Toward a World that Works for Everyone
I know who I am. What? Am I waiting for the Mother to have to do the job a second time? No. I need to deepen into the experience that I’ve already had. Is that not the meaning of all the parables of seed being given to sons. The one who planted it and cultivated […]
It’s 4 am. I’m awake and I’m torn between going back to sleep and writing this down. Something tells me I should bite the bullet and write it down. If I were to summarize how I feel after having briefly experienced the Self, I’d say I feel freer, freed up, released. Freer in every respect. […]
I read you some passages from the enlightenment literature which described the experience I had at Xenia. (1) That experience is now lifting. I’d like to explore those passages in more depth here, especially on the impermanence of spiritual experiences, what Werner Erhard once typified as “get it and lose it, get it and lose […]
What I wanted to report today was that I now see the attraction of asceticism to the desert fathers. I think it was all about coming to total stillness and silence. I don’t think they would have thought that, in that stillness and silence, the Self would be known. (1) I don’t think they thought […]
I had a reading with Archangel Michael Sept. 21. Of the experience he said: “The challenge has been (and you have recently gone through this and this is why we are talking about it) to come to know yourself the way the Mother knows you, the way the Mother trusts you, the way the Mother […]
I create my readings schedule with Linda at the end of each year for the next year. So having a reading on Sept. 21 was planned last December and the trip to Xenia was only planned since the middle of this month. So no coincidence! Here’s how Archangel Michael described the experience. I found his […]
First of all thank you to MB for having so generously treated me to a vacation. I very much needed it and it was wonderful. On the last day … the last morning … a few hours before leaving Xenia Retreat Centre on Bowen Island near Vancouver, I had the breakthrough I’d been hoping for. […]
I’ve just had what I consider to be a momentary glimpse, a trailer, a preview of the space of the Father. Though brief, it was a genuine moment of seeing, a peak moment. I neither want to overplay nor underplay it. I learned much from the experience. After it had passed, I found myself being […]
I am a timeless being. Everyone is a timeless being. We step into and out of physical bodies. We look out from every pair of eyes. We manipulate the levers of our human form. And then, when it’s no longer needed, we step out of the body and carry on. We return to the beginning, […]
June 3, 2011 I must finish this write-up of the two experiences I had at a recent meditation retreat, not because they’re interesting unto themselves but because you may find yourself facing the same experiences. As I said earlier, I firmly believe that we wouldn’t be enjoying 2012 blogs and discussion groups unless we were […]
There’s a place called “Normal.” It’s also called “Original Innocence” and “the Natural Self.” In this place, the experience of love is normal. The experience of fear is not. In it, the experience of safety is normal. The experience of dread is not. In it, the desire to share is normal. The desire to hoard […]
I had my first glimpse of the natural Self today. The duration of it would have been the same as the time passed looking at faces in the crowd as the train pulls away. There were the obstructions – thoughts and feelings – and then, in the space between them, there was the default, the […]
I can see a time when our global society “returns to normal.” Can you imagine the impact that would have on us? To leave the house and not lock the door? I can remember when we did. Everything delivered to your front porch and never stolen. Lock your bike? No. Why? That was normal and, […]
I’ve now had the kundalini rise to my crown chakra, again due to work I’m doing with a clairsentient and the rising energies. But I know, without having to ask, that the Company of Heaven is muting the experience. (1) They are because I need to remain here, with my feet on the ground. So […]
I’m back in my natural state again today. It occurred during the middle of having a Skype-message chat with Andrea. For the third time, I was already in it before I realized I was. So first the state and then the recognition of it. What that means is that the student of awareness has an […]
