One, that should have been seventh-chakra enlightenment (Brahmajnana or God Realization) might as well have been a movie because it lacked the bliss that would have elevated and expanded it into a realization. Whooosh! A brilliant river of gold passed over my […]
To Know God is not an Easy Matter, Until One Becomes a Knower of One’s Self
Ibn Arabi: “To know God is not an easy matter, until one becomes a knower of one’s self.” (1) Al-Ghazzali: “He who knows himself knows God.” (2) The illusory, apparently-individuated entity known as the “Self” is like a Babushka doll. Whatever its original form might have been, that’s the largest of the dolls. And we […]
Living in the Moment Can Be a Gamble – Part 1/2
This article is intended to be part of an ascension ethnography. (1) Hence it’s more detailed than normal, especially the footnotes. I apologize if it’s found to be too lengthy or detailed. It’s embarrassing to walk around with very little memory. The only thing that makes it bearable is that most of my friends are […]
It’s all Working, Just Slowly – Part 2/2
(Concluded from Part 1, above.) We heard the Mother casually drop the comment, “the life that you have designed – yes, with us – for yourself….” (1) I designed my life? With “us.” Who is “us”? (2) Based on what I’ve been able to piece together from other comments, that team for a lightworker angel […]
Stillness of Mind: One of Our Accepted Tools?
Notice this. In past decades we’d have said that a still mind would be immediately followed by some spiritual experience. No, not in my case. Still mind is still mind and I still walk around perfectly normal. I don’t even notice it as I go about my day. … Except … now that you mention […]
Archangel Michael on the Process of Lightworker Expansion and Learning
Never have we had so many glimpses into divine processes as this generation has from channeled sources. I’m amazed at this next conversation with Michael where he reveals how minutely the Company of Heaven works with lightworkers to encourage, tone things down, measure their maturity, and so on. And, in passing, he drops the lofty […]
AAM on Truncated Experiences (Repost)
It may be germane at this time to repost this partial March 10, 2017 transcript of a reading with Archangel Michael through Linda Dillon on truncated experiences. In this excerpt of my March 10 reading with him through Linda Dillon, Archangel Michael gave a full discussion of why there’s a need to truncate experiences at […]
What Does It Mean to Journey Within?
We’re commonly called to seek the Truth within or that God lives in the heart, etc. Consequently, we’re urged to journey within. Having seen the Self in the “seat of the soul,” the deepest part of the heart, (1) I know that “God lives within” and that “God lives in the heart,” in the sense […]
In Service to the Mother – Part 2/2
(Concluded from Part 1, above.) My thesis is that the celestials stage-manage our enlightenments and I don’t think we fully recognize the role they play. If we did, instead of fasting in the desert for forty days and forty nights, we might simply focus our love on them and invoke them and the universal laws […]
Mapping a Possible Soul Merge
I write this article for future Ascension mapmakers. I’m trying to draw new maps of Heaven and Nova Earth, as you know, and the territory has few known markers. On the difficulties this causes, take the case of the June 7 experience of desirelessness. What happened that day? What merged with me? It didn’t introduce […]
Love has Come Calling
I felt disturbed today. I felt at odds with myself. There’s no reason for it. Everything is going as well as it can. And so I looked. What is it that disturbs my day and won’t leave me alone. And suddenly I realized, love is trying to break out of me. Love has come calling. […]
The Higher Management of Our Enlightenment Experiences – Part 1/2
In the course of other research, I came across this quote from Sri Ramakrishna in which he talks about giving Swami Vivekananda an experience, probably of seventh-chakra enlightenment or perhaps a truncated higher experience. “Now the Mother has shown you everything. But this revelation will remain under lock and key, and I shall keep the […]
Not the Lifetime for the Non-Dual for Me
I was asked to speak from the non-dual level where all that’s happening is seen to be illusion. The non-dual, the One is the Truth. Ultimately and absolutely. I bow before the Absolute Truth. Despite this fact and despite having been outside this dimension several times on what Michael describes as “visits,” (1) it isn’t […]
The End of the Road
On Nov. 7, 2020, the Divine Mother gave us our mission: “This Pause gives you the time, the critical time, to go deeply within your heart and truly examine what lies there. This Pause that I give you gives the time to be the observer. You have done the participant; now be the observer and […]
Point of Awareness in an Ocean of Love – Part 1/2
2022: I no longer believe that our individuality disappears after we go Home to Mother/Father One. My job, when people come here (and I speak as an individual editor), is to lay out the details of what’s happening right now and speed you on your way. As a pillar, I stay till the end of […]