Today (Thursday) I spent largely horizontal, lethargic, barely able to get up from the bed. A friend suggested that deep core issues may be coming up, which is what the Mother has been telling us. I said “no, I’m not aware of any issue” and went back to my semi-stupor. And I looked really closely, […]
Hurray for Peace!
I had occasion to test drive my new me after having dropped three core issues in as many months. Someone sent me along an attack on channelers by a person who suffered at the hands of the Illuminati. She now includes all channelers, ascended masters, angels and archangels in the same basket as Lucifer. In […]
Collaboration Core Issue Surfaces – Part 1/3
The realization that collaboration was the way of the future was followed by an unfolding elevation in mood, which I associated with the process of Ascension. Then just when I thought it was safe to go back in the water… This was interrupted by the sudden explosion of a core issue. At the same moment […]
How Now, My Love?
Given that: (1) My task is to go through Ascension publicly, in step with everybody, (2) Some other “first wavers” have already gone through the Ascension portal, as we discussed yesterday, (1) (3) Mass, physical Ascension is more a process than a snap, I’d like to map out more of the journey I’ve just completed […]
What I Learned on My Spring Break – Part 1/2
What did I learn on my Spring break? I did so many things. I relaxed. I watched the Tsunami of Love. I got out in the sunshine. I also worked on my core issue, under the influence of the Tsunami and because it’s time. As Archangel Michael said through Ronna Herman recently: “If you will […]
Just Allow It
I’m going to step out of my rest break for a moment to record an observation related to the Tsunami of Love that we’re all in. I awoke at 1:30 a.m. Thursday morning (May 1, 2014) feeling distressed, as if something had happened that was very serious and bad. Immediately my mind began to search […]
National Ego
One of the predictable crises that arises when global change is before us is the matter of national pride or ego. In my view, the subject is something we need to broach with each other and navigating it may require a fair amount of compassion. The belief that nations have a character goes back at […]
On Seeing a Core Issue
My commitment is to go through Ascension publicly and that requires going through the bad as well as the good. At this moment, core issues are coming up for observation and acknowledgment. I’m told this is part of the tsunami of love: the forcing up of whatever in us is incomplete. The core issue that’s […]
The Possibility of the Re-Emergence of the Constructed Self
One of the unintended consequences of the Reval, when it comes, is that we may see the temporary re-emergence of the constructed self. The constructed self is the character or mask we build as a result and consequence of our vasanas, core issues and false grids. We fashion a representation of ourselves that’s designed to […]
I am Consciousness and Its Qualities
I’m seeing that I am the divine qualities. Our consciousness is like milk. Milk is white. It’s a liquid. It’s thicker than water. Its taste varies from sweet to sour. It is itself and it also has qualities. Similarly, consciousness is itself and it also has qualities. Love, joy and peace are three qualities of […]
The Binds that Tie – Part 1/2
As editor Mary points out, there are ties that bind, but there are also binds that tie. Our core issues are binds that tie us in knots. They’re binds in the sense that we find ourselves propelled in directions that once may have been useful but now, much later in life, are no longer so. […]
The Binds that Tie – Part 2/2
(Continued from Part 1.) Another was that my Dad, colorfully, used to call me a “lazy, no-good, good-for nothing.” The flip side was that I became the world’s most prolific producer, a workaholic, a person for whom his output defined who he was (as you can see by the library attached to this site and […]
Core Issues
Core issues are vasanas that go so deep that they define who we consider ourselves to be and how we present ourselves in life. A vasana is itself an automatic reaction pattern that has its roots in an earlier, similar traumatic event which has seared its way into our consciousness. Some vasanas are so deeply […]