Toward a World that Works for Everyone
I keep going back and forth, debating whether I should share this. On the one hand, I feel blocked until I do. And on the other hand, I get signals that it’s wanted. So as part of an Ascension ethnography…. I have to preserve confidentiality so let’s just say that, after a long time of […]
Ibn Arabi: “To know God is not an easy matter, until one becomes a knower of one’s self.” (1) Al-Ghazzali: “He who knows himself knows God.” (2) The illusory, apparently-individuated entity known as the “Self” is like a Babushka doll. Whatever its original form might have been, that’s the largest of the dolls. And we […]
I’ve spoken a few times on the process of emergence that I believe all lightworkers – and perhaps everyone on the planet – is going through. (1) I’ve never really examined it from the standpoint of being called forth and calling myself forth. Let me bank on a familiarity with the process of emergence and […]
Three days till 11/11. When, at Xenia Retreat Center in Sept. 2018, I ventured in meditation into the very bottom of my heart, the depths of my heart, called the Seat of the Soul, I there found the Light of the Self. (1) But, after the experience, I was filled with doubts. The soul doesn’t […]
The best representation of my Higher Self as he appeared to me (1) The degree of influence of the Higher (Seventh-Dimensional) Self, the Oversoul, on us seems to determine the degree to which we can be stalwart, valiant, determined. The extent of courage of the Higher Self is such that we can “import it” or […]
I lost my shoulder bag yesterday and was despondent and disappointed. So long as I was emotionally down, I wasn’t available to my mission. I was despondent because I had once again lost something with mission relevance: My driver’s license was in it; that had me worry about identity theft. At the same time I […]
The toned-down Self I saw was luminous rather than brilliant While I’m aware of the actor/participant or “witness” in the drama of my life, and while I’ve even seen a moderated or toned-down version of it, (1) I personally wouldn’t say that I’ve realized it. I’ve called realization seeing from a higher level, (2) which […]
I asked Lady of the Light if I could post her email about her own spiritual experience, in response to a comment on GAoG. She allows me. “Lose the discrimination between the Real and the unreal, between the small ‘s’ self and the Big ‘S’ Self, and we lose the only purpose of life: To […]
As I’ve said before, if I didn’t write down a description of these experiences at the time, I’d never remember them. I’d like to repost an account of an experience of merger with my Higher Self. I remember only a very few details now. Unless I’m mistaken, what is being displayed is my Seventh-Dimensional Self, […]
I’d like to take a very simple example of dawning awareness and use it to illustrate the levels of knowledge (intellectual – experiential – realizational). I had the awareness dawn earlier today that I can’t change a person’s behavior; the most I can do is model the alternative. No big deal unto itself, but it’s […]
I’m watching charges and counter-charges fly on the political scene, threats and counter-threats. The biggest is: The President threatens to pack the Supreme Court. The Court responds by taking on a case that could unseat the President and Congress. All is up in the air. As a student of awareness, I’m watching the impact on […]
The field of study that I come alive in is the field of awareness. It’s been called Zen, open mind, stillpoint, etc. Whatever the name, it involves stilling the mind, observing, and noticing, without judgment. (1) The basic agreement of the field is to remain aware of oneself. In the process, I noticed recently that […]
Psst! Over here. Yah, you. Come over here. Listen. I’ve just been waiting for someone like you to come along. I wanna tell you a secret. Here it is. Ready? The Self lies in the seat of the soul. Yah, yah, yah, that’s what I said. The Self lies in the bottom of the heart, […]
Having fully surrendered the other day, (1) my ability to breathe love up from my heart has risen dramatically. It’s now crystal clear to me that love is the only reality. And when I say that to myself, I end up in a space of deep love – and with it peace and serenity. Also, […]
I’ve been relating for many years how in meditation one day I entered into the heart chamber and found myself flying fast within it until I reached a cul de sac. I shared how there, to my left, was a smaller antechamber with a ledge, upon which “sat” the radiant Self. I told you how […]
