Our love and blessings go out to President Trump as he responds to the sealed indictment this week.
Blossom’s Federation said these events will see the beginning of “Phase 2.” SG Anon in File 47 also said this marked a new phase.
But, while having one eye on what’s happening there and elsewhere, I still am drawn into deep introspection.
What I’m looking at right now is the result of my having changed my vote around a year ago from coming into life from the negative side to coming into life from the positive. May I?
In past centuries, a “change of vote” might have been what was meant by the word “repentance” or “going another way.”
I knew when I had actually changed it. The moment of shift was unmistakeable. The amount of tension I dropped with that decision could not be missed.
I fantasize that someone could have heard it in my voice if we were speaking.
To change my vote, I had to reach a very deep place within myself. All the other attempts at changing it were at best superficial.
There’s a spectrum, it seems, from “just saying anything to get myself off the hook” to “changed my vote.” Since we very seldom reach “changed my vote,” we keep thinking that our half-hearted efforts will have done the trick – only to find they haven’t.
I know that was the case with me in relation to my Dad. I kept thinking I’d reached the bottom of that one.
But because I hadn’t reached a deep enough place within myself, for whatever reason, my vote had not changed. (1)
There was some niggling part of me that was holding out for hating my Dad. I was getting biscuits from it, rewards, payoffs that outweighed the costs at that moment.
That part kept the flame of anger alive. And that might be sufficient to keep me estranged from higher-dimensional love. I don’t know. I haven’t watched it to find out.
Returning to my recent change of vote, as a result of it, I’m making one hopeful, uplifting discovery after another.
For instance, I sometimes hear myself laugh and it’s so tension-free, I’m amazed.
This ease in my laugh is a discernible physical change. I imagine it came about partly because of the rising energies and partly because of the change of vote.
I feel love as I pay for my groceries at the checkout. The cashier responds to me in an unexpectedly friendly manner. I’m surprised. Is this me?
Prudence? I’m so careful with what I say, these days, having strewn the path with wreckage in the past. I’m even patient. Me? Patient?
OK, I exaggerate to make a point. I’m amazed at some of the changes that came about as a result of changing my vote.
I hear Kathleen saying, “How’s it working for ya?” Well, now I can say it’s working fine. Before I changed my vote, it wasn’t working at all well. I can’t believe how low I could tolerate being and still function.
If I had lived only three score years and ten and then departed, I’d have never reached in this lifetime a point of being clear of my early-childhood trauma. I’d have to return to the same underlying karmic issues (forgiveness) next lifetime. (2) And the next and the next.
I recall Paramahansa Yogananda saying that we actually clear very little karma in any one lifetime.
Looking back on changes of vote as a class of things, I now see that, whenever I think I’ve changed my vote but feel any kind of hesitation or resistance, I need to keep pressing on if I’m sincere in my intentions.
Any kind of hesitation or resistance says I don’t really intend to change my vote. And so the condition lasts. I probably get no divine response to it; it isn’t time yet.
Even holding out a small bit is still like a puncture in a tire. The tire still deflates. How many times has Michael said to me, we saw that you really meant it this time (as with “System Restore”). (3)
I’ll know when I’ve changed my vote. The truth will set me free. There will be both a resonance and a release.
I’ll have created space, the space in which miracles can happen. The discussion Michael had with me after the 2015 heart opening is relevant here; let me quote it at a little length:
“This occurs, not merely because you have asked for it, but because you (and this does apply to the collective) have done your, can we say, your homework, your due diligence. What we mean by this is simply, think of it in spatial reality, time and space reality: you have created the space for this [energy of love] to, not only pass by you like a passing breeze or a rain, but to anchor within you because there is a sense of this spaciousness within thee. …
“When one is clinging to core issues, to fear, to lack, to limitation – you know the list – there is not that sense, not only of spaciousness, but of acceptance, allowance, readiness and even permission. Because as you know, we continually say that we will never override your free will.
“So, if the will, either actively or subconsciously, is actually choosing to still engage in the issues or the drama, then although we are standing at readiness and still penetrating you, that open door is not there. ” (4) [My emphasis.]
Centuries ago, this conversation would not have been possible. Almost everyone would be concerned with the business of survival. No vocabulary would have existed or have been in use that would allow these ideas to be expressed and received. That is, if most people could read, which they could not. And if the prevailing religious officials allowed such heresy as I’m speaking right now without burning me at the stake, which they probably would!
But here we are not only discussing it, but fully expecting the increasingly-rising love energies on the planet to bring us into the experiences we’re here talking about.
In summary, changing our vote, in my opinion, should be seen as one tool in the lightworker’s toolbox to fully open to the energies that we’re at present bathing in. These energies will one day reach a climactic point where they’ll sweep through us and transform our lives, as the Mother foretells:
Divine Mother: Love will sweep you and the planet, and in many ways, dear heart, that is Ascension. …
And it does sweep you away. That is what I mean by the surrender and the bliss. And, make no mistake about it, you do leave your body. And you inhabit your body.
You explode and you feel all the energies of the universe. And then, because you are becoming attuned to that feeling, that ecstasy, it steps down, and then you anchor it within your expanded field. (5) [My emphasis.]
That is what we have to look forward to, on the other side of the mayhem and disarray the deep state are subjecting us to as they lose their grip on power and gradually disappear from view.
We’ll see a parting of the ways (6) and a gathering of momentum for the ascension of consciousness on Planet Earth, just as the Mother described it here.
(1) From now on, if I find myself resisting, I’ll suspect right away that I will not have changed my vote and check it out.
(2) The fact that we return to the same issues lifetime after lifetime is what makes the sacred arc from God to God a spiral. See “Sacred arc and spiritual spiral” in The Purpose of Life is Enlightenment at https://goldenageofgaia.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/07/Purpose-of-Life-is-Enlightenment-3.pdf , pp. 13-4.
(3) See “System Restore” in An Ascension Ethnography at https://goldenageofgaia.com/wp-content/uploads/2023/03/An-Ascension-Ethnography-8.pdf, pp. 60-3.
(4) Archangel Michael in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, March 13, 2015. [Hereafter AAM.] Also “Activating the Wellspring – Part 1/2,” March 14, 2015, in An Ascension Ethnography, ibid., at 87-93.
(5) “The Divine Mother: You Are Experiencing Love in Ways that You Have Not Known Before,” at https://goldenageofgaia.com/2013/11/the-divine-mother-you-are-experiencing-love-in-ways-that-you-have-not-known-before/.
Archangel Michael: In the very last second, all they need to say is yes, and allow themselves to be flooded by what you can think of as a tidal wave of energy that will sweep the planet. (Archangel Michael in a personal reading with Steve Beckow, “Reading with Archangel Michael through Linda Dillon, August 1, 2011, at http://stevebeckow.com/2011/08/reading-with-archangel-michael-august-2-2011-part-1/.) [My emphasis.]