When social divisions run as deep as they’re doing right now, I find myself forced back onto myself. The same situation arises when I go, or anyone else I imagine goes, up a social or vocational ladder. The higher I go, the more I’m thrown back on myself. And if the situation in question […]
Change of Mind vs Change of Vote
Up till now, I’ve been using the phrases “change of mind” and “change of vote” interchangeably. But the more I observe myself, the more I see it’s more useful to distinguish between them. I have to back up a bit to illustrate the difference between them. I remind you of how things appeared to me […]
Binding Our Wounds; Changing Our Attitude
The work of binding our wounds in society as a result of the deep state’s “divide and conquer” policies is one of restoration – about which I know ever so little – and changing our attitude – about which I’m learning more and more. What I’m learning is that, for me, changing our vote and […]
Squeezing the Orneriness Outta Me
I got what’s happening right now. It’s very embarrassing to talk about it but this is my job. The pummeling doesn’t stop. One crisis after another, large or small. The emotional truth is that whatever I turn my hand to right now does not work. So “it feels like” I’m carrying a a large rock […]
A Week of Disasters? Not Really
On a very small sample of one (me), I think we may have moved from the wash cycle into the wringer. What? We don’t use wringers these days? OK, OK. Neither did I. I call it that because the last week has been a week from hell for me … and I’ve greatly benefited from […]
“Damn the Torpedoes” Won’t Work Any More
The whole other thing that resulted from this incident of my own making three days ago (1) was that I had another flash or gestalt (seeing the whole thing in a moment of illumination), which I’d like to discuss. I’d like you to regard this as the kind of flash that has us change our […]
Inner Draw —> Change of Vote
I’m watching something happen within myself which is subtle, but tangible nonetheless. At any point in time, other things compete with it for my attention. At any time, I could be distracted and forget about it. And almost always, I am distracted and forget immediately what I may have noticed. The tenuousness of the […]
Our Opponents Accuse Us of the Very Crimes They’re Committing – Part 1/2
I can’t write about something I don’t know about. Before a few years ago, I could not write about what’s happening to children underground. As far as I knew, nothing was happening. Now I know things I could not possibly write about without secondarily traumatizing you and having you put down your computer and […]
The Impact of a Change of Vote
Our love and blessings go out to President Trump as he responds to the sealed indictment this week. Blossom’s Federation said these events will see the beginning of “Phase 2.” SG Anon in File 47 also said this marked a new phase. But, while having one eye on what’s happening there and elsewhere, I still […]
It’s Time to Emerge from Self-Doubt
Our loving thoughts are with the victims of the earthquakes in Turkey and Syria. Further to our conversation in “Past-Life Connection,” (1) I took another step today in what I call “emergence.” (2) Emergence for me means to step forth or stand forth from our limitations, our vasanas as a class of phenomena, our feelings […]
A Radical Change of Vote
Over the years, I’ve regarded “positive thinking” as naive and simplistic. I’ve seen it as papering over reality, confining spontaneity, etc. I’ve preferred such things as “truth” and “authenticity” to it. However, recently, having had a vasana go off related to long bank lineups, I delved more deeply. I began to see that my support […]