April 1, 2021 Baking pies for barn raising day, we pray that no lightning strikes again. ~ Linda Oatman High, Barn Raising Day Listening to “Building the Barn” (from the movie Witness), doing the little dance I always do—an erratic, every-move-is-perfect jig—I ponder the piece’s awkward 5/4 time signature that just can’t be squared up […]
Dr. Peebles: Enjoy the Sweet, the Sour, and Everything In Between
March 30, 2021 Via email ~ Nataliegianelli.com There are no goods or bads, just nature thriving. You always have a choice to focus on what is going well. We remind you to play. You have come to Planet Earth to play, and everything is play to your soul, even those things you would qualify as […]
Dr. Peebles: For Peace of Mind, Check In With the Here and Now
March 27, 2021 Via email ~ nataliegianelli.com Emotions are neither good nor bad. Let your higher self talk to you more often. We remind you that your emotions are neither good nor bad; but as you are experiencing deeper levels of fear or anxiousness or worry or overwhelm, we want you to recognize that the […]
Dr. Peebles: Enjoy the Ride, It’s Why You’re Here!
March 24, 2021 Via email ~ nataliegianelli.com Enjoy the highs, lows, twists and turns of life. We encourage you to play. It is why you are here! You have chosen this human incarnation to experience the highs and lows, sweet and sour, the rain and the sun. You are still going to have preferences, but universally, […]
On the Wings of Icarus
March 23, 2021 Everyone forgets that Icarus also flew… I believe Icarus was not failing as he fell, but just coming to the end of his triumph. ~Jack Gilbert, Falling and Flying I am in the strangest space right now. It’s as if ribbons of memory and realities from times past are curling toward […]
When the Gold Rains Down
March 21, 2021 Gold! Gold! Gold! Gold! Bright and yellow, hard and cold Molten, graven, hammered and rolled, Heavy to get and light to hold… ~Thomas Hood, Gold! One thing that goodly, kindhearted, generous people seem to have no problem with is giving. Donating. Time, treasure, and talent, as it was described in a […]
Hopping Off the Anger Train
March 19, 2021 Fierce-throated beauty! Roll through my chant with all thy lawless music, thy swinging lamps at night, Thy madly-whistled laughter… Thy trills of shrieks by rocks and hills return’d, Launch’d o’er the prairies wide, across the lakes, To the free skies unpent and glad and strong. ~Walt Whitman, To a Locomotive in Winter […]
The Crystalline Gene
March 15, 2021 O little feet! that such long years Must wander on through hopes and fears… O little souls! as pure and white And crystalline as rays of light Direct from heaven, their source divine… ~Henry Wadsworth Longfellow, Weariness I drag myself through the days, one stumbling foot after the other. But I […]
O Breath of Life!
March 10, 2021 Maru in Japanese means the ship will make it back home. ~James Masao Mitsui, Spring Poem For the Sake of Breathing, Written After a Walk to Foster Island I keep forgetting to breathe. Not literally, that’s autonomic. But if I pause and take notice I realize that I am barely, barely […]
An Imagination of Peace
March 7, 2021 ‘The poets must give us imagination of peace, to oust the intense, familiar imagination of disaster. Peace, not only the absence of war.’ But peace…can’t be imagined before it is made… ~Making Peace, Denise Levertov Miraculously, I just had a completely normal conversation with an old friend. I’m still marveling. How […]
The Last Year of the Winds
February 27, 2021 There was a desert wind blowing that night. It was one of those hot dry Santa Anas that come down through the mountain passes and curl your hair and make your nerves jump and your skin itch. On nights like that every booze party ends in a fight. Meek little wives feel […]
I Learn by Going Where I Have to Go
February 26, 2021 I wake to sleep, and take my waking slow. I feel my fate in what I cannot fear. I learn by going where I have to go. ~ Theodore Roethke, The Waking I’m very fond of the notion that we already know everything. That we can just open up some […]
Dr. Peebles: Tune In the Joy, Tune Out the Worry
February 26, 2021 Dr. Peebles, from a group email session, channeled by Natalie Gianelli ~ Nataliegianelli.com Each of you is doing bigger and better work than you might give yourself credit for. You are experiencing greater awareness of the truth of who you are – the higher-self, the essence of divinity, the true consciousness. It […]
The Armageddon Closet
February 25, 2021 My life is like a frozen thing, No bud nor greenness can I see: Yet rise it shall—the sap of Spring… ~Christina Rossetti I have an Armageddon closet, and no, it isn’t filled with guns. It has five-pound bags of flour, canned beans, soup. Salsa, canned fruit, bags of lentils, oatmeal and […]
Isolation, Introspection, Illumination
February 24, 2021 For it is important that awake people be awake, or a breaking line may discourage them back to sleep; the signals we give — yes or no, or maybe — should be clear: the darkness around us is deep. ~ William E. Stafford In my view, the only real upside to our enforced […]