I write this article for future Ascension mapmakers. I’m trying to draw new maps of Heaven and Nova Earth, as you know, and the territory has few known markers.
On the difficulties this causes, take the case of the June 7 experience of desirelessness. What happened that day? What merged with me?
It didn’t introduce itself. It didn’t pass me a business card. It didn’t even ask my permission!
Hatonn, Matthew, and Ashtar through Suzy Ward say it was probably not a walk in. (1)
OK, but what was it? Because I merged with something. I can’t bring myself to deny the experience. I’m left to look for evidence or intuit.
And then I remember here as well: I’ve been here before. I’m convinced I had a merge with the Oversoul or Universal Self in 2017, such as Michael describes here:
“For many, it resulted in a Soul merge, and others who had already awakened to their Soul Self were ready for a merge with a facet of their Higher Self.” (2)
Undoubtedly these are moderated or toned-down experiences or else in all likelihood I’d be gone back to wherever I came from.
Here then is the 2017 description I gave of a soul merge with my 7th-Dimensional Oversoul. (3)
“‘Is This What You’re Looking for?’ – Part 1/2, August 21, 2017, at https://goldenageofgaia.com/2017/08/21/289210/.
To return to the vision, when I saw my Higher Self, I was awestruck. I saw a knight in shining armor, mounted on a white horse and holding a lance. …
Upon trying on the notion that the man I saw in my vision was actually a higher-dimensional version of me, it and I began to merge.
How can I describe merging? Let me look for a metaphor that both of us can agree on. Here’s my metaphor, aimed at the experiential level. Remember that a metaphor only captures some of the similarities, not others.
Imagine a large piece of blotting paper. Pristine and pure. Suddenly wet patches begin to show on it. Gradually wetness pervades the whole of the blotting paper.
I was that blotting paper and my Higher Self was the water. When I was soaked through and through, who was I? The “water” or the “blotting paper”? Or water-and-blotting-paper?
All I know is that, before the merging, there had been a subject and an object, me and the man in the vision. After recognizing it as my Higher Self and merging with it, as I did with the divine states of bliss and peace, there was only a subject.
It feels as if the everyday man is the one that remains. I hear Michael saying that I need to keep my feet on the ground. And, for many reasons, I do. …
Our Higher Selves are magnificent. It’s just as Sanat, Jesus, and all the masters say: We truly are great masters on the higher planes. …
Those aspects are us. We are One and connected, like a slinky going downstairs. The fact that one part is on one stairstep and the other is on another does not break the connection.
On another occasion, Michael described the results of such an experience:
“One of the greatest gifts awaiting those who are now resonating with the frequencies of the higher Fourth-Dimension is access to the etheric White Fire Memory Seed Atoms within the OverSoul-Self, which contain the many attributes, qualities, virtues and talents for this lifetime.” (4)
I did indeed notice an uplevelling of my experience as of June 7. I found myself suddenly feeling confident, competent, self-trusting, grounded, balanced, peaceful, and desireless. (5)
I remember saying that it felt like I was now capable of doing the work asked of me.
The fact that I experienced a terrific uplevelling of experience from an occurrence that lasted no more than a few seconds should demonstrate to us how we’ll get from wherever we are to a place of feeling confident and competent about the work ahead of us. The Company of Heaven will give us what we need, exactly as you’re seeing here.
I never know ahead of time what tomorrow will bring. I just allow the Mother to show me her Will.
So this experience is one dot for future Ascension mapmakers to connect. Meanwhile, for us here, it shows us the ways the Company of Heaven can work with us to get us ready for largescale service … or whatever service we prefer.
(1) “My trio [Hatonn, Matthew, and Ashtar] don’t think there was any walking-in.” (Suzy Ward to Steve Beckow, June 22, 2021.)
(2) “Archangel Michael: Are You Ready to Embody Your Sacred Fire Energy?” Channelled through Ronna Herman, November 29, 2013, at: http://www.ronnastar.com/messages-aam/latest.html.
(3) I know what the Oversoul feels like. I had a second experience of it at a meditation retreat somewhere around 2007. It felt regal. Michael and I discussed it:
Steve Beckow: I had an experience at a meditation workshop in which I felt regal. It was a partial experience [it lacked bliss]. Can you tell me what that part of me was that I accessed.
Archangel Michael: … Your Highest Self, your Oversoul, is very regal.
SB: So that was an experience of the Oversoul.
AAM: Yes. (Archangel Michael in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, Sept. 13, 2011.)
(4) See “Desirelessness,” June 15, 2021, at https://goldenageofgaia.com/2021/06/15/desirelessness/ and “And Here It Is,” June 11, 2021, at https://goldenageofgaia.com/2021/06/11/and-here-it-is/.
Again this dot connects with what the Lord Arcturus told me about my own soul design:
Lord Arcturus: A very good design team [contributed] qualities or aspects, understandings … talents, capacities that would serve you and in turn, of course, serve the grander Plan, the collective, and ultimately the Mother. (The Lord Arcturus in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, June 12, 2019.)
(5) “Michael through Ronna: The Memory Seed Atoms Within Your Soul,” July 1, 2019, at http://goldenageofgaia.com/2019/07/01/michael-through-ronna-the-memory-seed-atoms-within-your-soul/.
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