I talked earlier about a “bound expression of love.” What causes it? I can only speak for myself. What binds my expression of love? Why am I not a fount of love like Farmgirl? (1) Immediately I recognize my vasanas standing in the way. Those traumatic memories of ancient incidents. The trauma carried forward from […]
Farmgirl and Me: Two Lightworker Cases – Part 2/3
(Continued from Part 1.) As we continue, perhaps keep in mind that we survivors of physical abuse as a group may still be conflicted, suppressed and self-protective. Try to imagine what that looks like. Well, just imagine me. The common denominator of all that I’m discussing here is fear. We victims of physical abuse are […]
Life as the Ultimate Experiment – Part 3/4
In the experiment that life is, the more we understand the conditions of the creation, preservation and transformation of life, the more able we are to formulate our specific experiments. Knowledge of the way in which the Trinity of Father, Son and Holy Ghost or Brahman, Atman and Shakti was created and operates is basic […]
All Things Must Pass
One of the suggestions that the Divine Mother has given us recently was to do things that give us pleasure. And I am seeing the value in that. As the chaos in the world continues, I’ve been following her advice by listening to music as I write. It’s an experiment I’m running. And the value […]
Archangel Michael on AHWAA: “It’s Time to Set Aside any Feeling that is Less than Love”
We’ve pre-recorded An Hour with an Angel so I can describe what was discussed. In the pre-show discussion this week, Linda reviewed how to manage the vasanas and other issues and conditions that come up with the Tsunami of Love. Archangel Michael discussed what the causes of war are and what it will take to […]
How Much Pain will We Inflict on Ourselves Before We…?
The subject of addiction to pain and self-injury just keeps opening up and opening up for me. The other night I was seeing how much bad stuff that happened in my life I could be responsible for. I think I got up to seeing that 90% of injury had been self-inflicted. Think of it for […]
Addicted to Pain – Part 2/2
(Concluded from yesterday.) In a loveless (1) state, vengeance, triumph, arrogance, selfishness all feel good at some level. All feel pleasurable for a moment but awful afterwards. But by then we’ve forgotten the original stimulus we’re responding to. There’s space between the two and, in our sluggish, 3D state, we may not see them as […]
Maximum Danger; Minimum Risk
Suggested Reading for a GoldenGaia Meet-up I had a reading with Archangel Michael on Friday and he said we’d emerge from the Tsunami of Love “addicted to love.” The next wave is being called “the perfect storm.” But a lot of what’ll come up for some people during some of that process – me included […]
Personal Responsibility and the Tsunami of Love
The Divine Mother announced recently that, after a pause in the waves, “the Tsunami of Love once again increases in frequency, vibration, and strength.” (1) For many people, this’ll mean a dramatic increase in their experience of love. It certainly was for me a few days back. For others, it will mean the surfacing of […]
Making Lemonade from Lemons
I’d like to see if I can develop a remark I made yesterday a little more. The remark was: “Then a thought arose. Up to this point in time I had thought of myself as a damaged person, a person in need of healing. “On the day when I first heard my Mom and Dad […]
Cannot Reach, Cannot Find the Hatred
I spent hours yesterday (Friday) trying to experience the hatred – and more specifically the self-hatred – that Archangel Michael says lies at the core of male mistreatment and subordination of women. I know that AAM is aware that I live and breathe the Growth Movement, which was all about exploring the self/Self. I suspect […]
What Lies Behind the Mistreatment and Subjugation of Women?
What lies behind the mistreatment and subjugation of women? What makes one person prone or likely to want to mistreat and subjugate another? Most readers of this blog have been clearing two of those factors for perhaps three years now: vasanas and false belief systems. A vasana is an archaic reaction pattern rooted in earlier […]
Archangel Michael on Ascension – Part 9/10
We continue with our composite interview, this time with Archangel Michael about Ascension. Vasanas, Relationships and Ascension Steve Beckow: Are there some people for whom the thought of Ascension raises fear? Archangel Michael: What we are seeing in many corners of the human collective is that there is an anxiousness, an excitement and an openness […]
The State of Mind of “No Solutions”
The state of mind that sees no solutions is one that sees scarcity and separation in the world. It holds that separated individuals are mortal and won’t survive if they don’t win the struggle for survival in which competition reigns and the loser goes to the wall. Sociologists call this view “Social Darwinism.” And finally […]
Core Issue a Sleeper
Today (Thursday) I spent largely horizontal, lethargic, barely able to get up from the bed. A friend suggested that deep core issues may be coming up, which is what the Mother has been telling us. I said “no, I’m not aware of any issue” and went back to my semi-stupor. And I looked really closely, […]