How to Integrate?

September 28, 2018 by Steve Beckow

How does one integrate this knowledge?

Or is “integrate” the right word?

“Deconstruct” may be better.

There’s so much that needs to be let go of, so many views that no longer fit.

Which am I – the person I was yesterday that fit in or the person I am today that more often now does not?

The person I am is a question mark, a new car I bought but haven’t driven yet. The person I was is a known quantity, if a clunker.

I got off the bus today and walked down the street in a daze. I was walking very slowly, much slower than anyone else. I no longer know which world I’m in, in a manner of speaking.

I’m not talking dimensionally, just consciously. I’ve left the world of the past without entering the world of … what? Where did I put my manual?

I once “knew” who I was; now I no longer do. Oh yes, I do at essence (for sure) but I no longer do at an everyday level.

I haven’t “put myself back together again” yet (I don’t “have my face on”) and I’m not sure if I should even do so.

I have to go with the deeper knowing. I know the surface knowing will no longer serve me.

I’m going to look like a wierdo for a while until I learn how to walk and talk again.

The metaphor I think of right now is that I’ve been watching the tsunami a long way off and it now has reached the shore. It’s demolishing the structures of my beliefs. How much will survive?

Archangel Michael: Everything that has need to be eliminated, everything that has need to be relinquished, everything that has need to be healed in this cesspool that we call ‘chaos’ has need to come to the surface.
Otherwise – and this has happened many, many times in human history – what happens is there is a belief [that] there is a healing, an accommodation, a remedy, and then the human collective tends to think, ‘Okay, now it is cleaned up. Now it is healed. Now it is done.’
But the core – the core issues of the collective, and of course of the individuals – has not been addressed, and therefore it simply settles in and it festers.

(“Archangel Michael on Why All This Conflict is Occurring,” September 28, 2023, at https://goldenageofgaia.com/?p=348361.)

Divine Mother: [I am speaking about] those in … positions where control and abuse of power have been rampant. That will not be the platform [from] which integration of the various galaxies [into the new, interdimensional region of space] takes place. That is not the Plan.
I know very clearly, Sweet One, as do you, if it is not [in] my Plan, then it will not occur. …
Make no mistake, … Love will win because that has been my Plan always.
(The Divine Mother in “Enter the Delegations – Part 2/3,” May 5, 2019, at http://goldenageofgaia.com/2019/05/05/enter-the-delegations-part-2-3/.)

Beloved child, son of my heart, [Ascension, spiritual evolution] is only about love, about the many expressions, about the many forms.
And truly of anchoring and being nothing but the love, in intellect, in wisdom, in sharing, in adventure, in relationship.
It can only be [that way] when you continue to bring all adventures, all arguments, all explorations back to the love.
(The Divine Mother in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, April 30, 2019; also at http://goldenageofgaia.com/2019/06/01/the-divine-mother-it-is-all-a-journey-of-love/).

Archangel Gaia said
“I am now telling you what your mission is on Earth – it is to be an angel on Earth.
“You do not have to change the people around you; you do not have to get involved in politics, or that kind of activity.
“What you are meant to do here as a lightworker is to anchor a certain vibration.”
(Gaia, ”Earth Speaks: Your Mission on Earth,” through Pamela Kribbe, March 13, 2022, at https://goldenageofgaia.com/2022/03/13/earth-speaks-your-mission-on-earth/.)