This experience happened perhaps a week ago but the write-up was nudged off the publication schedule by 9/11 coverage. Again I continue ethnographically while I regain my health and momentum. I’m going through an experience at the moment that I can only compare to moulting. Or perhaps cracks opening in my body and my body […]
A Miner Striking Paydirt
Aug. 22, 2022 = 8 + 2 +22 = 22 + 22 + 11 + 22 (As good as it’s gonna get) The reach of my observation keeps increasing. I’m now watching a decision I made some time ago extend itself throughout my consciousness. This is something that would have gone on in the background […]
This Hesitancy to Trust
While looking for something else, I came across this sentence from Michael: “This hesitancy to trust … is also, of course, as you well know, a hesitancy to trust oneself, to trust that in fact what you feel about yourself is trustworthy.” (1) When I read it I nearly swooned. At that moment I felt […]
Experiencing Anger … for a Change
For the first time in memory, I got angry this evening and, instead of hurling allegations at another, who after all “made me mad,” instead of festering with it, instead of revenging myself on the other person, I opened to the experience of it. It turned out to be a feeling just like any other. […]
My Life as Complaint Disappears
What is absolutely in balance? The Father. Absolute stillness and silence. When the Father stirs, we call her the Mother (mater, matter). Movement begins with her. She says: Divine Mother: I am thought of in many forms — as Mary, as Shakti, as Marḗ, which is very close because it is the word for ocean […]
This “Me” Does Not Exist. But “I” Do
I’ve just had the clearest example of someone on the other side sending me an urgent bulletin. Both the bulletin and the sending are interesting. I was wrestling with what caused inner turmoil and turned my attention to the “personality.” And then came a moment of clear, heightened seeing when I said to myself: I […]
Water It with Stillness and Feed It with Silence
This is an entry in my Ascension ethnography. Jesus said: “Where you have need to turn, my brothers and sisters, is inward, deep to the core of your being. I do not speak of the personality that is present in this lifetime but rather of the soul essence, the full design that has been activated […]
Bringing Light Up from the Heart
Let’s hope I can make a few notes here, the bliss is so tangible. (This illustrates what the Mother said about too much bliss incapacitating a person for this work.) (1) I’ve just discovered that I can bring light up from my heart in the same way that I’ve been able to bring up love. […]
Could It Get Worse Before It Gets Better?
Glenn Beck just aired footage of numerous people in Shanghai jumping from their apartment balconies and windows to their deaths. No, I’m not going to post it here. (1) I’m sickened by the spectacle and ashamed to be part of the human race at this moment. As within, so without. As without, so within. The […]
Spiritual Exploration
What follows is stream of consciousness following a brief experience of higher-dimensional peace, yesterday (Jan. 14). The ease with which words are flowing these days should not be overlooked as an indication of what expansion awaits us when what these brief experiences foreshadow becomes “real.” I imagine my experience of peace being like granite yesterday […]
Wrestling a Nasty Energy, Before My Morning Joe
Good morning, everyone. It is Dec 29 2021 and welcome to Planet Earth. My morning started early as most of my awakenings do. My super loving cat jumped up on the bed as she always does. Time to curl up close and purr with no regard to whether I was awake or not. As long […]
Four Phases of Awareness: Not by the Clock
Dedicated to my brother, Paul. If I can indulge myself in a fantasy for a moment amid all the hubbub at this time of year, on top of the lockdowns, child rescue, sexual harassment, climate change, and the fall of the cabal…. I forgot Evergrande? Chinese dams breaking? Weather-warfare tornadoes? Excuse me. On top of […]
That is My Destination
All we are at one level of reality, as I’ve experienced, is a point of awareness in a sea of love. (1) Michael referred to that state when he described us re-emerging from the heart of One: “When you go home, … you can reunite in the heart of One. … [After a rest] you […]
Steps in My Own Emergence – Part 1/2
“You know … it could be so easy with all that is going on to just become a recluse. Many feel this way and unless things change … the great ‘unpricked’ cannot go anywhere in public anyway, so reclusive lifestyle is suiting many. Just keeping themselves to themselves.” (1) I just realized this morning that […]
Ascension is like Changing the Channel
I am a day closer to reunion with God. By “Ascension,” I don’t mean to suggest we’re going anywhere. The nearest physical comparison is to say we’d be changing channels on the TV. Just as all television signals are simultaneously in the room I’m sitting in, so are all dimensions. They co-exist in the same […]
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