From all your responses to Deann’s article, I feel much more aware of where you’re at. I’m in a similar place. I don’t feel “fed” by news of the cabal’s crimes and their takedown or the slow unfolding of the Reval. I need more nourishment. Let’s dig instead into what it’d take to build a […]
Dawning Awareness
It’s 4 am. I’m awake and I’m torn between going back to sleep and writing this down. Something tells me I should bite the bullet and write it down. If I were to summarize how I feel after having briefly experienced the Self, I’d say I feel freer, freed up, released. Freer in every respect. […]
Life as a Gymnasium
No experience should be wasted. Even when I drop a brick on my own foot, it shouldn’t be wasted. Apart from my egregious misappraisal of the man I heard speaking [Lindsay Graham], I did get to watch myself in the situation that resulted. Years ago I would have dropped through the floor. For months afterwards […]
Experience Dissipating
I read you some passages from the enlightenment literature which described the experience I had at Xenia. (1) That experience is now lifting. I’d like to explore those passages in more depth here, especially on the impermanence of spiritual experiences, what Werner Erhard once typified as “get it and lose it, get it and lose […]
How to Integrate?
How does one integrate this knowledge? Or is “integrate” the right word? “Deconstruct” may be better. There’s so much that needs to be let go of, so many views that no longer fit. Which am I – the person I was yesterday that fit in or the person I am today that more often now […]
Never Expected It
What I wanted to report today was that I now see the attraction of asceticism to the desert fathers. I think it was all about coming to total stillness and silence. I don’t think they would have thought that, in that stillness and silence, the Self would be known. (1) I don’t think they thought […]
Sovereignty
We talk about “sovereign,” “independent,” and “free.” Or “standing in our own power” and similar phrases. Well, I’m now in the space they point to and, being in that space and looking at it, hmmmm… I don’t know how to describe it. Very reflective. Calm and stable. Not moved by very much now whereas before […]
I Now Know How the Play Ends
I had a reading with Archangel Michael Sept. 21. Of the experience he said: “The challenge has been (and you have recently gone through this and this is why we are talking about it) to come to know yourself the way the Mother knows you, the way the Mother trusts you, the way the Mother […]
Archangel Michael Explains What Happened at Xenia
I create my readings schedule with Linda at the end of each year for the next year. So having a reading on Sept. 21 was planned last December and the trip to Xenia was only planned since the middle of this month. So no coincidence! Here’s how Archangel Michael described the experience. I found his […]
Original Innocence
First of all thank you to MB for having so generously treated me to a vacation. I very much needed it and it was wonderful. On the last day … the last morning … a few hours before leaving Xenia Retreat Centre on Bowen Island near Vancouver, I had the breakthrough I’d been hoping for. […]
Arpaio Calls Obama Birth Certificate a “Fake”
Whether you like him or not, former Sheriff Joe Arpaio is the first person I know of to allege that President Barack Obama’s birth certificate is a fake. Doing so could be fatal to one’s health. Witness the death of Loretta Fuddy, director of Hawaii’s Health Department, killed in a plane crash. When I questioned […]
A Brief Glimpse
I’ve just had what I consider to be a momentary glimpse, a trailer, a preview of the space of the Father. Though brief, it was a genuine moment of seeing, a peak moment. I neither want to overplay nor underplay it. I learned much from the experience. After it had passed, I found myself being […]
Michael Salla: QAnon Reveals Deep State Nazi Connection & Attempt to Foment US Russia War
QAnon Reveals Deep State Nazi Connection & Attempt to Foment US Russia War Written by Dr Michael Salla on August 29, 2018. httpss://www.exopolitics.org/qanon-reveals-deep-state-naz-connection-fomenting-us-russia-war/ The military intelligence group QAnon has revealed a deep historic connection between the Deep State and Nazism, and how this Deep State/Nazi force is actively attempting to foment a nuclear war between […]
We’ll Find Out
My awakening to a need for action was framed in terms of pedophilia. I found myself in the local Safeway on April 14, 2018, saying to myself, “I cannot go another day without speaking out publicly about pedophilia.” And when I got home, I couldn’t do another thing until I wrote my first piece on […]
Life in Slow Motion
The only agreement we make on the awareness path is to remain aware of one’s self. On my path, I’m going through an interesting phase. In the first place, I find myself preferring to do everything slowly. Walking, shopping, cooking and everything else I seem to be doing almost in slow motion. It’s very calming. […]
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